MY MEDICINE IS LOVE -------- ©2017 Lawrence A. McFadden all rights reserved
 
 
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MY MEDICINE IS LOVE

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the swirl the twirl
the whirl
softer softer
than a fallen
flake
a stillness
every word chosen
is frozen in 
dusk
no rush is a must
the hush a
trust
so sadly sweet
i cherish those
still within 
reach
my life of hard
winter nights
could turn your
frozen bones
to stone
yet i endure
i am sure
there is always
her love in the
very art of my
heart
that says i am
home and says
i am never
alone
 
*************
 
i misplaced
my face
i awake in
the same old
place
the same old 
time 
the same old
grace
the same old
rhyme
i have to laugh
its so easy to
grow old
this time my beard
is tossed with
frost
my hair the same
shade of gray as
every where
i want to see you
when you are
sixty two
i want to know
what life told
you
my i warm you
may i adore you
may i adorn you
with the love of
my love
may we puff
and perhaps get
nude and rid our
selves of these old
man winter
blues
 
***************
 
life 
taught me to say
no i was as pure
as the driven
snow
everything is wrong
thats why i stand 
strong
leave me alone
it takes a lot longer
but it makes me a lot
stronger
i have been to the
bottom of the sea
i have been in the
deepest crazy in the
deepest ecstasy
don't be afraid
god made me
this way
my love is the stuff
god is made
of
if your heart is scarred
scared sacred and
bruised
then you know i'm
talking to you
i have craved touch
i have had gut glass
i was an emotional
cripple
it took her love
to heal me
and now i have her
love in my touch
and i mend all my
friends
i will find your
need
some folks just don't
believe in love when
love is all you
need
if you ever want to
prove your power
to me 
then love me
i dare you
pretty please
 
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my love knows
the thorn and the
rose
my love knows
no bounds
yet i will only do
what your guiding
hand commands
show me
you won't have
to say no
i feel your love
and my love
knows
i found you
looking for 
me
my love knows
your heart is
open
that is what i was
hoping
and you are 
kind
my love knows 
you know the 
power of 
two
my love knows
you know its
me and
you
i feel your love
and the snow
melts all around
me
 
**************
 
may i kiss
your eyelids
may i nibble
nibble nibble
until you
giggle giggle
giggle
what a sacred
face your pleasue
makes
my hands tremble
to touch you
my lips
quiver
i want to taste
the love you
make
all i want to do
is please please
please
love me
 
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my fingers 
are smooth and sleek
may they seek
may they
linger
my hands
have the strength
of gentleness
my heart 
has the strength
of greatness
my touch is my
glory my tongue
my story
my life a life
long story of
glory
i may not know
but i know my love
knows
i saw in your eyes
the deepest
intimacy
and i feel in our
love the deepest
ecstasy
and all i see in your
heart is every
possibility
i am just the vessel
and you are very
special
so lets go to work
making this
work
a little spit and
polish to make
our spirits
frolic
 
*************
 
yep
now you know
how much i touch
what i feel
why i kneel
now i know
you know
we have not 
touched
lips
we have not had 
the pleasure
and i know we
won't stop till
we do
not ever
we won't stop
till our clothes
are off
and our nakedness
is covered with the
sacredness of
love
our love a holy
holy gift
of bliss
 
*************
 
here here
my dear
there are no
complexities
only the simplicity
of ecstasy
the we the we the
we the beauty
the purity to
please
our pleasure
of me me 
me
the intimacy
we achieve
the deepest touch
the deepest
lust
the greatest need
you tease my 
tongue and your
eyes say
please
 
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i'd love to
look up to you
to look up above
up above for the
love of 
you
to give you my kiss
of ecstasy to give
you my tongue spun
one on 
one
my feats are the 
many petals at your
feet
my queen my muse
my dream
night is just a day
away why must you
keep away
please kiss me before
you say no
please kiss me before
you leave me
i know you will miss
me i know you
will
for the up above love
of me and you
is true
 
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have you reached
the peak of larry
speak
the peace of mind
the must of touch
the high the
happiness
ring that temple
bell hear the chime
of simple little
rhymes
designed with you
in mind
to make love
poem
to bless you with
every i love
you
to give you the gift
of joy the bouquet
of just us
the vision 
the kiss
all i need is four
words from the tip
of your tongue
if its true please
say i would love
to
 
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omg
i feel your release
in my hug
that my dear
is love
of
my heart no longer
breaks when i feel
your grace
i can't stop my eyes
from learning all
about you
i can't stop my
words from touching
you
for you are 
joy
my we be happily
more and
more
just us
and the whole wide
world
 
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the way i live
is i give
when i take care
of everybody
i am taken care
of
i am also asked 
other tasks
to bring unity to
our community
to put loven in
every coven
to offer my bowl
to every crushed
soul
for we are family
i am told to stand
strong i am told
to trust
and i know my heart
will never grow
old
all you have to do
is lose your mind
and listen to your
heart
this is my love
this is my
art
may i lead the way
with a poem a day
may i lead the way
of our love on
parade
 
**************
 
do you hear
what i hear
upon the midnight
clear
every night is silent
every night is
holy
over the river
and through the
woods we go
to the other side
of forever
my candle is a
feather
my heart aches
to be together
i love the way we
melt with 
grace
my snowflake
i treasure the way
we melt with
pleasure
please burn my
lips with a
kiss
 
************
 
i adore you
you are the true
you
you spark my heart 
my art with your 
you you
there are no words
greater than 
touch
you have my thirst
and offer up your
loving cup
you say just a sip
and i drown in
bliss
may you gulp the
sweet air of ecstasy
when i offer up my
loving touch
i adore you more
then more
i want to give you
more then 
more
for you are the true
you you and i am
the thee thee
thah thah
i know i know
lets get high
and let fly our
souls
 
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its been 
a million years
since i touched
you
its been
a million tears
since i loved
you
its been
a million fears
but now my heart
is a
boutonniere
its been
a million years
but i still hear
that stadium
cheer
right between my
ears coming from
what i have
done
 
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tell me
in silence
tell me
in a wordless
kiss
tell me
with touch
speak with your
eyes teach with
your tongue
reach for the
sun
our lust is
yearning
yearnings
we must be
touched
we must be
skin tight
this is our
might
this is our
love light
 
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i break open
my head and i
fall out
i break open
my heart and 
doves fly 
out
i break open
time and all
these rhymes
get a shout
out
i break open
my love and i
hear you cry
out
for more
feel me feel
yours our gift
of deepest
bliss
nude all after
noon a naked
and sacred
love of
touch
i break open
prose to give
you this
rose
 
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you see its majick
and i can't hide my
smile
i burn sage and i see
mermaids
i fill the bowl and all
my thoughts 
let go
i light the chalice
to share and theres
heart shaped smoke
rings every
where
our romance our
sense of touch our
must our lust
enhanced
i've felt my tongue
melt i've felt my
tongue dance
don't stop at love
keep loving
don't stop at
happiness
live happily
may i stroke my
quotes may i probe
from your toes to 
your nose with my
prose
do you feel the
power of our
kiss
do you feel the
power of our
sex
when can i kiss
you again
where may i kiss
you next
 
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i don't need
a woman i want
a woman
i have every thing
but a womans
touch
may your fingers
linger may my 
dreams beam
i don't want it
all all i want is
whats best
all i want is your
yes
your eyes know
why i kiss your
lips know
how
this is my vow
i will pleasure
you beyond
measure
not for one day
not for one night
but for the rest
of our life
 
