Larzaffer

until we hug again

i've been trained
i've been taught
then i learned how
to teach my
self
i have been shown
in ways that can't
be shown
i see in ways that
can't be seen
it's not crazy
if it's true
my sight is my
might the night is
my might what's
right is my might
the light is my
might
we all shine
brightly
clean that mirror
and polish that
soul
then let's go
smoke a
bowl

words are too timid
words are too tame
to explain the flame
that licks me
insane
only this scribble
remains to proclaim
the many gifts of
bliss
the kiss of your words
a poem to my
lips
and in your name
a flame

got to keep
the peace beat
keep the bond
of every
icon
wear your hope
like a winter
coat
trust your touch
why you must
and show me your
face of life when you
face life
give me your kiss
of ecstasy and i will
give you my word
i will fill your heart
with art
i will always do what's
best for you
and yes it takes the
power of two
to make my dream
come true
to make love this
stuff god is made
of
and to seek peace
with every beat of my
heart
i speak
the sum of all worth
is peace on
earth

when i follow
my feet i always
find peace
only when i am
a tree does love
find me
i'll know what to
do when i touch
you
all i need to be
is a hollow
reed
my vow to stay
in the here and
now
i have a lover's
ache and my heart
never makes a
mistake
i must be given
i can not take
i keep looking for
the end to never
ending love
i keep thinking you
show me forever
forever
you tap the tip
of my nose and say
it's my
pleasure

when darkness
is sacred
and the light brings
the night
naked
if you don't flee
you will see
yes it's ugly it's
awful and it
hurts
to be scarred
scared and
sacred
i am more afraid
of life than i am
of death
i honor high
atop mountain
tops
i have deep respect
for the hell for the
strife for what
takes life
for what stops
you
to be given sight
psychic or
psychotic
i do not seek the
power of me i seek
the medicine of
you
to be the sad man
to be the mad
man
to know how it
feels to heal and be
healed
to be the
shaman

i keep an eye
on you it's true
i keep you in my
mind all the
time
i love the simple
little rhymes
and know with
me you will
always be
free
that's how i know
when you want
me
the art
of heart to heart
to seek
cheek to cheek
the luck
of nuts to butt
your strength is
in my hands
you enhance me
with sensi
to trust in what
touch tells
us
our gifts of bliss
we only stop to
mend
we give all we are
given
love the fountain
of my pen
love that stuff god
is made of
again and again
love and the wisdom
of
never ends

i open my eyes
for all the world
to see
my verse is the
universe to be
given the nod
the grace of god
to embrace
all
welcome to the
palace of my
heart
yes you are in
the right church
you're just in the
wrong pew
ask for a vision
ask for a view
ask for the power
of two
ask for the medicines
of heavens
it's all there you just
have to share you
just have to
care
you just have to
knock on my door
and open your
heart to the
world

now i know
why the wise are
atop mountain
tops
so they can see
the shit coming
a mile away
holy shit
the chore for the
day deep shit
the goodness me
the bad and
the ugly
teaching me new
ways to see
how do i fix this
seriously
to be the gnostic
of the dianogstic
i must stay in the
here and now
i must be a hollow
reed
to be reminded
it's not about
me
just another storm
just another rainbow
just another
halo
yes it takes guts
to man up
yes it takes a woman's
touch
yes it takes the nod
of god
and no i don't know
why i don't know how
i don't know what
i don't know who i
don't know where
and i don't know
when
but i have what
it takes i have
faith

i feel up to
sight
i touch up
high up close up
to drum
up
to dream
up
to love you
all up
i have to
caress
you
there are no
words for what
my tongue can
do
it's a all day
craze it's a life
long crave
and i thank god
i was made this
way
every god and
every woman
gives me a wink
and a nod
our hearts are
bound to
bond
do you feel our
might do you feel
how strong
goddamn
life is full of struggle
and i am full of
life
the beauty of you
may our oil become
glue when we are
nude

yes it's majick
the farther away you
are the closer i am
to you
why do i come so
hard with just a
thought of
you
i want to do every
thing i must to keep
in touch with
you
you know how i
feel i want to be
close enough to
touch
i want to hear you
sat that was
perfect

i am a frayed
knot
i've lived beneath
the sea and got
PTSD
the divine wandering
vine has visited me
i can
see
my heart is big
enough for you me
the sun the moon the
earth the whole
fucking universe
to embrace the grace
of all
to bring you closer
to your god
to help you follow
your feet and find
peace

i was taught
i would see
now i'm given the
thought i wll be
shown
when i get it right
i'm tapped on the
tip of my
nose
the whoosh of
wings
the voltage up the
spine when the
universe
rhymes
i may be old alone
and stoned but i'm
told i will have help
i will be
shown

when i think
of you i go where
i care
the art of listening
heart to heart
how am i going to
make love to you
this time in my
mind
when i close my
eyes i see so
vividly
i'll always know
how you feel and
the beauty i
felt
i am blessed with
you my princess my
goddess my empress
of the best
caress

i want no want
and when i do
i want you
my hand asks
for your
hand
when i must
have a woman's
touch
when the ache
is too much
when the ache
is too great
i'll break
for god's sake
i do not fear
the tears
my heart never
makes a mistake
if you want to
feel god's grace
then break

i love loving
you the view of
you nude
my heart
tattooed
i must touch
you
i will honor
your no and be
blessed with
your yes
just the thought
of you gives me
the shivers
i will touch you
all you wish
this is my gift
this is my
pleasure
i will know how
you feel for
forever
this is giving
and being given
what makes life
worth living

