THE WE OF HAPPILY -------- ©2017 Lawrence A. McFadden all rights reserved
 
 
 
THE WE OF HAPPILY
 
 
 
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feel the earth
through a farmers
hands
feel the joy
through a healers
hands
feel the world
at your command
i am told all
i need to do
is get
old
to do my very best
to stay alive and let
the spirit do the
rest
i am within
within within
you can tell by my
grin my love is
without
sin
my touch is a must
the eternal
lust
pleasure beyond
measure
the first kiss
is forever
it makes me cry
all i have to do
is stay alive
and here you are
by my side
 
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the best things
in life are the hardest
and the hardest things
in life are the
simplest
i simply love you
you are my vowel
and i your constant
consonant
you have my word
i could burn a hole
in this page if i had
my way
but i'm just happy
you are with me
today
i know we will be
happily
yes its that simple
i know you love
me and you know
you are free
how hard could it be
to love to love to love
me
 
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high tide
the pull of the moon
the pull of my heart
the pull of my soul
the pull of my mind
like the pull
of time
the flow of rhyme
i have finally reached
the beach i reached
the sea
i am again in motion
with the ocean
i renew my vows
of devotion
this is where it all
starts this is where
it all ends
my toes are towing me
out to sea
my hands say goodbye
to land
my heart my heart
at peace again
i snug my cap
there is no turning
back
 
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the sea the sea
the sea
the closest to forever
as i will ever be
the vastness
the depths
the mystery
is drawn in me
inside i have skies
within is where the
ocean begins
from land to her hands
she now commands all
our hands
vow my bow to plow
into the clouds
i hear god laugh out
loud at my fear to go
beyond beyond
knowing the
risks
i will drink this ocean
sip by sip by sip
may my heart be my
compass my breath
the wind
my boat full of hope
my pipe full of delight
the waves are waving
to me to go beyond
beyond the horizon
where my heaven
waits for
me
 
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i see steeples
born again
peoples
i see cliffs
of ifs and ifs and
ifs
i want to hear
the gulls cry of
love
i want to talk to
every pebble and
rock and nest in
every crevice
the pines i want
to climb line my
mind
each limb points
to where i've been
i want to hear
the coast is clear
the time is near
lets get the hell off
this land
may no man ever
command me ever
demand me like my
captain at sea
my loyalty
all i want is to leave
footprints in the sand
that never end until
the sea is beneath me
again
may i share these
prayers this
poem
come roam with me
and make the sea
our home
 
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ride that meteor
right into the
ground
theres the sign
waving at us
over here over
here
goddamnit
i would drift off
to sleep and the
tide would pour
in my soul
the new crew knew
if we all didn't go
crazy then this just
ain't gonna be no
fun at all
you can float a boat
right through the
tears of my
tears
jesus said yes
i was blessed
me its intuition
i do best
they always say
its just a lucky
lucky guess
come to me now
some how i see
the lights as the
darkness gives
way as the darkness
gives way as the
darkness gives
way
anchors aweigh!
 
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my quest
the questions
only god can
answer
the questions
only the sea
would believe
the questions
only love above
can see
but first the
questions only i
can verse
the questions
rooted in
truth
the questions
i could not
answer in my
youth
good god god
i have your nod
the nod of
sod
and now i see
in the sea a joy
the boy who got
destroyed smiles
at me
and says now you
see and says now you
see and says now
you see
your quest was gods
test what a holy
mess
and now i am at
rest
i cry knowing why
i'm blessed
 
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i'll love you
no matter what
you would
do
i know i'll know
you the rest of
my life
but i will not rest
till you know my
touch is the
best
i will not rest
till you know my
caress
may we be one
at least once
again
to be friends
with no end
to be the love
of touching
tongues
to share our gift
of the eternal
kiss
 
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am i going
to see you
soon
do you still
need me
soon
i know you
want to
what will
allow you
do you need
my yes
i need your
willingness
have you
forgotten
my touch
my must
my lust
i still want
your kiss
please reply
from whats
inside your
heart
is there still
a spark
waiting for
me
just one day
just one night
a memory for
the rest of our
life
 