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haha
i find it in my shoe
where did this kiss
come from
out of the
blue
just a peck on the
cheek or deep
deep in sweet
release
i put you in my
pocket i keep you
under my hat
yes imagine
that
but its there in
my heart i call
to you my
joy
i call to you
for cryin out
loud
i call for you
to respond to
my song
may i say these
days shall live
forever in
ecstasy
the night you say
yes to me
 
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ever say
now i see
your love
for me
your eyes
my glee
touch me
may your smile
slip through the
lips of your
kiss
what words would
you chose
i know you
i know you
will share
i know you
will comfort
i know you will
care
our kind have 
a kind of kindness
that is minelessly
timeless
my our bliss
become effortless
may our touch
become wordless
may our madness
become gladness
may our love
become loving
may our gifts
become giving
your joy has been
in my heart all
my life
girl you bring 
joy to the 
world
 
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beckon me
closer
tell me to touch
tell me i must
tell my tongue
to have 
fun
may i paint your
body with my
beard
may i kiss your
softness and touch
your soul
i have made love
to you a thousand
times in my
mind
i won't let go
it feels so sacred
to get naked with
you
i want to see all
the faces of your
ecstasy
may i say please
pleasure me
and all i'll ever
want to do is
forever pleasure
you
 
**************
 
you shine
i love to love
in kind
what more can 
i do when you
say i love
you
we have not
kissed yet we
share the
greatest 
bliss
i have your
crave when we
touch i know
we must
you and me have
the deepest deepest
intimacy
you are one of the
very few you give
all you
you give me your
gift of loving
i give you my love
my gift of
touching
you are my love
shine
i will keep you
in my heart
i will keep you
in my art
i will keep you
free
 
*************
 
you reach out
and puff
i'm in
love
when you are
given what you
never had
it is a gift
it is a blessing
it is a kiss
it is a gratefulness
it is a bliss
i can make love
in a poem but my
touch is sacred
lust
my love is sacred
sex at its 
best
i see by your shy
grin your eyes say
yes lets 
begin
our pleasure
the first touch is
yours the first
kiss is forever
i give you all
i want
i give you my
please
i give you
me
 
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i want your company
every stock every
bond every
night
i know why you come
i know why you
go
i know you see my
nakedness
i know you see my
greatness
my madness my
gladness my
joy
please be by my
side every once in
awhile
you have my crave
you have my thirst
my must my
lust
you have my worth
may our love be
loving
may i touch as much
as you love to be
touched
you fill my want
with the want
of you
and i know you want
to touch me
too
 
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these words are 
a gift from 
you
may i touch you
from here
may i taste when
you are near
i want what you
want
i will do what you
will do
when you want 
it how you want
it where you want
it
i know you must
my strength is
gentleness
my caress is
endless
my mind is a mess
of yes yes 
yes
i long for you
hard and strong
for you
i cannot stop my
tongue from reaching
for you
like a flower to the
sun
my pockets are
empty but my hands
are full
i want to kiss all over
you
i want to share all
these words our
gift
this bliss
this bliss
this bliss
 
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i am touched 
by god when you
touch me
when i touch you
yep thats god
too
the blessing of 
i love you
the prayer
i would love
to
my deepest infancy
my deepest intimacy
when i look up
to you
i am the petals
at your feet
i am the sparkle
of your eye
i am the touching
tongue
i am the face
of ecstasy
achieved
did i mention the
ascension the
glee
the power of our
kiss the greatness
of our bliss
you've always 
wanted me now
i'll always want
you
sacred sex at our
spiritual
best
 
***************
 
its not a gift
if its not given
freely
its not a kiss
if its not given
dearly
when we embrace
do you give or
take
i didn't start living
until i started
giving
and when i give
i am given
and yes its true
all that you give
comes back
to you
we all have
treasures to live
to give this is
pleasure beyond
measure
to give the greatest
joy is the greatest
joy
 
************
 
may i stir up
a little butt
love
may i go all the
way down and then
back up turn you
around then back
down
i know where to 
kiss you i know
where my tongue
has the most
fun
softly larry
softly
let your fingers
linger
you've felt my
tongue melt 
you've felt my
tongue dance
through my
words
i frolic with your
buttocks in my
hands and
heart
butt love
it would only be
a shame if we
didn't
butt love
just another tool
to pleasure
you
butt love
so incredible
it turns up the
intensity
now you'll never
turn it down
butt love
and i know you
will say it with
amazement
holy shit
holy shit
holy shit
 
************
 
people are taught
there are bad thoughts
to live in fear of a 
thought
i think 
not
i am taught to open
the door to let the
thoughts in then
open the door to let
the thoughts
out
without a doubt
its called opening
your mind its called
being a free thinker
its called the love
of all
you have to trust
the creative
process
sometimes i have
to write a poem
to write a
poem
and sisters and
brothers some of
my poems are
better than
others
the key to my
poetry is my glee
to have you laugh
a little at
me
 
***************
 
you know 
what i am
able to bring
to the table
i bring a fat
flat flabby
tongue for
fun
but i am worthy
i bring my three
and a half inches
of dangling
fury
tell me to touch
tell me i must
bring you to 
pleasure beyond
measure
i have no strategy
theres no math
to my path
only a knowing
only a joy
another love of
another lover
another piece
of the puzzle
we just fit
theres no other
way to say it
we just
fit
i feel it i love
it this bliss
tag
you're it
 
***************
 
she gave me
everything you 
wouldn't give
me
i healed so quickly
so happily
so completely
so sweetly
i can rest
the rest of my
life
i've done my
best
theres nothing
left to do but write
a poem or
two
may my words be
nude with gratitude
just remember
what else my tongue
can do
when i say
i love you
when i say
i would love
to yes i would
love to
 
*************
 
may i lead 
the way of our
love parade
all of our chalices
all of our phalluses
dressed in pinks 
and purples
in our hearts
in our palaces
up there in the sky
inside
up there in the eye
inside
up there where i fly
inside
i let go of 
everything
that is not 
love
i let go of 
everything
that is not 
free
even if i'm the only
one i will fly my
freak flag 
high
even if i'm the first
and the last i will
march right on
past
i shake my fist at
god why are there
so few
i hear god laugh
look behind you
and puff suddenly
there you all are
every one of
you
 
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don't just love
you must be
loving
it is the act of
love that is the
fact of love
it is the open
heart that is
spoken
let love be the
rhyme between
hearts and
minds
let love be the
treasure the
pleasure of our
souls
the art of our
hearts
and let love be
our way
home
and let loving
be how we
know
 
*************
 
might my words
bring your
beauty
might my words
be your
prayer
might my words
touch
might my words
love
we are kindred
most say one
heart one
love
i say one
soul
kindred spirits
divided into
whole
kindred spirits
walking each
other home
kindred spirits
to kiss and
tell
ring that temple
bell lets get high
as hell
here where laughter
dwells here where
love swells here in
god's spell of love
my love
here in the palace
of our hearts
may we turn our
kiss into 
art
with every spirit
spark
 
**********
 
my mind
is not in my head
this time its in
the room
i can sense every
thing around me
at once
i can be sitting
next to you and be
a million miles
away
i can be one with the
mountains one with 
the sea i can be one 
with you and i'll say
outloud i can be one
with the clouds
but don't mind
me
i am mindlessly
mindfull and i don't
mind being reminded
when you have a
mind to
my gift is i can quiet
my mind anytime
to hear a heart full
of rhyme coming
from the love of
you
and all i have to do
is think of
you
 