i won't be able
to rule heaven
unless i can rule
hell
i won't be able
to make love to
you unless you
make love to
me
i will not be free
until i am a
tree
you won't see me
unless you're
looking for
love
i thank god for all
those i love sent
from above

reach out to me
hear my heart
hear my
plea
i will give you
me
i know i am
a curiousity
puff with me
and what will
be will be
take a chance
and touch
me
take a chance
and risk a
kiss
take a chance
open my gift
of bliss

i cup my hands
may i pour from my
heart to yours
the love that makes
us soar
i will not fly away
without you
may we make love
poems about
you
i hear god laugh
when i doubt
you
i can hear the stadium
cheer when i touch
you
you can hear my heart
through my
art
you can feel me
from here
my path is the path
through the
pathos
you must see how
being crazy is
a gift to
me
i do not suffer
from insanity
i have the nod of
god
i am the bridge
to the love in your
heart where god
lives
love that stuff
god is made
of

all i wanted
was to be left
alone
i wondered why
god could not stop
laughing
i hated life so much
i knew i was going
to live a long long
time
what made life worth
living i was giving
the more i gave
the more i got
the more i got
the more i
gave
i was living
i look at my life now
and all i can do is
be giving and be
forgiving
i love growing old
there is a wisdom
there is a view there
is a knowing there
is a end to life its
sad but true but
there is no end
to love
there is no end
to i love
you

i used to wish
for bliss
i close my eyes
and see vividly
it takes a woman's
touch to heal
me
the lover's ache
my madness and
my grace
my heart never
makes a mistake
my hands have been
blessed there is
medicine in my
caress
i work with words
from my heart
to yours
my job is to bring
you closer to
your god
to bring you the
love from
above
lets hug and see
why god brings
you to
me

tell me to touch
tell me i
must
take away my
ache for god's
sake
what my hands
could do for
you
to pleasure you
pleasures me
too
you fill my want
with the want
of you
i'll lick you like
lust i must
you'll love where
my nose goes
please let me
please
you
why would you
say no when i'll
know what to do
when i touch
you

there
beyond those woods
i am coming for the
drumming the spirit
calls i need to be
free for
all
i want to leave
this world of words
behind
i want more than
just a thought
of you
when i get back
i'll be brand
new
i'll have a new
view
there will be grace
in my touch in my
embrace
my love will be
true and may my
art fill your heart
with spirit
sparks

i hold space for
you here in my
heart a place
of grace
i feel your pain
i know your
hurt
our hearts are
scarred scared and
sacred because
thats the way
god makes
it
the cure is from
above the word
is this stuff called
love
and the word love
is a verb
i will know you by
your kindness
i will know you by
your ache
it is the acts of love
that are the facts
of love
my thoughts stop
when i touch you
i feel when i touch
you i give when i
touch you i'll know
what to do
its true
and these words
of my heart are the
art of loving
you

the truely
spiritual people
i've ever met
don't go around
telling people
what they are
and what they
can do
there is no need
to
we are all gifted
none the less none
the wiser
all are called
you just have to be
chosen thats
all
and believe me
thank god if you
are not
ask for a task
there are many
other paths to
be taught

hear my heart
through my
art
close your eyes
and see the
beauty
listen to the silence
answer
i feel i feel i feel
i feel real
please align my
mind i have thoughts
in knots
i've done all i've
been taught
i do not ask for
more i just want
to be sure
i am given new
rhythms given new
visions
a new view of my
love for you
i am put right here
and now
one day the world
will hear my
words
and i will hear that
stadium cheer
right between
my ears
may we all rejoice
in all the love
we voice

do you mind
if i repeat my
self
i want to say
i love you more
than once
i want to tell you
i would love to
all the time
i want my words
to be simple
enough to
touch
feel the ease
with which my
hands and heart
please
do you mind
if i poem you
one more
time

i want to show
you the beauty of
you
your head is full
of the bad things
thats been
said
you need to listen
to your heart
my mirror is my
art
i see you so clearly
i laugh at my
self
you've wanted to
be loved all your
life
i know because i
never had a
wife
its just that i know
how to love a
heart of
gold
what i know about
you is true you
are a jewel
i see you and raise
you two i would
love to's
there is not a no
in your heart
this is my mirror
this is my
art

just one
moment of the
ecstasy i feel all
day every
day
just one
drop of the million
tears i would die
if i could not
cry
just one
touch blessed with
caress the yes
the best
just one
thought i make love
to you every time
i think of
you

sometimes
my thoughts just
soar
sometimes
my love just
roars
sometimes
i give more and
more
every time i open
my heart to the
world

i go below
the waves i go
below zero i go
below what
shows
those that go
below are my
heros
you have to have
courage you've
got to be
crazy
its a state of
grace god makes
when you command
my hands to take
away your
ache
now you know
i can now you know
we will now you
know we
will

don't ask others
for your answers
i'm sorry but you
don't get to pick
and choose
easy answers are
worthless
it is the quest of
questions it is the
constant search
how do you know
its true where is
the wisdom of
who told
you
you will know
because its in your
heart
you will know
because its in your
soul
you will know
because that's where
the journey
goes