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i wonder
thats how the
spirit talks to
me
i wonder
thats how i see
what i see
i wonder
thats how strong
my love can
be
i wonder
thats how i know
whats in my
soul
i wonder
thats how i find
every possibility
i wonder
thats how i never
blunder
i wonder
i wonder
i wonder
then i wonder
why i wonder
then i wonder
this must be
gods spell i'm
under
 
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oh my god
i have a rug under
my feet
holy shit
i have shoes
on
where did i go
wrong why am i
not in poverty
i was never more
free than when
i had no money
i was gratefull
to be broke
free
now i see what
things are worth
i pay the price
the price we all
pay just to make
it through one
more day
i'll only do manual
labor you cannot
have my mind
you can not have
my life
i let go of every
thing that is not
love
i let go of every
thing that is not
free
even when i did not
have a lot i was always
gratefull for what
i got
i had every thing
that could not be
bought
and the things i
bought just meant
i had something
to lose
i must repeat this
verse the sum of all
worth is peace on
earth
please go barefoot
with me
 
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its not a thought
its a feeling
its a knowing
beyond the point
of knowing
its a bravery
its saying i will
its saying i can
its saying i love
you
and speaking the
truth
the brave give
every one courage
the brave knows a
broken heart is
just the start
the brave know the
darkest nights bring
them sight
the brave are not
afraid to be
touched
the brave love out
loud the brave have
the hands of god
the brave have the
sense see the brave
are always just
in time
just in love just in
showing in showing
you how they love
you
you see the brave will
not say what they
do
but every where every
day a brave heart
saves the day
the greatest part about
a brave heart is it only
takes one
 
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the rainbow
was stone leading
me home
the pot of gold was
always in my soul
the luck was always
in my bones
those little irish guys
had the sun shine
in their eyes
i paused to puff
and holy smokes
the rainbow became
my halo
and if you have a
belly button then
you have one
too
three four the door
in or out the door
with no walls at
all
yet i've heard talk
of how a warrior
walks reborn returned
to this world of woe
through the rain
bow
i pause again in awe
blessed are the givers
blessed are the takers
blessed are the rain
makers
the storms of doom
doom and doom
kaboom
tear apart my heart
yet each piece teaches
me peace
and each time i die
i see a rainbow up
there in the
sky
 
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first rate cooks
mate from massage
time to maritime
you may have got
your feet wet but you
ain't seen nothing
yet
may you see may you
know may you be
touched caressed by
the mistress of the
sea
may she keep you
in her keep
you will thrive you
will feel so alive
i know you strive
to do your best
now you will find
the depth
hopefully you'll see
what the sea means
to me
may you see with a
captains eye may you
know what is below
below
may you be a frayed
knot may your feet
grow flippers
may the oceans rock
you still
this is why they call it
service this is why they
call you a hand
all i know is you will
flourish
the strongest bond
between sailors
the strongest bond
of the sea
that my love still
nourishes
me
 
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the rock people
the pebble people the
stone people
touched by a human
hand for the first and
perhaps the last
time
yet they endure
maybe forever may
be more
they are the oldest
they are the wisest
sing to them
the rocks talk hear
the stones when you
are stoned
don't expect words
just let them in your
head and feel what
is real feel what is
real feel what is
real
then feel what is rock
feel what is pebble
feel what is stone
they can give you the
biggest smile you've
had in awhile
and they will always
be there they will always
share
every one of them knows
the truth
each rock each pebble
each stone will show you
there is no need to
roam
each rock each pebble
each stone will lead
you home
 
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the cloud people
kept us covered
the wind song didn't
come along the ocean
did not rock
this was odd in the
stillness how deep
my devotion
in the stillness all
we can do is leave it
up to you wise eye
of the sky
in the stillness i'll
see you there every
day
its the willingness
that moves me and
keeps me kindly
its the willingness
to do what ever the
fuck you want
to
and just like me
you chose the
sea
i want to know where
you've been i want
to see what you
see
in my dream
i'll keep watch
in my dream
i'll take out
the doubt
in my dream
i'll do all the
dishes
in my dream
you dreamed
and this bond is
every sailors song
i'll know when the
sea rocks you then
again the sea will
rock me
 