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the thing that keeps
bouncing around in my
head is why can't we
say rest in peace with
out being
dead
 
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love is what i give
when i hug
my arms are armed
with no harm
charms 
my hands are at
your command
you are my bliss
i taste poems on
your lips
i think of you 
all day i think of 
how you feel 
touched
i think of how i 
feel loved
i think of how i
feel love is always
a little crazy
i have the madness
i am the gladness
love to me has always
been a holy hell
i can tell you too
have been through
hell
you need me for my
courage you need me
for my crazy
i just know when i
need you then yes
you need me
too
 
***************
 
make me
a better poet
i'm not much of
a wordsmith but
i'm a great minimalist
theres great strength
in the simplest of
rhyme
i love to make words
touch but i get so
tired of this world of
words
i get so tired of 
writing love 
poems
i want to write loving
poems i want to write
touching poems
so lead follow or get
the fuck out of the
way
the words to describe
spiritual ecstasy are
the same words to
describe sexual
ecstasy
how can you love
one and hate 
the other
i know love cripples 
you i was an emotional
cripple too
but please accept
spiritual sex
we thirst for this bliss
i can tell by your
kiss
we crave touch
because we must be
touched by a mother
we must be touched
by a lover we must be
touched by each
other
we are human
we are loving
we are spirit
don't be afraid
we heal this
way
and those that won't
are the ones that
need it the
most
 
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i wondered
for a long long time
what am i going to do
with the experiences
of my half dozen or so
psychotic episodes
and low and behold
i finally knew awhile
ago
i learned to journey
to journey the paths
of pathos
i could draw you a
map there and back
i learned how to live
in hell i learned how
to live in darkness
i learned how to live
in love i learned how
to live
yep i saw some serious
shit
crazy crazy crazy
but you get used to it
i'm only a little crazy
from what would drive
you totally insane
i can prove i'm crazier
than you and you're
just stupid if you try
to
crazy crazy crazy
but you get used to it
people brag all the time
at how big a dose they
can dose
try treading that single
thread through your
head without a
net
do you have what it takes
to survive the experience
of a psychotic break
crazy crazy crazy
but you get used to it
but whats crazy is we all
go crazy if we don't go
crazy
what i love is all the crazies
know who all the crazies
are
crazy crazy crazy
but you get used to it
i learned psychiatry can
not cure me
don't let them fool you
let them think they rule
rule rule you
you are totally free when
you are as totally mad
as me
all they can really do is 
yardstick the sick
for me sanity is just a
shuffle of papers
and my prayer is blessed
blessed be the
insanity
the journey has always 
been to heal myself
i've always been rewarded
for walking all those
wards
i've always been given
little spiritual gifts
in the healing
process
through all this shit
i've always been given
bliss bliss and bliss
crazy isn't
it
 
*************
 
lets do this
forever
if we haven't
already
there are so few
givers there are
so few real
healers
mind body and
soul
it all starts with 
a heart so broken
all thats left is
god's grace
it all starts with
dreams so broken
all thats left is the
here and 
now
put that in your pipe
and smoke 
it
think about it
the whole wide world
helping you
heal
its happening right
now don't you hear
it don't you feel it
don't you know it
the spirit
in our hands in our
hearts through our
love
forever
 
************
 
may you stay
or may you stay
away
they all say they
want to but very
few do
can you tell me
what god did
today
i get a thousand
things done doing
nothing all day
my last name should
be dolittle
but my thoughts are
taught if i do all the
little things in life
right then the big
things tend to take
care of themselves
i have no control
i have no expectations
i have no intent
i have no doubt
about love
if you must prove
your power then 
prove your love
love the greatest
power
i'm just standing
watch over the
universe over the
buddha verse
watching my little 
world like a 
hawk
i have a hundred
eyes and a thousand
ears
i know why you smile
i know if you're
sincere
i can only offer and
see what you
take
is it a want or a need
just say please
i've worked hard all
my life at nothing
for nothingness too
is a gift
 
**************

i have delightfull
weed for a delighted
we
yes a holy smoke
each toke every 
bowlfull of every
soulfull
a victory
blessed be to sense
see to enhance
romance
to give touch a lust
a must sacredly and
nakedly
the only thing i want
to wear is a 
prayer
when we puff
i have the gladness
you have the
grace
i can taste the
intimacy
deeper deeper
in belief
deeper deeper
our release
when we puff
when we touch
i am so happy 
we can't get
enough
 
***************
 
you remind me
of snow you're
such a gentle
soul
you can't fake
being a snowflake
and i'm a frosted
cornflake
may i melt you
on my tongue
your body drinks
my needs like a
seed nourishing
me
you calm me
i reach peace
you awe me
the touch of a
woman the touch
of a man
sacred hands
may i be your
gentle man
i want to keep
you close to
me
i want to keep 
you in love
i want to keep
you in ecstasy
spread your 
wings
i want to keep
you free
 
************
 
i will wait
for forever
to bring our lives
together
its something i 
learned to do
its how i know
our love is
true
this is not the
past this is brand
new
i know this will
last when i touched
you
its all about a dream
the beam coming
through
though we both are
broken we both are
healed
i know god has softly
spoken
we have the power
of two we have the
strength of gentleness
we have hearts of
kindness
may me and you bless
this world with every
i love you
may we rest in peace
may we rest assured
we are given one word
trust
we are giving we are
forgiving we must
we will
we will always have
a greater happiness
a greater love 
a greater bliss
in togetherness
we are the feathers
on the wings of
forever
 
**************
 
you are 
my wordless
kiss
i won't forget
your lips
let them say 
what they
may
will your tongue
join in the
fun
may i give you
the giggles may
our bodies dance
the wiggle
wiggle
i can't say
i can't
i must do what
you must do
if you want
to
i have to
i love
you
 
*********
 
you look at me
like i was
crazy
and i hear god
laugh out loud
up there in the
clouds
it makes me mad
to think you think
i'm mad
yes look at me
look right into
the mirror
i'm done
i've done all
i can do
its up to you
to make our
love come
true
 
*****************
 
don't be afraid
funny how love
chases you
away
if i frighten you
more and more
just say
its only a metaphor
its only a metaphor
when you knock on
my door you open
your heart to the
world
you may know i am
crazy fat dumb and
lazy
but if you want the
bliss of giggleness
if you want to be
blessed by my endless
caress
come to me my love
shine come to me
my yum yum come
to me and enjoy
for cryin' out loud
why don't you do
what you want
to
i must
you give me great
lust and a sacred
touch
i guess i want you
too much but i
must be loved
too
and when god sees
me loving you
when i know you
are coming
there is nothing
left in me but the
deepest deepest
ecstasy
 
************
 
all i know
is you'll know
you'll know when
to say when
until then i must
do three things
wait wait and
wait
until you have
what it takes
to make
love
my fate is i can
not take i must
be given the lips
i kiss
sip by sip
in foreverness
why have i grown
so old alone
the answer is why
you are not here
at my side
 