i have a feel
i sense
see
what adventure
awaits me
whose touch will
pleasure
me
i will follow where
ever my feet
lead
my hands are at
your command
ma'am
i'm traveling light
i feel my might
and we have all
night
i close my eyes
and i'm given
sight
hear my heart
and soul through
my art and
bowl
i want to please
perfectly
the greatest love
is giving the
greatest
love
may all our fun
begin with touching
tongues
i have gifts of bliss
for every
kiss

did i catch
your eye
is your smile
for me
am i going to
man up and
say what
up
from spark to
flame i must
know your
name
i need to see
the why
in your
eyes
why your vibe
reached
me
i'll find my way
through the blaze
through the craze
to reach you
to touch you
too
to bask in our
light
to feel we just
might

how many more
of my egos have
to die before me
and god see eye
to eye
i must promise
love yet i am not
promised
love
life is full of struggles
and i am full of
life
it takes longer being
alone but it makes
me a lot stronger
knowing
i could fly away
makes me want to
stay
how much may i
touch today
you say you will
i say i would
love to
and if you don't
do what you say
i'll just fly
away

the strength
of a man is the
gentleness of his
hands
when you touch
do you give
or take
enough
i see you so clearly
so dearly so
sincerely
i can't stop my eyes
from learning
i can't stop my hands
from praying
to bless you caress
you and undress
you

the world
wears flip flops
i've got mountains
to climb and many
moons to
love
well sort of
i've always been
a dollar short of
a whores hand
job
my lame brain
dick in my hand
refrain
i know when i'm
given the touch
of a woman
gone is my
ache
gone is my
break
i feel healed
i feel grace
may i touch
you for god's
sake

its not about
me me me
i'm only an empty
vessel full of love
songs thousands
of years
long
i don't have the
answers i have
seeds i have
hands that
see
i know you
beyond the point
of knowing
i keep you in my
heart and i will
keep you
free
may i pour you
a cup
will you sing
with me

lesson learned
strong
lesson learned
stronger
lesson learned
strongest
mirror mirror
on the wall
whose is the
strongest love
of all
and in my mind
i saw the word
mine

damn flying
larrys every where
he must be home
alone and stoned
with the sod and
nod of
god
i want you to hear
the swoosh
i want you to feel
the pull
i want this i want
that i want you
to soar
the sky is as wide
as your mind
once more
i cannot stop seeing
the beauty of a
woman
the way i felt the way
i feel chosen and
woven with the thaw
of all things
frozen
it is the touch of a
woman that heals
me
give or take
the lovers
ache
i keep wanting to
fly with you but we
just might fly
away
if you hold my hand
i will stay
and when i touch
you i will know
what to do
its true

my words
don't vary much
yet they
touch
how many years
till my voice was
bright and
clear
and when did
you first hear it
the spirit talking
to you
i'm so grateful
so thankful so
many see so many
know so many
hear my
soul
and to all you
who have not
heard love is
a verb
the word from
above is the real
revolution is
love
love this stuff
god is made
of
and peace
just follow your
feet
the sum of all
worth is peace on
earth
and may each
letter of your
life speak better
and better and
better
forever
i sentence you
to a love so
true
past the broken
hearts and ash
at last
i sentence you
to a place of
grace
my friend
i sentence you
to be given love
with no
end
amen

do you hear
what you say
word play
i don't have
answers i have
seeds
word deeds
do you want to
be touched
much
word lust
do you want
peace and love
and all the
above
word doves
and may you
feel me in a
word hug

our paths are
the steepest when
we are the weakest
nothing escapes my
doubt
sometimes you need
to help me out
of my head full of
dread
yes the worst can
happen but so can
the best things
yet
put that in your
pipe and smoke
it
all it takes is one
brave heart to lead
the way
all night and all
day
i'm not afraid
to be afraid
you need me for
my courage
you need me for
my crazy
good god god
what have you done
i am in love with
every one
i was taught the
kingdom
come
but i know beyond
the point of knowing
there will be a
wisdom
come
it won't happen
all at once
and you may need
to see it more
than once
but its there right
here and right now
in your heart
and i hope you
see it in my
art
the spirit
spark

everything
is broken until
love is spoken
when you touch
do you give
or take
the heart does
not make mistakes
there is a grace
to our embrace
there is a blessing
to our caressing
yet there is always
a struggle to the
divine cuddle
my hands tell me
my heart tells me
my tongue tells
me
the best is yet
to come

let's let it
happen
let's let it
go
let's let it
snow
i used to have
visions of warriors
and chiefs visions
of monks and
priests
now i see you
smile in my mind
all the time
i will know what
to do when i
touch you
all i ask again and
again is
when

i'll know
in our hug
if you were sent
from above
a hug of peace a
hug of love a hug of
release
it feels so good
so sweet so
deep
some how the only
word is
wow
may i take you
to heart make you
my art
to be given god's
grace every time
every place
our souls
embrace

if you know
my hug you know
my love
if you know
my art you know
my heart
if you know
my bowl you know
my soul
if you know
my laugh you know
my task
if you know
if you see
if you love
me
tell me to touch
tell me i must
say you want all
i want is all i
want
and all i live for
is the ecstasy
of once
more

larry
larry loves
shut the fuck up
and get the hell
out of the
way
i'm just waiting
for a bus
i say
if it stops i'm getting
on and turning
on
i want to hear
the hymn of the
hum
i want to roll
i've been told
the open road
is the road to
the soul

roll roll roll
your soul gently
down your
dream
close your eyes
and think of
me
what do you
see
close your eyes
and touch me
please
i will do what
hasn't been
done
i want you on
the tip of my
tongue
may i give you
what god gives
me
may i give you
the greatest
ecstasy