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the bent
the spent the
went are all about
going out going
out to sea
their skeletons rattle
in the wind
no you don't want
to know where they've
been
they will make you
jump right out of
your mind right out
of your skin
they will make you
wish for one more
sin
they are the insane
they are the ones
who got away
don't let them fool
you they are not
fools
i know you will
go crazy if you don't
go crazy at
sea
yes go fucking nuts
take all the luck
leave your mind
behind
if you want to be
truely free listen
to me
go to sea and go
crazy please
when you go beyond
land feel your hands
at her command and
know she never says
no
answer to the captain
and fill their bellies
with love your new
crazy love
and fill their souls
with the beauty of
your halo
i just know the further
away you are out at
sea the closer
you are to
me
 
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would you have
a jesus that saves
or would you rather
draw the ace of
spades
will your parish
perish
if the gods knew
why would they
tell you
my beloved says
you are never alone
no matter how far
you roam from
home
she says look out
for love and look
in for a sign from
above
welcome your fate
all you need is
faith
my beloved asks
to put your heart
and soul in every
task
and hear the booming
words rest assured
at the end of each
day
and know you have
truely lived another
day
 
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i saw some one walk
like you i heard some
one laugh like you
it was no one but the
love of you
i can stop the profanity
i can stop the insanity
i just can't stop the
clarity i can't stop
the geese or the
hawks
why would i want to
why would i need to
why would i have to
why would
you
i won't stop us
i remember last
september you were
my autumn light
i wanted to write
the word peace on
every leaf at my
feet
and now i want
to feel one more time
the tide empty in my
mind
yes i still have visions
of you i feel the tide
pull i feel time pull
i feel the rhyme pull
my love closer closer
closer to you
 
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light is my sight
i spark your heart
i sense see the
dark
i listen to the sound
of your silence
i see your vision
i talk to god
i heard your call
all with no
words
i give you all
i want to
i give you my word
all i need is to touch
you hug you feel you
feel me
simply kiss you
in my dream
 
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i got bit
sacred spider bite
i know it means i'm
going to write some
serious shit
i'm only telling you
this so you see the
grace and the
madness
please don't be afraid
of what you see hear
or say
please don't be afraid
you need me for my
courage you need me
for my crazy
please don't be afraid
i'll think of you all
day i'll show you i
love you every
day
please don't be afraid
of my lust of my touch
of my tongue
all i want is to have
fun
don't be afraid
god made me this
way
you must see blessed
blessed be the
insanity
 
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where do i go
when i have you
to hold
when i hold you
i know i can let go
of the ache of the
wait of my
fate
when i hold you
you quake my very
soul
all i want to do
is please you
may i pleasure you
may i forever together
you
if only for a moment
if only for a kiss
my heart says yes
yes and yes
i know i'm told one
love one heart
but i say my love
one soul
the majick word
is please may i
bless you with a
i love you
and know in your
very soul
i would love
to
 
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yes
my caress
is boundless
yes my caress
is endless
i have the touch
of a feather on
the wings of
forever
i have the touch
of a tongue that
can lick the
sun
i have the touch
you feel me feel
you
love our lube
please me please
may i kiss all over
you
i have the touch
i must
our treasure is
pleasure beyond
measure
 
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there is a zen
that says no snow
flake ever falls
in the wrong
place
there is a wisdom
a knowing beyond
the point of
knowing
there is a grace
when we are in the
same place we are
in the same
place
there is a touch
a yearning in your
heart so deep so
sweet you want to
keep it shut
but i have the gifts
to mend this
to open this
a touch of lips
a touch of tongues
the feeling of
healing our kiss
to come
 
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boundless thought
boundless love
boundless sea
yes i have achieved
boundlessly
why would i want
to stop you
when i touch you
i know you feel
the power of our
kiss
i know you know
the harder i come
the harder i fall
when i hear your
call
i give my
all
 
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you belong
in this song
many are gone
many sing
along
i hold you with
these thoughts
i feel you all
these oughts and
ought nots
i see your eyes
receive
me
i hear your heart
believe
me
i want your tongue
to tease
me
there is no never
never
i can't wait to love
you forever
my lust is driven
i cannot take
i must be
given
i have an ache
for the songs your
lips make
i long to sing
along
kiss me if i belong
in your song
just a peck on the
cheek
or deep deep
in sweet
release
 