************
 
i smelled the sea
last night
it rocked
me
it spoke to me
wordlessly
it gave me great
strength it gave me
possibility
it reminded me
my love my love 
is deeper deeper
than the bottom
of the sea
as deep as my 
devotion to the 
woman of the
oceans
i love the longing
the longing for
the sea
the longing for
the mystery
the sea brought me
the first taste of
forever
the first time i was
free
the first time i felt
pleasure beyond
measure
i'm tired of all you
people who don't 
do what you want
to
i'm tired of all you
people who don't
do what you
say
congratulations!
you are a
pity
i smell the sea
and i know i am
wanted i am a
wanted man of 
the sea
i can catch the
wind can you 
catch me
 
**************
 
so i'm at a show
and i'm writing in
my head and there
is a phrase at play
rambling on inside
my mind
and i think of some
thing i once said
and bam my friend
asks me a question
and my phrase is
gone
i worked hard to
remember the words
but drats i gave up at 
last
the phrase is
you see me so clearly
you laugh at your
self
but the words were
totally gone i could 
not solve why the
words dissolved
so an hour or so
later i get a question
a request pops in my
head
i was asked to tell a
joke that would make
the ancient elders
laugh
and i'm like holy
shit that is a tough
audience
so i think and think
and think and
think
and my line comes to
mind
you see me so clearly
you laugh at your
selves
and the elders just
laughed and laughed
and laughed
and i was filled
with glee
 
*********
 
make me 
a memento
make me
a monument
of our
kiss
make me
in this moment
of bliss
make me
i will be your
gift
make me
reminisce
make me
bless my life
with your
caress
make me
bless my life
with your
yes
 
**************
 
zoom zoom
zoom
a little bumpy
but we're making
good time
i was given the
words 'we are going'
i saw mountains
i saw snow
i thought oh no
don't leave
i am the last leaf
on the tree and i
know not where
we go
i am not allowed
to peek into the
future
but i do not need
words there is no
looking back
i know i am ready
to go
i will walk with the
mountains i will
taste snow
i know this sacred
journey is the path
of my soul
i know this sacred
journey is the
journey home
this is not the death
of me this is the
birth of
we
 
*************
 
i can give 
you gifts when 
i write
i can give
you gifts when
you read
i can give
you gifts when
i touch
i can give
you gifts when
you touch
me
just simple little
gifts of spirituality
simple little gifts
for your love
it ain't me its the
beauty of language
its the beauty 
of we
if there was one 
kiss i would wish 
to recieve would 
be your kiss in
ecstasy
yes i'm glad i go
mad with the want
of you
yes i'm glad i go
mad thats how i
find the true me
and you
yes i'm glad i go
mad i'm in love
with you
yes i'm glad
i'm mad
 
******************
 
the word is
my cries were
heard
my prayers were
poured into
yours
and now you 
bravely say
please larry
touch me soon
rid me of my
wounds
i know what
cripples you
i hear your 
cry
please know
your love has
survived
a million tears
why
you feel the vibe
of you and
i
you want my
kiss you want
to be intimate
you want to love
you want to love
to be touched
by love
i feel the vibe
of you and
i
i feel your freedom
coming i feel you
coming alive
inside
i feel no more
cries i feel you
i feel you i feel
you feel
me
this is what love
can do this is
what heals
you
may i
this is my gift
this is my bliss
do you see the
beauty of you
and me
the ecstasy
all we need
is our privacy
 
************
 
you know
how to touch
a man
you know
how to touch
a soul
my body is at
your command
our hearts are
in lala
land
i know the is no
tease please 
please please 
me
may i give you
all i want
i am gentleness
you are willingness
in our sacredness
i want to see all
your faces of
ecstasy
i want to know
you'll always
remember our
endless caress
our touch our
lust our
nakedness
i know i will
i know i will
always hear
your giggle
your cheer
larry is here!
 
***********
 
the sweetest
caress a little
giggle a little
jest a little
zest
oh my god god
my hands throb
my heart sobs
my head
fogs
i reach for you
like a flower to
the sun
i crave you today
i crave your tongue
play
i want to frolic with
your buttocks in
my hands and
heart
your body is
god's art
you are sacred
you are woman
and i am
naked
i'll know what 
to do when i
touch you
 
**************
 
my love
my fire is higher
higher than
hell
ring that temple
bell
the fire that quenches
the water that
burns
with every touch
i learn your
yearnings
the touch of you
tells me
the eyes of you
tells me
the lust of you
tells me to touch
you
and you welcome
me you know my
bravery you know
my ache you know
i must
you welcome my
touch you know
i can
i can heal a woman
you can heal
a man
 
***********
 
i focus
on your heart
and art pours
out
i focus
on your eyes
and i can see
inside
i focus
on your touch
that i crave so 
much
i focus 
on your lips
sip by sip by
sip
i focus
on your love
and i feel you
feel me
i focus 
on our love
and all of the
above
i focus
on this hocus
pocus and cry
why
good god god
do you know
what you have
done
i am in love with
everyone
 
********
 
i read
your face
i read your
grace
my eyes won't
stop learning
yes i am yearning
the flames in my
heart i braid into
bouquets
i am a frayed
knot
and you are
awesomeness
may we end up
endless
may my touch
be your gift
i can not stop
the bliss
 
*************
 
the tree 
walked up to me
and asked to dance
in my heart
with you
the leaves turned
to feathers and we
flew to the other
side of forever
with you with
pleasure
i have the courage
to love you like
crazy
my heart open
you are my
devotion
you are my life
in motion
i touch you when
my words are
true
i touch god when
i touch
you
 
*************
 
i make sense
of the dancing
smoke from the
incense
i make sense
of the flickering
flame
does it call your
name it tickles me
with fame
i make sense
i sense see all
you need to say
is please
my 'i love you' is
a godzillion kisses
true
i make sense
yet i am taught not
to connect the
dots
this is why i am
free it makes perfect
sense to me
my heart starts to
make art to give
you to gift you to
bliss you to bless
you
with giving my all
to giving all
all the things it
takes to make life
worth living
all
 
**************
 
i rise in the skies
inside
i chase the snow
flakes
i slip through the
white and the
blue
i'll shout out loud
proud to be atop
a thunder
cloud
i delight in being
a delight i delight
in seeing the twilight
i delightfully hold
you tight
did i mention
the ascension
didn't it all start
in your heart
isn't it all about
art
to bless you
with an endless
caress
to touch you to
touch you to rid
your blues
yep its true
its all about love
that stuff god is
made of
its all about being
a loving human
being
 
************
 
hello hello hello
visions of tobacco
and the weed
of we
holy smokes
i sense see
every bowl full
a victory
they call me
a weed
the law calls me
an outlaw and i'm
as honest as
can be
ha!
the tobacco makes
me strong
how can you be so
wrong to take away
my peace
how can you be so
wrong to make me
weep
good god god
thank you for this
weed our daily weed
our father's seed
hail mary's
need
good god almighty
weed
every bowl full
a victory
 
**************
 
don't mind me
i'm just riddled
with bliss after bliss
after bliss
i want you to
experience 
this
the greater the strife
the greater the 
life
damn right
your burden will never
be more than you can
carry
your sorrows will bring
the brightest
tomorrows
it just takes years
my god it just takes
years
i would not be alive
if i did not learn
to cry
yes i will love you
yes i will suffer
you
till i turn to ash
just ask
i am one of a million
suns and the love of
you has only just
begun
the first kiss is
forever
my god it takes
years my god it
takes years my god
it takes years
i think of you and
know you are worth
every tear
 