i wish there were
twelve more of
you
but its true
there are only
a certain few of
you
you give me your
yes and have yet
to say
no
you are such a
please to
please
head to toe
i know you will
always want my
hands and i will
always want your
touch
just the two
of us

a poem is just
a blink of
ink
that moment
when you look
inside and
see
the moment of
touch
me
may there be
monuments to
these moments
if only for a
moment
good god god
these moments
last all day every
day
when you turn
your love my
way

turn me on
and turn me
up
my words are
in a silent alliance
with silence
its funny the way
i write best is when
i have nothing to
say
i write best with
less and
less
i write best its true
when i write
to you
i just can't get
enough when my
words touch

this is the love
of
what i dream
of
what i am in search
of
this is the touch
of
the hope
of
this is the dope
of
popes
of
smoke
this is the sod
of
the nod
of
god
these are the roots
of
the truth
of
the art
of
my heart
full
of
my love
of
you
too

some call it
nonsense its too
intense
then call it non
sane why not
unsane or desane
kind of a consane
insane
its only a word
but it rules your
brain
kind of like the
psychiatric ward
is a just reward
for those not able
to afford the
bahamas
my club med
is medications
galore
how many times
i've been back on
the ward
psychotic and
psychic my
reward
but i have a
bitchin intuition
i can see clear
through what
appears to be
reality
i'm only a little
crazy from what
would drive you
deep insane
to me sanity is
just a shuffle of
papers
no you can't take
away my crazy
no you don't know
my worth no you
haven't felt the
pain of my
birth
the suffering i was
born with is the
suffering i can
cure with
and if you can see
there is a mirror
in me
i can tell you if
you don't go crazy
you'll go
crazy
healing your self
is ugly awful and it
hurts
but you will have
the greatest love
on earth

you give me
a million mile
smile
all i can say is
wow lets cuddle
in the clouds
may my tongue
become the glue
of my love
to you
i'm not on my
knees i'm just
knee deep in
please
and you damn
right its hard
i'm beaming
i have a love on
lets get our nibbles
and giggles on
lets get it up
and get it
on

i was so young
and now i'm so
old
my secret to growing
old is to let go
let go of everything
that didn't happen
then let go of every
thing that has
happen
i can forget being
crazy i can't forget
being free
when you grow old
you learn the things
that can't be
taught
you see the things
that can't be
seen
you earn the things
that can't be
bought
you tend to just
wander away from
the flock
i can clearly see
women can clearly
see me
i want to know you
when you are old
too
i want to see every
scar and tattoo
i want to know what
life told
you
i must work to make
my words work
i want to hear what
you say all
day
i want to hear your
voice rejoice
all night
i want to see your
faces in ecstacy
pretty please
i want to touch
more than just
a thought
soar with me and
the hawks
us old guys can
really rock

i swear
happiness is always
there
its not a person place
or thing happiness
is fucking every
thing
i just know when
i care happiness is
always there
the word is a verb
it flys like a bird
have you not
heard
there will always
be more i swear
there there
there there
happiness will
always be
there

why is monday
tuesday
why cross the i
and dot the
t
then shout
throw it out
if it can be
broken break
it
if it can be taken
take it
if it ain't fucked
then fuck it
destroy it because
its the easiest
thing to
do
all you can do
is harm
i will not fight
you
i will heal
you

my words
are the petals
at your
feet
i ask where may
our lips
meet
when do you need
a man with gentle
hands
to feel like a jewel
to be a gem again
in heaven
again
just you and me
in our deepest
ecstasy kiss
me

shut up
and heal
i see your intent
and raise you two
our fathers and three
hail marys
you have to do the
hard part you have
to open your
heart
i will help you turn
love into an
art
i can fix a fool turn
my tongue into a
tool
hold you like a
jewel and know
its true
i love you

may i give you
a true romance
let my tongue dance
and prance
give me a chance
i am given your
vision i will give
you my word
may i touch you
from here
dear
i close my eyes
and see you
smiling at
me
my hands throb
and my heart sobs
with a lovers
ache
i must be given
i cannot take
the joy your love
makes

crab legs
i can only go back
wards and side
ways
never forward
i can only go
horizontal never
vertical
i have a silent
alliance with
silence
i find my biggest
wow with you in
the here and
now
i'm not afraid to
die i'm not afraid
to go crazy
yet twenty more
years in a cruel
world scares me
worst than
death
i'm not allowed to
look into the
future
but i know you will
make me and break
me
do i stay sane or do
i fly into the
flame
i know my heart
never makes a
mistake
take my hand
take away my
ache
bless me with your
yes yes
yes
i will take you to
heart i will make
you my
art

i felt the pain
that would drive
you deeply
insane
i just knew the
monsters could
only destroy me
with my own
wrath
i have no fear
of my enemies if
i have no
hate
i will not do what
i am told i will do
whats right
after years of
darkness i have
become a light for
those looking for
love for those looking
for touch for those
looking for those
looking for
life
i am monk i am
priest i am warrior
i am chief i am
petal i am
leaf
may my hands
bring you belief
may my touch bring
you release may
my love bring you
peace
keep me within
reach

when we are
in the same place
we are in the same
place
what joy what hug
what love
i feel your crave
i have your craze
for affection
you need the strength
of a gentle
man
some one who will
honor your no and
knows how to love
a heart of
gold
you need my hands
i understand
our touch is joyous
all we need is the
intimacy