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to find that place
of grace and just
radiate
you always have
something to
show
i hope it goes
good with the
snow
summer is gone
and all i want to
say is i'm
cold
i want to say
i know
i want to say
hello
i am the last
leaf on the
tree
i am the leaf
that won't
leave
i wrote the word
peace on
me
when i fall this
fall i won't have
far to fall
at all
the only thing
i know is i must
let go
i'm done nourishing
this tree its time
to have some
fun
before someone
steps on me
may god give you
the nod and return
you to the
sod
 
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i hear your drum
in my chant
i lick the wind
for your scent
i can see the sacred
you are heaven
sent
the rainbows are
our halos
the hawks still rock
my thoughts
i have returned from
the sea happily
i have a great heart
you have a greater
love
lets make a date
to cuddlelate
kiss and taste
fate
lets have some
fun
meet me at the
corner of lips and
tongue
 
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when i view
the moon i am
talking to
you
when i see
a hawk you were
in my thoughts
when i say thank
you what more
can i do
may i bless
you with every
i love you
i know there are
a thousand
rainbows in your
halo
may there be a
thousand storms
more
i'm ready
i am reborn
 
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i know when
i touch you i
see
perfectly
i know when
i touch you i
feel
real
i know when
i touch you i
know
souls
i know when
i touch you i
love
above
and below
i know when
i touch you i
just know
 
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now you know
why sailors cuss
because this
fucking sucks
now you know
the value of rum
when all you do
is dumb dumb
dumb
(navy)
now you know
the sea
will break you
with ease
now you know
life is easier
at sea when
you go crazy
now you know
mermaids or gold
the answer is in
your soul
 
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how many ways
have i shown you
i love you
today
everything i do
everything i say
every sense is at
play
yes its all true
i have nothing
better to do
than love
you
i will awaken
love we will make
love
just you wait
and see
just you wait
and see
just you wait
and see
me
 
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i see you
under the rainbow
in my soul
when will these
footprints
end
let there
be poems every
where
written on every
leaf the talk of
every rock the vow
of every
cloud
let my tongue
reach out loud
and proud
let my hands
show you
how
yes lets
with every breath
with every step
yes lets
i would love
to
 
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take it from me
i know your want
i know your need
sexually and
spiritually
when i touch
i see
i can help
heal your
self
i can lead you
through the hell
of being
you
you can believe
anything you
want
i'm not here
for that
please don't beg
borrow or steal
thats no way
to heal
i just want people
to be kind
to stop spreading
the disease
i know its easier
to do when its
been done to
you
but the only way
to heal is to
forgive
to thank the hand
that brought the
pain
to have faith
in your
fate
yes you've heard
it all before
but you must
remember that
darkness too
is a gift
sometimes all it
takes is a
kiss
 
*******
 
life keeps rewarding
me for being fat dumb
and happy
just call me
old flutter
just tell her
i loved
her
life keeps rewarding
me with dumb luck
a smart ass and
a life long
task
just call me
a frayed
knot
just tell her
i loved
her
life keeps rewarding
me for my spirituality
for my divinity for
my insanity
just call me
crazy cloud
just tell her
i loved
her
 
*****
 
for every two
women that
won't
there are three
who will
if you ever want to
put the weness
in a penis
if you ever want to
really rock a great
cock
say yes to blessed
sex
i'll never tell
if you ever want to
rock my god cock
all to hell
 
******
 
will my poems
still read fresh and
new
when your great
great grandchildren
read all about
you
i will be ash
again
i will be crazy
again
i will walk the
paths of pathos
again
its just another
chore in this world
of words
nothing will ever
explain it
every one will just
insane it
and love will only
inflame it
but now i must
proclaim it
i possess the
spirit i am the
vessel
and i know you
still hear
it
 
******
 
into your heart
with a spark
into your arms
with charms
into your mind
with sun
shine
into the pink
into the purple
into the chalice
and phallus
why stop
an endless caress
why stop
a touch of lust
why stop
a tongue having
fun
you will always
find a reason
to say
no
but you can bless
my life with your
yes
but you can gift
my life with your
kiss
i live in madness
without you
i live in darkness
without you
i step into the light
but all i can do is
write
without you
with you is my
sight
with you is my
might
with you is my
might
with you is my
might

********
 
i like
you like me
you were all
about reaching
out
you were all
about finding
out about
me
yes i am
a curiosity
i only want to
make you
giggle
i only want to
make you
wonder
i only want to
make you want
more
may i come
knocking on your
door
 