**************
 
i have nothing
to say
i write best
that way
i'm not going
to tell you what
to do after i tell
you i love
you
i ask for nothing
in return
thats what makes
the wheel
turn
that is my love
thats what i've
learned
love is so abused
i must wait till
you realize my love
my love is 
true
you have my word
you have my kiss
you have my
gifts
you can only find
me when you're
looking for
love
thats how i found
you may i give
you my gift of 
touch
please say i
must
 
************
 
you must realize
if you've never 
had one all your
life what a gift
one would
be
it makes me grit
my teeth when i
have to work really
hard all my life at
something most
people just take
for granted
that is our bond
that is our 
ache
to love forever
in every moment
together
please reach my
peace
yes i am alone
it only makes me
stronger stronger
than most
the crave of touch
blessed me with an
endless caress
the crave of touch
gave me the gift
of touch
gave me the gift
of lust
gave me the gift
of must
don't you see when
you feel
don't you see when
you close your
eyes
we all need this
sacred intimacy
we all ache
inside
 
************
 
its the look
in your eyes
i hear your
plea
i need you when
you need
me
you have my lips
of want the tongue
of fun
your kiss your kiss
my sacred 
wish 
please do what you
have done your
heart can now hold
every one
your love shines
like the sun
we feel like
children
naked and free
you want me hard
as hard as love
can be
may you gift me
with your greatest
want to be
pleased
i want to see
your face in
ecstasy
i want to make
your life better
and better and
better with
pleasure
our love is our
treasure all pure
and true
may we bless this
world with every
i love you
may our tattoo
be the words
i would love
to
 
***********
 
i was taught
i was always at
fault
there is a star
for every scar
all the way from
venus to
mars
now i know what
i already knew
the reason it did't
happen was
you
if you won't do
what you want
if you don't do
what you say
then i'm gone
far far
away
i'll just clutch
the moon when
i think of
you
 
**************
its kinda funny
i'm not a loner
i'm just
alone
i made my peace
and you broke
it
al i wanted was
to be left alone
and they laughed
and laughed
yes a life long solo
now i know i didn't
miss a thing
i heard the angels
sing i thank the hawks
for what they
brought
the geese guide me
the rocks talk and
the trees all applaud
with flapping 
leaves
we are free 
we are free
we are free
now i know its ok
if its just me
i will miss your kiss
but being alone too
is god's 
gift
 
*******************
 
i have to do
three things
wait wait and
wait
and i've almost
taken all the takers
all the fakers all
the mistakers
out of my 
life
peace at last
peace at last
great god 
almighty
peace at 
last
and if i ever
get lonely i'll
just get a
cat
 
**************
 
yes yes and yes
the best is yet
to come
my life long task
all art and
soul
it lifts my heart
up to god
it lifts my heart
to be given the
nod
it lifts my heart
to hear you
applaud
i'll do this for the
rest the rest of my
life
i've already out
lived all ya'll
and i can't wait
to love you
forever
it lifts my heart
to know we are
blessed none
the less
it lifts my heart
to lift your
heart
this is the gift
of my art
this is the gift
of hearts
 
***************
 
blow me a kiss
i can only imagine
your face in
ecstasy
is it the same
in pleasure and
in pain
i feel you release
through my hands
and into peace
i can only imagine
what you see of me
when you close
your eyes and gulp
the sweet air
wildly
i can see you through
my hands i can feel 
you through my
eyes
wait i know this place
this is god's grace
i can only imagine
you will
i can only imagine
i must
i can only imagine
yes yes yes
lets
blow me a kiss
and feel my 
tongue become 
wordless
 
*************
 
in the clouds
in the mists
i have something
bowl worthy
i have something
soul worthy
right here in my
pocket right here
in the locket of 
my heart
i will keep you free
thats what she said
to me
may i give you 
all i want
when you take
you take the wisps
of me with
you
the more i give
the more i give
the more i love
the more i love
the more i touch
you the more i
touch you
the more the more
the more my heart
is filled with
art
the more my heart
is filled with
joy
and when my head
cleared of fog
i heard the words
good job
 
************
 
now look at what
you have done
theres no desire
no fun you put
out the fire
with your selfishness
with your total
disregard
you left a
scar
may you regret
what you've done
for years to
come
you were so close
now i am far far
away
theres an old ode
that goes somewhere
down the line some
one has hurt you like
you hurt me
you're just spreading
the disease
and thats ok just
stay away
i will break the
chain
 
***************
 
i'm done
time to focus
on the hocus
pocus
to stir in words
to stir yes sir
to stir the love
and add a pinch
of touch add a cup
of crazy add a lump
a hump of lust
some call it majick
some call it wisdom
some call it spirit
i call it art
the bridge to where
god lives in your
heart
this is my focus
the single thread
i tread in my
head
i am a hollow reed
when the spirit works
through me around
me
boundlessly
you can feel it 
in my endless 
caress
you can feel it
through my 
prayers
you can feel it
from here
we are all gifted
none the less none
the wiser
as i age
page after page
after page
i can see into the
beauty
i can feel into the
bliss
i can focus
 
************
 
i feel you 
on the tip of 
my nose
your way of 
showing me
the way
your way of 
reminding me
i'm not 
crazy
your way of 
giving me a
thank you for
what i do
i'm afraid
i'm not afraid
i must trust
my fate is to
navigate
my fate is to 
see
my fate is to
search
my fate is to
be me
 
*******
 
you once danced
in my heart
you once wanted
my tongue
where do i put
the sadness
where do i put
the madness
you put out
the fire
i'm just glad
being sad makes
a great poem
the melancholy
calls yes i know
what i missed but
i'm not going to
be treated like
shit
what do i do
with your bouquets
of i love you
the melancholy
calls its a shame
you were playing
games
so where is the love
where is the fun
now that you have
won
the melancholy
calls larry larry
loves
you're done
 
***************
 
the hawks
been picking the tree
above me to land
to give me a
hand
to be taught
i must trust
i can only say this
is some serious
shit
to stop and stare
until i see i am
a hollow reed
with sacred weed
it doesn't have any
thing to do with
me 
i just need to keep
my love free
i'd rather be alone
and happily stoned
to let the hawk clear
my thought with hope
i hope
to take the doubt out
i must sing my song
strong i must
trust
i'm old enough
to know if there is no
happy ending then
theres more story
to be told
 
********
 
old age is great
if you can ever
let go of everything
everything that has
happened
and let go of every
thing everything that
didn't happen
i love to grow old
i love to grow
my joy my hope to
grow close closer
than most
i've been taking 
away needs i've been
planting seeds every
day and every night
of my life
this little ol' farm boy
me and i reap what
i sow
peace and love and
all the above
dontchaknow
and all i can think
of is is this as good
as it gets
and being told
you ain't seen 
nothing
yet
 
*************
 
is it true
your kisses
are like
glue
to tongue to
tongue to
tongue
fun fun fun
all over me and
all over you
in gratitude
every time we
touch is brand
new
its all about 
being devout
when we are 
naked we are
sacred
we cross that 
bridge to where 
god lives in our
hearts
and we make
love
art
 
***************
 
i want to read
your poem to
me
what is your
confession
can you teach
me a lesson
or is your love
an empty
word
what do you feel 
when you see 
me
what do you see
when you feel
me
i want to know
what you
know
i want to know
what life told
you
lets be the power
of two
lets show them
exactly how its
done
it comes from
spirit within
to be out
spoken
crack open the
prose and poem
the beauty of
your soul
poem the love
in your heart
lets be poets
lets be
art
 