i love
flowering trees
they wink and say
they flower for
me

i bond
like a vagabond
in moment to moment
moments like
a song
my life is just a hop
skip and a
jump
like a bump in the
night
i smoke the sod
and i'm a bump
on the log
but don't sob for
me
joy is in my heart
my joy is in my
art
i believe i've had a
flying start
my i ask you once
more to
soar

you are not alone
in my heart
i see the light when
i see you
bright and true
our sight our might
our night
brand new
and damn glorious
the glory of god the
glory of love the glory
of all i
saw
may i show you
the beauty of
you
mirror mirror
on the wall who
loves the greatest
joy of
all

i hop and hop
and hope
hop and hop and
hope
yet i'm taught not
to connect the
dots
i can hop in your
heart land in my
art and
hope
has anybody seen
my love?
she has no face no
body yet i know she
is the beauty of
god
she is spirit she is
joy she is the drum
of the wisdom
come

the call
response of our
hearts
making love
our heart
you are a mind
full kind full thought
full hand full
of joy
i am a man with
gentle hands
a touch of gold
body and soul
a melody of love
with no end
just say
when

my touch
is the perfection
of affection
i want the yes
of your heart
my caress a
spark
yes its hard
even the divine
cuddle is a
struggle
trust our lust
it ain't about sex
its all about the
we of intimacy
the deepest
need
the crave the craze
of touch me
lovingly joyfully
endlessly

i keep the beat
with the beat of my
heart
hawk caught my sight
i must be doing
something
right
i'm living proof
of living proof
i trust the
truth
i take great pride
in taking great pride
i have survived
no small task
at that
lets puff till we cough
and take all our
clothes
off
nibbles and giggles
lets goof
off
i ask to make you
laugh to give you
the best caress
this is my holiness
my joyfullness
my melody
of love
we will master each
and every disaster
and we will live
happily ever
after

if you know me
show me
let me see the you
of you
reach out and look
within
reach out and i will
puff you
up
reach out for a hug
with love
reach out and we
will peace
out
lets go to hand in
hand land
lets touch tongues
i want to see you
gulp the sweet air
of ecstasy
and i will feel forever
our intimacy
lets let our love
align our lives with
with the stars in
our eyes
lets let our touch
be the glory
of us

Ha! oh no prose
if you want to know why
i don't have a wife ask
yourself why you won't
marry me and there's
your answer
i'm almost sixty five don't
expect me to believe in
something that has never
happened
i'm not asking for advice
i want to know what life
told you show me your
scars and tattoos
i have worked so hard
all my life for things
most people just take
for granted
you won't see me unless
you're looking for love
i will share with you
the wonder of my hands
and the secret of my
hug
its mind over matter
its reality shattered
i hate sentence structure

feel the joy
of my touch
the warmth of
my hands the
power of my
love the
gift
close your eyes
for the best
caress
and see how
simple bliss
can
be

at the end
of the day when
thought slips
away
and you can hear
the hush of dusk
say
trust us
the dark is not the
darkness
you will see the
light if you look
at it right
its the void that
makes all the
noise
its the black that
cracks all
creation
its the nothing
always becoming
something
its the place of
god's grace
its the holy sight
of the holy
night
it is the gifts of
madness
and the gifts
of bliss

i am the first
the last and the
always
i have done my
best i'm told to
let the spirit do
the rest
goddamn it took
me thirty years
to heal
now i'm glad you
can't take away
my crazy
now i sense see
now i know a
woman's touch
touched
me
now i know when
i need you then
you need
me
now i know i have
reached peace
i am happy i am
happy
share my gifts of
bliss share my kiss
share my wish
share
this

a talon
ripped me from
my womb
i had to swallow
the earth
whole
ego after ego after
ego put to
death
yet
this is the path
of the eagle
this is the talk
of hawks
this is the medicine
of my brothers the
buzzards
this is the who of
the owl and the
coo of the
dove
this is the power
of love

i turn you on
in my mind and
travel the
light
i must be doing
something right
you are in my
life
my love is not
step by step
my love is moment
to moment
you see me so clearly
i know you know
it
your love is in my
hands and
heart
you know i will
please perfectly
you know this
is my
art

i did not build
a castle in the
air
so fuck off
i built a palace
in my heart
a palace of phallus
and chalice where
love is a
art
i built a bridge to
where god
lives
i made a path
through the
pathos
i have peeked
from peaks
i have lived on
the bottom of the
sea see
i have tested positive
for love my
love
i have a bitchin
intuition
and healing hands
awaiting your every
command
i have let go of
everything that is
not love
i have let go of
everything that is
not free
i want you to see
the beauty in
me
i want to be giving
the love that makes
life worth
living

i had to sit
for a spell
i had to take
the three hour
tour
my heart just
swelled and i got
a love
on
you knocked on
my door
you rang my temple
bell
and i just soared
my heart skipped
a beat for
sure
over four little
words
my tear of joy
i give to you
when you said
i would love
to

you have to know
your place
you have to have
at least an
ace
show me your face
of life when you
face life
i want to know what
life told you
i want to know what
you didn't
do
i cannot rest waiting
for your caress
jesus jesus
i want you in my
life all my
life
naughty and nice
good god god
i hear your
call
i'll be there in
a moment
once and for
all