*******
 
it ain't me
its the beauty
of
poetry
it ain't me
its the touch
of
lust
it ain't me
its the love
of
must
it ain't me
its the light
of
might
it ain't me
its the joy
of
joy
it ain't me
its the we
of
happily

***********
 
into the upward
reaches that preaches
and teaches that
peace is the
sum of all
worth
do you have ample
time for amples
did i mention
the ascension
when touch
is nothing but
lust
did i mention
the ascension
when love
is giving all
your all to
all
did i mention
the ascension
when the
pleasure is beyond
measure
did i mention
the ascension
or when you find
a feather from
the wings of
forever
did i mention
the ascension
the moment we
are
together
 
******
 
the light brings
the darkness and
the darkness brings
the light
the common man
becomes the sage
and the sage
becomes the common
man
if i may not know
may i see
if i may not see
may i know
as above
so below
so below
as above

amen

*********
 
at
ease
taught how
to please
you said yes
to the endlessness
of my caress
i love your lust
fully you love my
touch fully
what a sacred face
your pleasure
makes
what a holy mess
of yes yes
yes
we are truely
blessed
i am pleased
i am at ease
i am at
rest
 
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they say
that mountain
is mighty
high
they say
that moon
is mighty
high
too
holy smokes
lets have a
holy smoke
ring that temple
bell i'm high as
hell
please one more
toke one more
toke one more
toke
i always talk
myself into the
thoughts i think
of joy
into the touch
i drink of
joy
all in the wink
of an eye
to enjoy
i feel you
i'm always on the
brink of madness
on the brink of
gladness
on the brink of
burning a hole
in this page with
my lust
sometimes i
must
the hole that
lets the light
out without a
doubt
and lets the light
in within
its the might
i feel all night
at night
the might of our
kiss slippery lips
our wonderfull
tongues
to come to come
to come
lets get mighty
high
who knows what
we might do
who cares who
wonders why
who the hell
loves you
i do
i am a who
 
*********

listen
to the drums
rock
does the beat
dance
it feels so sacred
do you want to get
naked
i feel so alive
so alive inside
i feel i heal i feel
real
this is my touch
you have my word
my fingers
linger
smooth and sleek
and deep
may i find
your tongue in
search of
mine
its all about the
flicker the flicker
of the flame
the love of being
insane being able
to take away the
pain
the wordless kiss
the rain
and you you fill me
with lust tell me
to touch tell me
i must
 
********
 
i give you
all i want
and yes please
take what you
need
i am given more
more when i give
more
what else am i
going to do with
it all ya'll
i'm not talking
rocks or sticks
or strings and
things
the gift of what
i give is i seek
nothing in
return
but we are both
blessed
we know these
gifts are meant
to be heaven
sent
 
*******

you bring
out in me
the artist
in you
i always do
the best i can
do because of
you too
i may not do it
for me but i will
always do it
for you
when i write
i wish when i
write i kiss
my greatest
poem is still on
your lips
may i please you
with these words
with joy may i
soar
with joy may i
roar
with joy may i
ask for more
here are the two
rules i am ruled
by
i will not impose
my will and i will
not take
i am a giver
i must be
given
the lips i kiss
yes it is as
simple as
this
yes it is
a gift
 
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i look
around and around
and sometimes
i see
clear through
i feel
up and down
and every once
in awhile
i touch
clear through
i wonder
within and without
you and over night
i'll know
you
clear through
 
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i woke up
happily
i had a puff
happily
i had a cup
happily
just my luck
happily
i took another puff
happily
i can keep it up
happily
i speak up i stand
up i step up
happily
i took another puff
happily
all i can say is shucks
happily
i am moonstruck
i am starstruck
i am lovestruck
happily
i took another puff
happily
i still feel your touch
happily
i must lust till i bust
happily
one more puff
happily
and i'll be up to strut
my stuff
happily
just one more puff
just one more puff
just one more puff
 
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one more to love
today
one more to caress
today
one more to kiss
today
one more to mend
today
just be sure
when you knock
on my door
you open your
heart to the
world
 