***************
 
we are given
everything we need
for the journey
the whole wide world
will root for
you
hear that stadium cheer
right between your
ears
let your spirit fly right
between your
eyes
may we share this gift
of touch right here
between us
did i mention 
the ascension
every step every
breath all of the
present tense
the ascension
all of the present
sense
the ascension
all of the presents
present
all are heaven bound
all are heaven sent
all she asks of me
is to keep you
free
 
**************
 
there are all kinds
of traps along the
path the road of
the ego
you go left at me
me me
me
then a right at
mine mine mine
mine
then straight on
brag brag brag
brag
but your eyes are
shut the road is
one big
rut
and all you know
is what you've
been told
then take that
nose dive take
that face plant
fly into the
flame
i can only scoff
at what a little
brain
and how do i know
about all this shit
because bro i've
been down this 
road of ego until
i died
i lost count of how
many times
i lost count of
why
i was ash
pure and true
the ugliest thing
i've ever been
through
the ego death
don't let it happen
to you
but it will
and this too is a
gift a gift of
pureness
the cleanse
of all the places
of all the spaces
for all of god's
graces'
 
***************
 
i see in a woman
i see in a man
i see me
i close my eyes
and see god's 
plan god's
hands
some call it
lala land
i see the
liberation
i feel the
reverberation
i know i'm not
mistaken
i hold you and
again my heart
is in bloom
please visit me
soon
please bring your
gift of love
please let it shine
on me
all i can say is
please
i am on my
knees
pretty please
with a cherry
on top
 
****************
 
we've been 
beginning since
the beginning
our lust is our
confection the
perfection of our
touch of our love
of our must
we both know we
feel it in our souls
we feel it in our 
bones
i want to feel it
in your mouth
i want to lick
off all your
tattoos
guide me with
your giggle
cradle my desires
take my hand
i need you body
and soul
i know how to love
you i know how
to love a heart
of gold
 
**********
 
put your words
in your hands and
tell me with
touch
put your words
in your heart
and listen
up
you'll see the ease
of my poetry
you'll feel the
pleasure of my
want
you will know
heart and
soul
the madness
the gladness
to strive together
to thrive forever
our lives are
alive
 
******************
 
you blow me
a kiss and say
come to heaven 
dear
lead the way
i say
i've yet to find
a heaven i didn't
like
 
*********
 
life is
this simple
just follow your
feet
just keep a spark
in your heart
just be blessed
with a caress
just hug every
one
just sing
if i die today
i will simply say
thank you thank
you thank
you
 
************
 
i am being
carefully watched
i am being
studied
i feel eyes
on me
i cannot have a
flaw the slightest
mistake could be
trajic
yes paranoria
is a survival
trait
i'm alive ain't
i and yes i am
crazy down right
insane
so what
i am skilled
i am gifted
even i want to
watch
i don't suffer this
stuff at all
you learn to love
it all
i'm just waiting
for that train they
call fame
i'm waiting on the
bus coming for
us
i'm waiting for
you i'm waiting
for me
too
 
*********
 
how free
can your spirit
be you say
absolutely
i feel a tap on
my knee
positively
how free
the wild fire
in me
how free
when you are
on your knees
how free
blessed
be
how free
i am that
tree
 
********
 
your name
is mirror
yes i see
her
i hear the drum
of her heart i feel
her smile of
joy
how can it not be
real if its 
true
why is it visible
to me and not
visible to
you
why do i find
your happiness
i will always give
what you
need
please bless me
with your yes
me
the only thing
i don't have is
a woman's 
touch
the elders tell 
me she has a 
jealousy
to live a life alone
is my sacrifice
that is how hard
i love how hard
i kiss how hard
i cry
yet my caress is
gentleness
my caress is
endlessness
its true
do you feel her
when i touch
you
she dances in my
heart she gifts me
these words
of art
she insists i ask
for a kiss
she tells me to ring
that temple bell
ring ring ring
she sings
there will always
be a happy
endings
 
***********
 
the words
i blurt are fire
works
the poem forged
the spell i
tell
i ring that temple
bell high as
hell
i must repeat
the preach of the
tiny leaf
bring your own
god follow your
feet and seek
peace
may i be the bridge
to the love in your
heart where god
lives
may i be the next
to the last leaf on
the tree
may i be
me
may i love without
reason may i have
hope to believe
in
may i enjoy this
feeling of
joy
my want of you
is simply
i would love
too
 
************
 
queen bee
my hive is alive
inside
i bring you
flower power
sweetness beyond
measure
all i can say is
my pleasure
i think i am king
of sweet sweet
loving
i will dance 
at your feet
naked and sacred
our buzz is our
love
i hear the pollen
calling
my gift to you
its what i do
every bloom says
thank you thank
you thank
you
its true
take a taste
of my love for
you
 
**************
 
i sit with my thoughts
talking to a rock
i think of you
and the snow melts
all around 
me
i think of you
and a leaf falls
at my feet
i am reminded
i have learned to
live in hell
i have learned to
live in darkness
i have learned to
live in love
i have learned to
live
i am happy
and yes i can be
proud up there atop
that thunder
cloud
may i flood your
love
may i teach you 
to wobble may i
teach you to warble
may i make you
giggle
the rock says
you be the beam
and we will live
in the dream
 
**************
 
it'll come
it'll work
it'll do
cock a dooddle
do
i tell the sun
where to shine
i tell the moon
you are mine
time after time
after time
i live out my life
out of this world
funny how i always
have words
the poems all
become 
blurs
yet i still feel
your touch i still
want your kiss
the rest is easy
the rest is
bliss
i still do my best
at rest and yes
i'm blessed
i still hear right
between my ears
you ain't seen
nothing
yet
 
***********
 
i saw the look 
in your eyes
yet you are
shy you are
wise
i felt your
want
i went into a
stare and you
knew i cared
we ended with
a nod
i may never see
you again 
that is the charm
to always want
that wordless
kiss
why is life all always
about the miss
the answer is on my
lips
please kiss me
before you say no
please kiss me
before you
go
give me a chance
to trance in the
fire and dance
in the desire
all in a look
i could write
a book
 
****************
 
i love the taste
of love
every nibble every
hug every sip
bliss
your eyes shine
when you see
me
the world stops
when you need
me
you open your
heart and say
please me
yes indeed
me
stay close
i will give you
what i'm taught
stay close
i will give you
what you need
most
all i can say
is give us this day
our daily bread
and give us this
night a night full
of might
lets add a pinch
of this a dash of
that
and we'll get the
night the love
tasting just
right
 
**********
 
you dance
for me
you keep knocking
on my door wanting
more
you keep knocking
on my door wanting
the world
you dance for me
you dance for me
i pleasure you
you pleasure
me
you dance
for me
you are a heart full 
you are a soul full 
love
you dance
for me
nakedly and sacredly
you dance
for me
your open heart
is just the 
start
you dance
for me
inside me besides
me ringside
me
you dance
for me
i close my eyes
and see you dance
for me
 
**********
 
i wasn't driven
i was given
insanity
my blessing
my gift my bliss
my crazy
yes i am no i'm
not yes i am no
i'm not yes i am
no i'm not
do you want any 
of this shit
but you know what
but you know what
but you know what
i laugh more in a day
than you do in a
life time
i live more in a
moment than you
do in a life
time
i feel more in a
touch than you
will in a life
time
but you know what
but you know what
but you know what
just don't be afraid
god made me
this way
my touch can cure
your crave
my love can light
the way
 
