BEING  A LOVING BEING -------- ©2016 Lawrence A. McFadden all rights reserved

i've always been
told you'll see
now i'm told
i'll know
i know when i
need you then
you need
me
i know i want to
say i love you
but you know i
do you know its
true
i know the joy
of joy i know the
peace of peace
i know the must
of lust i know the
must of touch
i know the love
of love
i know my tongue
has licked the
sun
i know the ash
why am i always
last and last and
lasts
i'm not done
revealing your smile
healing your desires
i am not done with
my tongue
i am in love with
everyone
some day you'll see
some day i'll know
our kiss
please put a poem
on my lips

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i hear it all
depends on your
amen
i hear it all
depends on your
medicine
you would be my
crazy too if you
knew all the ways
i talk to you
i only have the
audience of a
few
my gift is to express
to you how many
ways i can show you
i love you
its all in the giggle
its all in the wit
its all in the spirit
does my love fit
does my touch touch
you do you know
what to do
i will hear your
prayer i will guide
you through the hell
of being you
and may your being
become a being of
love in love with the
love of me

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i felt your beauty
i felt your ache
all i can do is wait
and see
does your heart
beat for me
do you long long
for my touch
may my caress
clean up this mess
may i touch as much
as you love to be
touched
my love rocks
my tongue the ripple
my therapy the
nipple
do you see the beauty
in me is the beauty
of you
its true
you are in the palace
of my heart you are
in the temple of my
soul you are in my
mind all the time
may i be in your
embrace may i be
in your lust
may you give your
love the very best
of me
all i can do is wait
and see

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no one knows
what to do with you
i do
takes a brave man
to truely love a
woman
i know all you want
to do is be a being
of love
a being of love
in love
me too
i want them to call
us lovers i want to
show them exactly
how its done
i want to roar i want
to soar when i touch
you once more
may i answer your
kiss and lick may i
touch tongues
god are we going
to have fun
take my hand when
you are ready
take my hand and
i'll know you
understand

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i don't mind
being love blind
we all need to find
our own way
to see
i've met kids who are
light years ahead
of me
i would really like
to see you down the
road when you're as
old as me
that my love i would
love to see
i have the gift of a
hundred eyes and a
thousand ears to see
and hear every
thing
sometimes it takes all
day just to hear what
you say
when i say i see
i see
i love the thoughts
of our talks our walks
the times we are
together lasts
forever
that i hear and see
that i know you know
that i love the view
clear through what
appears to be
reality

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the wind
touched my skin
the sun is on the tip
of my tongue
the water burns
the fire quenches
the spirit sparks my
heart
i am told the sum of
all worth is peace on
earth
i am told to let go
of everything that is
not love
i am told to let go
of everything that is
not free
my possession is my
obsession with
poetry
i always wonder
what more can i do
after i poem
you
may we go on tour
first my heart then
yours
the beauty the roar
you show me and i'll
show yours
the beauty lets soar
you touch me and i'll
touch yours
the beauty once more
yes my love yes
through our eyes
inside our lives
the blessing of the
beauty of the all
of god

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i wish
you would kiss
me before you say
no
god i love
making you
laugh
lets giggle off
all those clothes
i know
lets put on a
show
i'm in the mood
to kiss all over
you

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i want more
i'll get off my ass
just give me a
task
i want more
i'll give our hug
a little extra
love
i want more
i just need the
intimacy
i want more
i can not take
i must be
given
i want more
i am touched
when i touch
i soar
i want more
make no mistake
i'll do what it
takes
i want more
i'll do my best
for us
i want more
may i knock
on your
door

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the only way
you'll find me
is when you are
looking for
love
i know you won't
want me i know
you won't kiss
me i know you won't
until you realize the
greatness of my heart
the greatness of my
touch
you won't know until
you know the power
of love
you won't know until
you know the power
of two
i hope you see the
mirror in me
all i want to do
is make you feel
the wonder make
you feel the beauty
like i do
that my love is easy
to do
all i need is your yes
your willingness
to be loved
is your heart big
enough for me
is your love deeper
deeper than the sea
then love me
love me
please