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annie up
get it up i say
i'll lead the way
with a poem
a day
but i am impaired
impaired i
say
i want to draw
the queen of diamonds
i want to draw
the queen of hearts
i want to raise you
two our fathers and
three hail marys
theres nothing up my
sleeve you know exactly
what i mean
but i am impaired
impaired i
say
jack of diamonds
ace of spades
i want to raise you
a i love you
i know you can tell
my tell
i know you can draw
my awe
i know love is not
a game
its just my luck
is dumb luck not
lady luck
i am impaired
impaired i
say
yes count me in
deal me a hand
but i don't want
to gamble i hate
to lose
i don't take chances
only a certain
few
i just want to see
what cards god
would choose
for me and
you
 
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i listen to the
drumming and my
thoughts surround
you with sound
with you
nude
in a dance
in a trance
enchanted
by the fire
and with every
snap and crackle
another star
explodes
in the sky
and i know the
harder i come
the harder i will
fall
and yes i saw it all
yes i've known it all
yes i've had it all
all in my head
and all in my
hands
i am bound
spellbound
i close my eyes
and i can
see
i can feel you
from here
do you feel
me
but most of all
i wonder i wander
i lust
most of all
i want to touch
as much as you
love to be
touched
 
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you have my need
to believe
when you touch
do you give
or take
when you kiss
do you have fun
with your
tongue
when you want
do you want
me too
words are not
the answer
i'll know you
by your charms
in my
arms
 
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yep
i'm the bad
guy
i said no
so there must
be something wrong
with me
yep
i'm the puff
guy
just my way
of saying
hi
holy smokes
lets have a holy
smoke
yep
i'm the lust
guy
but you must
be looking for
love to see
me
and all you see
in me you see
in your
self
 
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ha!
autumn light autumn
sight autumn
might
do the fallen leaves
have a sexuality
why else are they
always in piles and
piles and piles
why else do they all
frolic after you all
afternoon
i wonder if i'm going
to be the last leaf
on the tree
i'll let go and soon
be dirt but goddamit
i'm going to fly fly
and flirt with the
wind with the rain
with the moon
before my snooze
my nod in the
sod
please write the word
peace on me if you
can catch me
and next summer
look for me back up
in that tree
i'd love for you
to enjoy the joy
of my view
and watch how the
hawks will sit and
talk to me
is it ok if every time
i wave i say
i love you
and i will happily
flap flap flap
when you come
back
 
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i'm always
a little sad when
i put my clothes
back on
you so proudly
brag and brag
and brag
and i know i'll
have hell to pay
with what i could
say
but i want peace
on earth so i'll nod
with fear and just
say yes dear
because i know
you're no
pro
but i don't want
you to know how
i know
 
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i'm only looking
to make your life
better and better
and better
like knitting a
sweater like giving
pleasure
hopefully helpfull
and helpfully
hopefull
when you struggle
think of me as a
brother
you know what i've
been through i know
what you've been
through
struggles through
and through
we are not taught
to have peacefull
thoughts
but if you feel a tug
of war going on
just let go of the
rope
i must say i am at
rest
you must know
you are blessed

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the sunset
is at rest
the darkness
makes me
guess
but i know you
are the
best
i hear your silence
i see your dream
i feel
what word you
would choose
i would choose
a kiss
i am a hand at
giving a hand
to another hand
giving
a true thanks
giving
to be shown
the things in
life that make
life
worth living

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i want to lick
the frosting
i want to frolic
with your buttocks
in my hands and
heart
may the feathers
dance upon your
breasts
i think the delta
of venus really
loves my
penis
our weness
to be one tongue
hotter than the
sun
your skin tight
touch
love the lube
and a little warm
oil for the toil
my touch would
not be complete
if i did not rub
your needy
feet
my love my touch
my touch with the
thought of joy is
pure joy
the joy of being
overjoyed
 
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i can wow you
with how i treat
others
i can wow you
with how i treat
lovers
i can wow you
with how i treat
mothers
i see you and i
know what love
can do
all i need is the
possibility
i have the joy
of joy i too want
justice for all
i too have heard
your call
 
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i'm still watching
for the clouds to part
and this booming loud
voice to yell down
"and they lived happily
ever after"
but today is just one more
day i think all over
you
and tonight is just a day
away
sometimes it takes days
just to hear what you
say
sometimes it takes
days for your
answer
sometimes it takes
years of a million
tears
but there you have it
the cry the why the high
we fly i sigh
this is the way i
pray
how many ways
can i show you
i love you
today
and tonight
may god give us
the nod
 