**********
 
how many times
do you have to fall
before you say
you see it
all
i know the feeling
when your heart
can no longer break
then yes you are in
god's grace
you can laugh really
well when you've 
been through
hell
its not about love
its all about
loving
its not about touch
its all about
touching
i cannot stop my eyes
from learning all
about you
i sense
see
i can hear you from
here
may i send you
a giggle to go along
with that smile
of joy
perhaps a bouquet
of 'i love yous'
yes life can be this
simple this
true
i want to know
what life told
you
 
***********
 
you are my lovely
touch you who i 
adore so
much
your eyes say
i must
i want you still till
i'm ashes and
dust
and i still will
lust
i still see your
faces of ecstasy
its been so long
our touch will be
brand new
our love will be
renewed
yes its hard
to explain
its just so sweet
when i hear your
name
its just so sweet
when you are
the flame
its just so sweet
to touch you and
gently go
insane
 
***********
 
i'm proud
i'm back atop
that thunder
cloud
there are those
who know there 
are those who 
hear it in their
souls
may the thunder
warn us all of the
wrath of
god
you are either
scared or stupid
i'd rather be crazy
than afraid
i hear the thunder
every day
may it be rude
to awaken
may it rule the
forsaken
you must be
crushed crushed
with the 
clap
you must be made
aware the earth is
having a heart
attack
 
*************
 
if you think
i'm sweet just
wait till i rub
your needy little
feet
if you think
i'm sweet just
wait till you taste
my ganja
treats
if you think
i'm sweet just
wait till our love
peaks
in deep deep
release
your eyes say
you have the crave
i crave
i will seek you
every day
i will follow your
halo
i adore you so
much i can't get
enough
i love the way 
you tug at my
heart
lets make love
our art
 
**********
 
if you need 
a massage
don't hesitate
to call
you need some
lovin from larry 
loves lovin
oven
i will wake and
gently bake
you
may i share my
morning prayer
may i share my
morning giggle
all we need is
some coffee
beans
maybe perhaps
after the day takes
you away
you'll come back
to share in my
fire to share in my
might
perhaps just to kiss
me good 
night
i welcome you to
the bed in my head
some say its only
make believe
but it makes me
believe its
true
because its real
the love i feel
when i touch
you
 
****************
 
i find myself
back on the shore
of the sea in
me
i find myself
back in the tree
above me
i find myself
back so far are
i so far as doves
fly
i find myself
back in the palace
of my heart the
chalice and
phallus
i find myself
back when i touched
myself
i find myself 
back at rest after
an endless
caress
i find myself
back in the church
of constant
search
i find myself
back in the trance
of your sacred
dance
i find myself
back in the joy
of a little boy
with something
new
i find myself
back on track that
single thread i tread
through my
head
i find myself
back when i found
you looking for
me
i find myself
back in the here
and now and all i
can say is
wow
 
**********
 
if you are not afraid
of the wrath just
remember god has 
the last laugh
my prayers i swear
were answered
here
some prayers took
years some take
a million
tears
jesus jesus
why must we suffer
where is my halo
and when when and
when then
why does it take
a good goddamn
to get it right
i know i'm chipped
for life
but i will touch you
all night this is my
might
i love to see your
face beam with
delight
i know you won't 
sleep with me
because we will
be way too 
busy
 
************
 
peace and love
and all of the
above
i work to free
my mind i work
to be kind all the
time
i am in love with
you and you and
you and you and
you
me too
its true when i touch
you what more can
i do
what more can i do
after i poem
you
i am alone with you
in my poem we are
naked we are
sacred
yes its all in my head
yes its all in my heart
all it takes is a spirit
spark
and i'm happy
there is a flame when
i call your name
its the flicker of you
in my mind all the
time
its the we of
happily
its the we of
lovingly
its the we touching
you touching
me
 
*********
 
say
yes yes yes
to my endless
caress
you look good
in smiles
your joy is sacred
my joy is naked
have i got a giggle
for you simple
and true
may your spirit
frolic may your
lips become
erotic
thats why they call
it desire
thats why they call
it fire
i have some here
in my pocket
a hand full a mouth
full a night full
delight 
full
you fill my want
with the want
of you
i know how to love
you if you choose
to
i may grow old
and gray but i know
you can't take away
the beauty i
saw
you can't take away
the beauty i
felt
you can't take away
the experience
this is my treasure
i treasure
forever
you thank me
sincerely and all
i can say 
is
my pleasure
 
*************
 
i have something
bowl worthy
may i say something
soul worthy
it is world
worthy
its the birth of peace
on earth
if you don't know
peace you don't 
know its
worth
peace the sum
of all worth
on earth
hear my preach
may your greatest
victory be a day
of peace
 
*********
 
my eyes
are streaming
my soul 
is beaming
its like i'm
dreaming
when my vision
of you is
gleaming
and i'm a million
miles high with
a smile as wide
as the
sky
this gift this bliss
of spirit and all
i see is ecstasy
i am told to rest
i know i did my best
with what's
best
i am told i'm
done
drats just when i was
starting to have
fun
perhaps i'll ask for
another 
task
may i knock on
your door and
ask for
more
 
*************
 
the beam
came from that
part of my heart
where god
lives
the dream
came from my
deepest ecstasy
the gleam
came from the
deepest silence
the gladness
came from the
deepest madness
i came inflamed
in your flames
this is the view
clear through what
appears to be
reality
may we wander 
hand in hand
i am at your 
command
i know the way
to lala land
tell me to touch
yell me i must
this is the lust
of us the star dust
of us
this is the glory
the blessing the
bliss of our love
story
 
*************
 
when we are the
weakest our path
is the steepest
the watermelon man
taught me you have
to leave behind what
you can't carry
a bowl of cornflakes 
taught me you can't
fix stupid
the crazy clouds
taught me the eye
the mirror in the
sky
the darkness taught
me the dark is not
the darkness
please i believe you
are heaven 
sent
may i give you all
i want
i know my life
is bent
you just don't see
it hurts me 
deeply
its something i've 
never had
its something i've
always wanted in
my life
the one who gives
the answer i will
make my
wife
 
*************
 
i still feel
the slightest flaw
will end it
all
the more i grow
old the less i say
no
if you are my next
storm then i say
bring it
on
the rainbow
is my halo
i have your thirst
i crave your crave
the wait the wait
is the worst these
days
may i caress and
bless more than 
the thought of
you
you may say yes
to love but i need 
to find those who
say yes to
loving
theres been so few
there won't be
many more
you just being you
is my gift
and with the want
of a kiss i keep
finding happiness
i keep finding
bliss
all i can say 
is holy
shit
 
***********
 
may your love
be being my
love
sit with me
down by the
sea
i cry happily
the waves all 
wave at
me
i light my bowl
a holy smoke
right here in 
my soul
why can't i stay
sane my lame
brain
full of vision
taught by hawks
stronger than
hell
ring that temple
bell
goddammit
do tell
you need me 
for my courage
you need me for
my crazy
you'll find me
down by the
sea
come be my love
my devotion
and we'll sail
the seven
oceans
 