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you have to stay
off the deep end
please do not go
below
follow your heart
chase that smile
give me a wink
every once in a
while
may i burn a hole
in this page with
my tongue
you know the one
tell me when
i'm done
if your smile was
upside down it would
be a rainbow not
a frown
my hands feel your
body reach for me
like a flower to the
sun
like a tree grips the
sky may our love
be the reason
why
may our love be the
bridge to where god
lives
this is the gift
i give
my heart my powers
are the flowers in this
bouquet of i love
you's
and you give me
your smiles you give
me your laughs
back
i know you are a
life long love a all
night long love
this is our might this
is my sight this is
all i ask
yet i know to love
and be loved is the
hardest
task

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i love the way
you love
me
its love this stuff
god is made
of
i don't want to write
about love i want to
write about
loving
i want to think about
touching
how do you feel about
feeling
when will we kiss
the one on one
of our tongues
the lust the must
may i destroy every
thing you don't
enjoy
my god i love
to make you
laugh
your laughter is
the light in
me
your love is the
shine in
me
its true its true
love
and all i want to do
is enjoy you all i want
to do is enjoy you all
i want to do
is enjoy
you

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a light dip
of the wings
the grounding
the lala of the land
of la
warm wind on my
skin the eye in the sky
winking
the peace when you
are within reach
as much as i am
insane i still sense
perfectly
as much as i am
touched i still touch
perfectly
as much as i've been
broken i still break
perfectly
there is no greater
me than me being
me
thoughtfully
if you want to know
what i did today i can
only say i thought of
you
do you see
when i am with you
my dreams come
true
there is the wisdom
of sister and brother
there is the joy of
lover to lover
there is god giving us
the nod
love is as hard as
diamonds
i want to give you all
the pearls in the
world
my muse its true
i wouldn't have to
say this if i could
kiss you
a soft lingering way
to dream of you
all day

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these days
she gives me every
possibility
in return i've had
to wait years cried
a million tears
the fear the dread
another empty night
alone always messes
with my head
she tells me to wait
and see
you will cherish me
i hear god laugh
i hear god call
larry larry loves
just remember
by god love conquers
all

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g
thoughtfully
we see eye to eye
i don't have much more
heart left that isn't
yours
again i am kissed on
the cheek without
saying a word
she touches my nose
with the petals of a
rose
just so i know
there is no end
to loving
i always find us in
kindness
i feel naked and you
feel sacred
the poem may end
the kiss may end
life may end my
friend
but there is no end
there is no end to
lovin
again and again and
again lovin lovin
lovin

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i'll find you
if you look for
me
i'll touch you
if you want to
see
i'll show you
if you reach out
to me
there are flaws
but we are not
stopping at
perfection
for once and for
all hear my roar
hear my roar
lets soar!

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may i warm
your ear with my
breath
may i put a little
extra love in our
hug
may i start to spark
your heart
i will not wander far
from the fire
i want no more space
between our embrace
i will keep close closer
than most
all i can say with my
tongue is fun fun
fun
may we be high as
hell ring that temple
bell
you can't make this
shit up
the beauty of me
loving you
another cupfull
please
of you loving
me

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with a goofy
grin i would soar
into the wind i would
cross my heart and
cringe
i would fly into the
flame and be burned
alive from the
inside
a spiritual death
a holy mess god's
test
the ash of ego
to be destined to be
purely yours or totally
insane
and last night i was
told to stay away from
the flame
to only touch your
heart with a
spark
to stop being ablaze
ablaze of love
i am told to just be
the light to just be
the ember
to put my flame
away
and surrender