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the autumn sun
says yep here it
comes
the wind has a
really big
grin
let it begin
i just shake my
head in dismay
winter is on its
way
yes winter
i hear
you
are you again
coming to sleep
next to
me
you never get used
to it to be chosen
to be the
frozen
i know theres a
place for every
flake
winter will always
awe me always call
me
i just need you to
thaw me
make me human
again the fool that
i am
a fact of faith
my fate
hello
my name
is larry
and i am a
flake
but perhaps my
only purpose in
life
is when you are
having fun i'll land
on the tip of your
tongue
 
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i'm so close
i get flashes of
brilliant clarity
not of the past
not of the future
but right here
and now
i see you so clearly
i see you with such
intensity
i feel your immense
immensity
i am in total awe
of all
this is the greatest
might of my
life
and i must say
your smile says
it best
our hearts are
blessed
and every spark
makes are love
an art
 
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what do i write
about laugh about
dance about doubt
about
you
right church
wrong pew
may i bow out
shout out hang
out chill out
about
you
me too
in fact thats
all i do
me too
so i guess i'll
love you and you
and you
me too
 
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if you've ever
heard the wind
snap the slack
out of a
sail
if you've ever
heard the sonar
ping on the bottom
of a russian
bay
if you've ever
lost a friend
at sea
then tell me
tell me please
your tales of gales
your stories of
glory
i know the hell
of pure hell
i know the joy
of pure joy
the lifelong bond
the song of the men
at sea
 
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i'm looking forward
to being alone this
winter
i'll let the snow fill
the bowl of my
soul
let the hard wind
begin with a grin
as hard hard
as sin
please chill my
will please frost
my balls
i want to be as cold
cold as a witches
tit
as cold as ice
nice ice that
is
i am able to freeze
because of the
flame of me me
me
old man winter
my old soul
please give me
the joy i need to
know and
feel
i'm as fallow as
the fields
yet there are poems
in me that need
revealed
the snow is my
confection my
perfection
 
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i've shook my fist
at god so many
times
he dares me with
aren't you strong
enough
i glare back
i'm willin'
i can tell you all
all about the hell
of hell
i can tell you love
is the worst
give me your ugliest
diseased sickness
please
if you need to hurt
some one hurt
me
we are given little
gifts every time
we heal
i have many
but jesus jesus
we bleed we suffer
dear god why does
love cripple
us
good god god
please explain
why the hell
love has all
this pain
i shake my fist
why is
this
 
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my thoughts
are empty
without
you
i am given
the word
rest
there is nothing
else left to
do
other than a
poem or
two
how honest
can i be how
true
the reason i am
blessed is i love
you
 
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it looks like
a little piece of
red lava
its what spreads
the disease
its what
hurts
its a ugly ugly
ugly feeling
it will make every
thing you got
rot
where it comes
from i don't know
but i know where
it goes
i put it in a black
can that looks like
a can full of
sparklers
and seal it with
love from
above
sounds easy
but its the hardest
thing you'll ever
do
to rid your self of
what cripples
you
the power to heal
is the power
to love
 
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holy smokes
i found some
holy smoke
with love she
spoke
with love i
toke
a poem i
invoke
king indica
queen sativa
please please
me
put my heart
at ease
put my mind
at rest
we shall smoke
from the bowl
of my soul
a long history
of victory
every little thing
makes sense
with every little
thought i'm taught
to sense
see
do you know
what i mean
did you know
i love to grow
old
blessed blessed
be
i puff and i puff
and i puff with
glee
and all i can say
is king me!
 
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please receive me
allow me because
you wow wow wow
me
you know what i am
able to bring to the
table
i will wait forever
for life to bring us
together
close
closer than most
a sacred joy
a sacred lust
i hope my heart
is big enough
may i kiss
and tell
i've been through
holy hell
there is something
inside me that guides
me with joy
the joy of being
enjoyed
 
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observe
how it only takes
one word
feel
how it only takes
one touch
know
the power of our
kiss
how it only takes
one
how it only takes
love
how it only
takes
and how i only
give
 
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