i always go too far
i want to dance you
to the moon and
star to
star
i see clear through
what appears to be
reality
i see the view of you
sacred and
nude
you see me
too
what more can i
do after i poem
you
i hope you smile
awhile
however you see it
so be it
i would feel what
is wrong what is
right gives me
sight
don't be afraid of
my crazy because
thats the way
god made
me

i think of you
and all i can do
is chuckle
i'll find a way to
make you smile
everyday
please enjoy my
joy
i want to feel the
jiggle of your
giggles
i will find your
funny bone i will
find your crazy
bone
pick a bone with
me
god says make her
laugh on my
behalf
the medicine of a
grin a really big grin
and nothing but
a grin
so help us
god
laughter is the best
medicine of
all

i've got the zip
zap and zappy
you make me
happy
welcome to a thick
flat fat and flabby
tongue of great
fun
welcome to medicine
hands i'll know what
to do when i touch
you
welcome to the
pleasure of my
art
keep me in your
heart
you make my words
work you make my
love poem
the whole wide world
will root for us
use me my muse
trust

ever wonder
why i make you
wonder
me riding high and
proud atop that
thunder
cloud
awake from your
slumber the world
awaits
take your place
of grace
step up or step
down round and
round
larry
larry loves
i'm called front and
center to tell my
story
i say the future is
not our destruction
the future is our
glory

keep me
in your heart
and i will earn
my keep
keep me close
closer than
most
i am full of
hope i am full
of fire
i braid the flames
and seek the
same
my touch is my
desire
i can mend you
and i want
to
because i can
right here in my
hands

i paused and called
out to god
hey you old fart
is this as good as it
gets
god couldn't stop
laughing and said
are you crazy?
you ain't seen
nothing
yet

i heard this hawk
the shrill whistle
caught my thoughts
there were no words
i was in awe that's
all to been
called
its not about me
this is for
you
do you want bliss
or do you want
bliss
give or take
a gift
its up to you
to see why i'm here
the hawk cried
its the mirror
in the sky

my love
is leaps and
bounds
a heart beat here
a heart beat
there
every where a
love beat
i'm not larry
love i am larry
loves
i follow my love
from above
i will find you
looking for
me i will love you
don't you see
its so simple its
so free

you are the storm
the rain broke
my brain
the lightning was
frightning
the thunder called
out my name
it cracks it quakes
it breaks
me

tongue to tongue
is pure poetry
tongue to tongue
is great fun
tongue to tongue
i want some
tongue to tongue
the slip of the
lips
tongue to tongue
we come undone
tongue to tongue
i taste grace
tongue to tongue
stunned
tongue to tongue
we won

its just
as hard for me
as it is for
you
i've worked all
my life to be
pure and
true
i will always
be me
i will always
love you
yes its hard
nothing escapes
my doubt
yes its hard
when i am alone
and stoned
yes its hard
when all i touch
is thoughts i think
why the hell
not

is your name
the flicker of the
flame
does the love you
make give or
take
do you see the
beauty in
me
it's my pleasure
to please
i have gifts of bliss
helping hands
on demand
to touch so deeply
so sweetly so
completely
a intimacy so delight
full so insight
full
so strong so
pure
from my heart
to yours
a life full of night
fulls

fear
doom doom
kaboom
dread
the knot in my
head
doubt
what's it all
about
lust
i must touch
ache
to wait and
wait and
wait
broken
till love is
spoken
in sickness and
in health i heal
my self
i give you me
my hands can
see

i see
what you don't
do
i hear
what you don't
say
i feel you feel
me
my words only
work when you
do the work
i know what you
want when you
don't want
me
i've been taught
its always my
fault
and yes it hurts
because i see
yes i see
i asked to see
and goddamn man
was i shown

close your eyes
and think of me
what do you
see
i'm given visions
your smile touches
me
there is a joy to my
heart a happyness
a bliss
all i am asking is
to share
this
to feel this
to want this
gift of the
intimate
it makes no sense
to be alone
when i could be
loving you body
and soul

where did you go
i had to shatter
reality
i'm glad you're
back in one
piece at
least
love is just so
sweet
please don't disturb
the peace unless
you are within
reach
the ripples the
echoes the gusts
of lust
i seek
wherever love goes
i follow
i am a seer and i
hear her say
larry larry loves
you've done your
best
let the spirit
do the
rest

give me
something to do
with you
where may i
touch
what must you
want
or do you only
want
do you do
what you
say
may i offer you
today and share
with you the
night
my way then
your way
maybe some
day
soon

my words
have the beat
of my heart
my verse is
tongue tied
you have no idea
how high i fly
you have no idea
how hard i
fall
stoned and
alone
i have touched
the face of
god
thats all
i'm only a little
crazy from what
drives you deeply
insane
i am in god's hands
until we hug
again
i have a smile from
head to toe when you
don't let
go
when there is nothing
between us but the
thoughts of
love
a feeling from
above
a hug to heal
the push and
shove
a hug of larry
loves

my words
my morning chore
coffee and poetry
galore
and a wee bit of
weed in
deed
how dare i be
so happy
how dare i be
me
how dare i be
so free
how dare i
see

permit me
to portray the way
we'll make love every
day with the might
of every
night
your eyes speak
poetry
i feel you say
larry please
pleasure
me
and i will
in every way
i pray

where may i
touch
what must you
want
or do you only
want
do you do
what you
say
may i offer you
today
and share with
you the
night
my way then
your way
maybe some
day
soon