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so
i was thinking about
how great my life
has become and i hear
in my head the voice
said 'you ain't seen
nothing yet'
i keep thinking if its
going to get greater
for me then its gonna
get greater for you
two
there will be a greater
us a greater happiness
a greater peace a greater
love a greater
lust
it makes me giggle
how can this be
my joy already makes
me soar
holy shit the candle
flame is going crazy
spastic fantastic
it makes me giggle
how can this be
they always speak of
heaven as some place
else
but the only word
that works in the here
and now is yes yes
this is heaven
on earth

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does it matter
if i get fatter and
fatter
do you care if i
lose my hair
do you pray
you don't turn
gray
if i am too old
for you then yes
you are too young
for me
don't you see
my wrinkles
twinkle
yes it takes your
cooperation to get
an erection
but just you touch
and see
i do know how to
please how to
pleasure beyond
measure
just you wait
and see
i will stop at no
may i say may i
all you have to do
is touch and
see

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i look through
you
like a book
of love
i follow your thoughts
like the hawks
above
i see your smile
and raise you two
hugs
ring that temple
bell i want my tongue
to tell your lips
to kiss
may i cup your breast
may i taste every
place
i know there is no
rest lust never
sleeps
thats how i know
you won't sleep
with me
we'd be too busy
i just want you to
enjoy me way i
enjoy you
deep in my heart
you make loving
an art

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to the lusters
love is a sin
to the musters
sex is their
grin
to the star dusters
we are all plugged
in
and we are still
lovin
life goes no where
alone i want to go
every where with
you
stoned
all i can say is say
what you want just
do what you
say
give me your word
make me your
promise
pray for me my
pearl
lets get out of this
world of words lets
crack the prose
and go
all i want to do is
touch you i have the
best caress its the best
for its endlessness for
its gentleness for its
strength
and i clean up my
mess
do you know why i
ring that temple bell
do you know how i
can tell you are one of
us
its because you have a
bellybutton you have
an open heart you are
being a being of love
and you do not rest
till you have done
your best
may you be my guest
in the palace of phallus
and chalice

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there are
the angels
the wordless
kisses
the giggle
the dancer
the prancer
of shadows
of light
the flicker
of might
the flight
to the other side
of forever
guided by voices
my path a single
thread i tread
through my
head
i cannot lead
or follow
what you see in
me is you
yes i can mend
may i tend your
fire
ring that temple
bell i'm high as hell
i can tell i'm in
lovin heaven
i have the smile of
joy and holy smokes
i have holy smokes
yes there are
the angels
i swing low and know
they are coming
coming after
me
yep i hear there're
already here
you have their touch
and you have their
laughter and you have
their grin we have their
nod
i hear your voice
in them
only a false god
would call this
a sin
because this is loving
we are all being beings
of love
but i must go beyond
the words i cannot just
be love i must be
loving

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keep
in my keep
keep in my reach
you have charm
i have ache
soul mate
if people would only
stop defining me stop
calling me
names
i am larry loves
yes with a
s
may we be close
enough to not call
by name close enough
to always touch
and let them call it
what they
must
i call it loving
you can love with
your heart and call
it true
but i want to go
through life loving
loving loving
you

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god thought long
and true
how many copies
do i make of
you
only one my son
there are only a few
like you
i will find those
looking for
me
i'd love to share
my world with
pearls like
you
i will kiss you
with joy
and burst into prose
like a flower like a
rose reaches for the
sun
i love loving i love
a loving touch a
loving tongue
i love loving
to have fun
i love loving
every one

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look at love
love
do you see
me
may i touch
lovingly
may i keep
the peace
may i keep
within reach
how can you
keep my tongue
from having
fun
i know you can
keep me
free
i would love to
keep pleasing
you
i am a leaf
that never wants
to leave
i am a kiss
waiting to linger
on your
lips
my heart is loving
the art of loving
all i need to do
is keep thinking
of you

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night
is only a day
away
i sense see
i feel the way
joy feels
i close my eyes
and look with
my heart
i see the art
of loving
you
my touch
is blessed
there is no word
for this bliss
there is no other
way to say
what my touch
can say
my hands can tell
my kiss can tell
what my heart
has to say
the words are only
a vessel the words
are only love
my tongue can turn
love into loving
bliss
i'll see you
tonight i'll bring
the light
you are the one
i want on the tip
of my tongue