**********
 
i want to write
the word peace
on every
leaf
i want to talk
for an hour with
every flower
do i have the
power
i want to say
thank you to every
star and every
grain of 
sand
i have the world
at my command
and every rock
every tree every
hawk
says let it be let
it be let it
be
i'm just a hollow
reed when the 
spirit works
through
me
if you knew my
story you would
feel my
glory
but for now i'll
just tag along
like a tag along
vagabond
please don't call
me names
i am a ember
not a flame
i am the hawk
i am the dove
you will only
find me when
you look for
love
 
*************
 
my heart is a
flower
one of the most
powerfull powers
on earth
if you must prove
what you can do
then prove your
love
for love is the
greatest power
i will rise i will
flower i will wilt
i will die
many many times
you see the beauty
is a friend of mine
i reach for you
like i reach for
the sun
my poems are the
petals at your
feet
the blossoms
little cups of lust
the blossoms
little palaces of
chalices and
phalluses
please question
my quest
will your heart
bloom
the earth the moon
the whole fucking
universe will say
thank you thank
you thank 
you
if these words feel
real then you know
its true
let your heart
blossom with every
i love you
 
***********
 
why must you
be right when
theres nothing
wrong
why must you
be the only one
when every one
is holy
i would love to
teach you but if
i truely loved
you i know you
need to find it
on your 
own
it takes a lot longer
but you'll be a lot
stronger
my glee is when
the spirit appears 
and you see
finally
and i get to tell
the story i get
to make love
poem
my thank you is
your giggle that
yes i am as crazy
as you
do you know the
power of two
i insist you think
about our
kiss
think about the we
of happiness
do you want bliss
or do you want
bliss
the choice is yours
our story our story
begins and ends with
simply this little
satori 
the future is not our
destruction
the future is our
glory
 

**********
 
some say
it ain't smart
to follow your
heart
i say why live
life in your head
i've always heard
from above to live
life in love
my heart aches
and breaks but 
my heart has never
made a mistake
yes the heart is
scarred scared and
sacred
but thats the way
god makes
it
get off your ass
throw your brain
in the trash
get out there and
love
be the who who
loves be the who
who loves be the 
who who loves
be you
there is great
wisdom in a heart
thats true
be brave
and live in love
live in love live
in love every
day

*******
 
i have
warm hands and
a flame in my
heart
sometimes just
a spark
i could ask you
a million questions
and never know
till i touch
you
how can you love
me if you don't
kiss me
how can i love
you if i don't
touch you
so much love
is just an empty
word
i seek the precious 
few who know the
pleasure when love
is true
 
********
 
i do not want
to play if all you
want to play is
keep away
i will stay away
if all you want
to play is wish for
a kiss
but my lips
are empty
there is no
bliss
and when i say
stop then its
always my
fault
you say yes
to everything then
do nothing
you are all drama
all of you
i hope you don't
mind if i turn the
channel
 
********
 
i'm given
visions
everything i want
to do now takes
two
i found you looking
for me
i will follow your
drum i will follow
your heart i will
pray your
way
and theres a few
following me 
too
like the geese
we seek like the
geese let the
strongest
lead
i was a solo
hobo
now i hope you
believe my
medicine
is love
with love your
life is forever
with love your
life is forever
better
 
******
 
did i mention
the ascension 
i got god
pot
they say its a
symptom of a
pathology if i
talk to my
weed
take a puff
and you'll see
you've been
lied to
take a puff
and you'll know
this bliss is a
beautifull 
beautifull 
gift
fire it up
the bond of song
fire it up
the touch of lust
fire it up
my bowl is god's
cup
fire it up
each toke a
holy smoke
fire it up
and pray may
this kind of
kindness
this sacred kiss
be the light of
our happiness
 
***************
 
it took
guts
to man up
it takes a brave 
heart there is a
courage there is
a crazy there is a
knowing there is
an art
did i mention
the ascension
you will always
find the strength
to find the 
truth
you will always
find the strength
to tell the
truth
it takes a brave man
to love a woman
it takes a gentle man
to have healing
hands
it takes a womans
touch it takes 
a sacred 
lust
 
***********
 
the sky talks
three hawks
all the trees know
we all grow old
alone
may i walk
you home
may the wings above
sing of our love
may we be given
visions
may we be given
songs all along
may we be made
strong
may i make love
poem every
day
i know my beloved
wants it that
way
there are times my
rhyme talks to
me
i can tell when the
bell rings for
you
i can tell its true
by the way she
shines
i have left time
behind
all i want to do
is be kind
 
*******
 
i brought
something bowl
worthy
we all brag about
what is about
to be blazed
then we all sit
back slayed
we are the joint 
chiefs
we make peace
we roll the flower
we eat the leaf
clear the bowl
clear the bowl
we can't get enough
puff puff puff
we have god pot
to fill the bowls
of our souls
we have god pot
a celebration
thousands of years
old
clear the bowl
clear the bowl
we plug it with a
nugget
clear the bowl
clear the bowl
we don't clown
around we have 
the best in
town
we are the joint
chiefs
we make peace
blessed with god's
sod blessed with
god's nod
we are the joint
chiefs
we make peace
 
********
 
i am love kind
i am man kind
i am not in love
i am in loving
i am in need
i am in deed
i am in sane
love needs a
little madness
the gladness
the glee
of me me me
take away my ache
may i give you all
i want
tell me to touch
tell me i must
i will braid the
flames i will tattoo
your name
my caress is endless
i have a considerable
kiss i have a talented
tongue for love
fun
after a million no's
there will come
a yes
all i need to do is
wait wait and
wait
the longer i think
about your lips the
sweeter the 
bliss
your giggle tells me
my wish of you
will come
true
 
***********
 
she reminds me
of every woman's
gift
the sacredness
of the deep 
and dark
the holiness
your highness
your kiss
has made my life
better forever
i hear you 
listening
for love 
you are my tear
of joy
its so odd the only
way to say it
is
you are the grace
of god
 
*************
 
there are so many
peaches on the trees
i'll pick the one
that picks
me
there are so many
paths to the sea
i'll pick the one
that picks
me
i know how
because i know
why
it took a million
tears it took a 
million tries
it took
life
and so many 
of you are light
years ahead of 
me
bless you bless
you bless
you
grow old please
i want to know
your glory tell me
your true stories
i want to know what
life told you
with every scar and
tattoo
count me in
look me in the eye
show me your high
lights show me your
love lights
i want to know
what took
life
 
*****
 
let me whip up
a little skin sauce
a little love
lube
lets make this
confection our
perfection
this pastry is tasty
tasty tasty
nibble the nipple
take a sip of
my lips
get out your tongue
and we'll have some
fun
be my honey my
sugar sugar
dark chocolate me
i want to be your
candy your
dandy
i want to melt
in your mouth
and cry out cry out
cry out
just like you do
when i taste
you
how many ways
can i love you
today
lets wait for tonight
for the sweetest
moments of
life
 
**********
 
i see your sunset
and raise you two
tomorrows
i lose with a pair
of twos
mirror mirror
in the sky
who is more
powerful than
i?
she she
says
but not by much
its just she has a
woman's touch
she is only a little
crazy from what 
would drive you
insane
she has no face
no body yet i know
she is the beauty
of god
her power is love
love the greatest
power of 
all
mirror mirror
in the sky i see
i watch i wonder
why
everything i see
in you is in
me
the majick word
is please
all i can do is say
i would love
to yes i would
love to
 
********