yes yes yes
a yes
and this yes is
the best yes
yet
i thank god i am
blessed with your
eagerness to do
what you
love
to
your willingness
to share your
god giving
gifts
your mystical
lips and lickity
lick
your woman's
touch i believe in
so much is sacred
naked and
free
in my mind
your yes is our
divine time

do you see
i seek a
peek
i close my eyes
and i am given
visions
and i can see
when i touch
you
i can see when
you touch
me
i cannot stop my
eyes from
seeing
a hundred different
views of being in
love with
you

what must i do
without
you
yes i am stronger
but i don't want
to be alone any
longer
i keep your thought
in my head your
love in my heart
your touch in
my soul
good god god i hear
your call
larry larry loves
love them
all

i'll find you
if you are looking
for me
i know i am a
curiosity
you will see the
wonder and say
no wonder
may you blush
when i touch
please just trust
your lust i
must
you are the gladness
of my madness
you are a gift of
kindness
please enjoy
my joy
my love in every
hug
may my heart may
my art want
more
i think of you
and i just
soar

i am terrific
at being altruistic
a gift is not a gift
unless given
freely
and all i can say
is the more i give
the more i am
given
dearly
the more i recieve
the more is asked
of me
i work these words
for your reflection
may i touch you
with my gifts of
perfection close
your eyes and
touch me close
your eyes and
see
how awesome the
gifts of love can
be to give and to
recieve

i'm not afraid
to love
you
i'm afraid not
to
i am a million
heartbreaks
strong
a million dreams
gone wrong
or so it seems
every woman i've
ever known taught
me something
about love
love this stuff god
is made of
i am brave i fall
in love at least
twice a
day
you tug at my heart
and say what do you
say?
i say i would love to
wouldn't you
every
day
but its my touch that
says so much
its my touch you
need to
hear
its my touch
have no
fear

some seek
deep into love
some soar high
into the skies
inside
the word from
above is the real
revolution is
love
heart to heart
to hear my words
my art
do you feel the way
i see may your
touch talk
to me
may i find i'm
behind your behind
i cup your breasts
and lose my
mind

i know so much
you'll always want
my touch
i can puddle you
or braid the
flames
you can do it
is my name
for god's sake
may i take away
your ache
the heart does not
make mistakes
yes we are all
scarred scared and
sacred because that's
the way god makes
us
life is ugly awful and
it hurts
but with the love
of my heart and the
love of my arts
may i fix your head
mend your heart
and polish your
soul before
you go

there is a art to
language that's why
i'm here
there is an art to
listening that's why
you're here
i'm glad i have a
few new
ears
god has given me
the nod to share
the gift of sod
with you
may i stir your heart
with my art
may i touch you with
a poem or
two
my i bless you
with caress
every yes i hear is
a stadium cheer
right between
my ears

i know you want
every word to
touch
every thought to
rock
may i sentence
you to bliss
with the pen of
my penis
with the fun of
my tongue
i have a lovely
love on
yes its hard
and all i can say
is i'll write on write
on write
on

i see a star
in you
the sun the moon
the earth in
you
the whole fucking
universe in
you
your heart talks
to my heart
let's roll as far as
our souls can
go
as deep a kiss
as forever
my touch my gift
my pleasure
please enjoy
my joy
i want to hear
your laughter
for forever
after

warm your heart
with my words
of love
you know what
i'm thinking of
dreaming of
the want of
the touch of
you
i sense see
the beauty this
is my duty to bring
you closer to your
god
to build the bridge
of love through the
dark to where god
lives in your
heart
be blessed with
caress be naked
be sacred
and yes i must
be touched as
much as you
must
i feel you now
feeling me
happily

whatever you ask
is my task
mirror mirror
on the wall
tell her who can
do it
all
when i touch you
you will always
want to
if you have the
agony i have the
ecstasy
if you have the
ache i have what
it takes
and i know if you
really wanted to
be here you would
be here
dear

i need
someone to please
give me the giggles
let me nibble you
know i must touch
i know you must
trust
i do not understand
why my hands are
empty when my
heart is
full
when will you be
here with
me
our love did not
begin with once
upon a time
our love started
with holy
shit
i feel the pull
i am ready willing
and able
our love is a fable
and by god we
will always be
enabled

takes two
to make a good
kiss
must be good
enough for
another
i wish
may we sing with
touching tongues
may i tell you with
touch how deep is
my lust my
must
the want of you
you could not find
love if love was not
blind
you could not find
love if love was not
divine
may i kiss and tell
ring that temple bell
lets get high
as hell
lets puff till we cough
and take these silly
clothes off
because i'm in the
mood to kiss all
over you
and lick off all
your tattoos

i see people
not to judge or
take advantage
of
i look for the
wisdom i look for
love i look for the
walk of the
talk
i look to see if
they are looking
for me
i am left with all
that's right with the
world
i empower every
single word in the
coming days
you need to hear
what my touch
will say in every
which way
i pray

i will know
what to do when
i touch
you
simple but true
and my words
come in poems
of affection till
perfection
to feel again and
again and
again
the touch of
heaven
i melt with the
beauty i felt
you touched me
and said
please

mirror mirror
on the wall why is
love always
a fall
only the brave
are called
if you are a fool
god will teach
you
to follow the ache
love makes
because the heart
doesn't make
mistakes
when you touch
do you give
or take
learn to ask the
mirror in the sky
why
i ask for the power
of two i want
to know
who