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nothing attracts
the love of a kind
woman like a kind
word spoken with
love by a kind
man
thats just the way
i am
when i say i see
i see
your heart is big
enough for
me
does your touch
want me this
much
through kindness
we find us with an
awesome joy
i'm just an old farm
boy who became
a man through
your hands
thats why i under
stand the want of
lala land
this is larry time
be my very special
guest take your rest
have a holy smoke
get stroked and
poked get broke
free
thats how you know
my worth
now you know a little
heaven is right here
on earth

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i am
into you
a grain of sand
the beauty of a
pearl in my
world
i'll put a beach
under my
tongue
just for fun
just for you
i taste
again the sea
its not that i
remember i just
can't forget how
i'm loved how i
feel real how i'm
touched by the
sea
how i am touched
by the touch of a
woman
how a pearl keeps
rolling around in my
head
how my world
is just like a
pearl

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have you asked
for a task
what do you bring
to the table
i hope you don't
mind you don't
need your
mind
it just takes years
to be truely kind
to have a heart
of joy
you need me for
my courage
you need me for
my crazy
it takes a brave
heart to be a great
heart
when your heart
no longer breaks
then you know
you're in god's
grace
my fate is to navigate
the madness
the crazies all know
who the crazies
are
madness is a monster
guarding the door
to the treasures of
the soul
i've touched mine
i know my soul
is holy gold
i know my heart
will never grow
old
the two words
'you'll know' is what
i'm told
we are all blessed
none the less none
the wiser
i hope i'm not the
first to tell you this
the crazies have all
the gifts
why is our worth
tied to other
things
its easy to think
you can fix the
world
how the hell
do you fix your
self
it took me over
thirty years to
heal
i say thank you for
a life of sacrifice
i have healed
myself
thats how i know
i have the nod
of god

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i live so much
through touch
i have no rest
until i caress
i turn my love
into loving
may i turn your
love into
loved
i am blessed
to say i love
you
i am blessed
when you say
i would love
to
my wonder wonders
my ponder ponders
my wander wanders
come to me
in glory
i want to give my
gifts of bliss
come to me
in glory
i know you know
exactly what i
mean
come to me
in glory
i scream i scream
for you like we all
scream for ice
cream
i just want to give
to you my gifts
of bliss

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i must of been
an old temple
dog
perhaps the idol
buried in the
sod
this time it took
another lifetime
to earn her
nod
to learn love
conquers
all
i have the power
to make love
poem
join me in the
power of our
hearts
to turn loving
into an
art
i'll lead the way
with a poem
a day
we have a sacred
love a sacred lust
a sacred joy a sacred
bliss
i know you feel
the power of our
kiss

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i've been alive
all my life
i have a holy
happiness i have
the deepest
bliss
i have had the holy
hell i have sucked
and puffed from
the bowl of crushed
souls
i have had gut
glass i have the
wound
kaboom
god destroyed the
boy and shattered
the past
i have been
ash
now i'm alive and
well and well i'm
high as hell ring
that temple bell
i found the joy
of joy
i can tell you too
have been through
hell
and through all this
shit through the depths
of darkness through the
pathos
through the pain
through the pain
through the pain
came holy poetry
and holy smokes
i touch god when i
touch you with a
word or two
love is the stuff
god is made
of
may i be the bridge
to your heart where
god lives
if you knew the truth
you would know we
all have our own
gods
and we all can unite
as one through the
love of one
love
i am told to say
one love but i know
its really one
soul

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book me a flight
out of sight
i'll be the darkness
you be the light
if you only knew
my mighty
might
calling all kisses
calling all kisses
if puff we must
then puff we
must
its true i spend
all day yearning
for you
i want to be turning
every poem of love
into loving
into touching
into a kiss
all day i crave
oops i just burned
a hole in this
page

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haha