look hard
and say no more
are you going in
and out of love's
door
i cannot keep my
eyes from
seeing
do you mind if
i keep you in
mind
may i keep in
touch
may i keep you
free deep in the
heart of
me
my hands are the
art of we the spark
in the dark
the seed
you can always
plan on my hands
to keep you in
ecstasy

for once
in your life may i
pleasure you twice
with a touch of
the divine
my hands my rhyme
i must give this
i can only take
time
you have my ache
my crave my craze
my daze all the
time
but don't be afraid
god made us this
way
i am told through
touch our love
will heal
us

my game
is to figure out
other people's
games
i know who is
genuine and
true
i open my heart
to you
i love being
loving
always know my
love is at hand
and you are always
welcome to the
palace of chalice
and phallus in my
heart
where pleasure is
a sacred
art

i thought of you
all day
you called and i
came right
away
you always want
my touch so much
i think of what you
are going to do
when i touch
you
i lust lust lust
am i lucky enough
we should would
and could feel so
good
how little it takes
to mend ripple and
quake
how little it takes
to take away
the ache

yes its hard
to write words
worthy of
you
you have knowing
showing you feel
my need deeply
sacredly
your woman's touch
the gift of our kiss
the grace and the
madness and the
bliss
yet you are a mother
bound by others
yet the no feels so
good the no says yes
we would
there is great romance
in knowing we
can't

i
sentence you to
my love
sometimes i am
the one sent from
above
you told me things
only love could
tell
your tear of joy
flooded my
hell
yes its hard
this is diamond
love this is the
wisdom of this is
the wonder of a
lifelong a heart
strong a knowing
of
forever love
and each and every
day we become
more and more
brave

how sweet
the kiss of
madness
i feel everything
thats all
i will take you to
heart if you keep
me in mind
follow the shine
you will love to
be touched
again
you will see when
you touch me
you will be
pleased
there is great
beauty between
us
i honor your no
please say yes
yes yes to my
caress

you can say
i don't know you
its true till i touched
you
you see the inside
of me i can see you
deeply love me you
are her dove complete
me
i want you in my life
all my life
i know you have
the wisdom of a
woman i know you
would love to be
my lover
i feel the beauty of
our touch and i
know we are not done
till we touch
tongues

i will not
take you when
you are weak and
vulnerable
i want you strong
and willing i want
it thrilling
i know your hands
are hers your heart
is mine i feel you
shine shine shine
in my mind
you are the right
woman at the right
place at the right
time
all i can say is
right this
way
i wish my heart
was as big as
yours
i wish my words
could do
more
my touch is my
gift just make
a wish

you are everything
you see in
me
i have not become
anything i simply
returned to my
genuine self
my me
and yes i see
right through you
i see your
me
i sense see
intuitively
i take you to
heart my love my
art my words
are just a
start

i keep in mind
the divine
kind
i will share my
bowl of the divine
kind
i'll ring the temple
bell in my soul
of the divine
kind
to face a million
fears it takes a
million tears
to be truely
kind all the
time
yet all it takes
is love to give
the divine
kind
love this stuff god
is made
of

how did that spark
get in my
heart
words of stone
from flesh and
bone
the ache love
makes
life is full of
struggle and i am
full of life
the future is not
our destruction
the future is our
glory
tell me your story
what life told you
what you did not
do
and when we are
done with words
nouns become
verbs to go out of
our minds out of
this world
and find our hearts
in rhyme every
time
when we find a spark
in the dark
may we braid
the flame
its just a crazy
way to stay
sane
like a blaze
in the
rain

she taps the tip
of my nose
you know your
weaknesses have
always become
your strengths
you may be alone
and stoned but
you still
will
your life is filled
with the glory
of god
and yes its when
i'm in total defeat
i always meet the
angel i
seek
its so simple its so
real its so true
i love you
and that's what
i am going to
do

you come to that
point in time that
reasons leave diamonds
in your mind
words that ramble on
inside the truth
cannot hide
you reach that point
in love where blessings
come from those
sent from
above
all i need to do is
touch you and i'll know
how you feel and i'll know
what to do and
i'll know our
love is
true

may i give you
beauty
touch me and
see
hear my heart
through my
art
king me
i will give you the
strength of a man
with gentle
hands
my solitude
welcomes
you
hug me
and don't let go
till you love me
body and
soul

i close my eyes
and wait to
see
if you are smiling
at me happily
when you think
of me
i do not have
the gift of
gab
though the words
i choose is my gift
to you
to praise you and
amaze you fresh
and new
my love is for one
and all
sometimes i soar
sometimes i fall
but its not the words
its my touch that
says it
all

you know
how i feel
my love is real
my touch
heals
may i bless you
undress you and
caress you
i'm sure you'll
always want
more
i thank god i can't
get enough i can't
say enough i can't
do enough
now that you under
stand come with
me to la la
land
where my hands
are at your command
round trip tickets
at your demand
i long to be
hand in
hand

how many faces
do i see making
love to
me
how will you know
when i've touched
you enough
how deep is your
release i
seek
please amuse me
my muse please
use me my
muse
it is my pleasure
to pleasure
all i feel is better
and better and
better
all i can think of
is forever and
ever

i can't help but see
the lion in
me
i can't help but talk
to the hawks
i can't help but turn
my heart into
art
i can't help but to be
glad for the madness
that makes my words
work and makes my
love poem
also
call me fatso
but i am blessed
none the wiser
none the less
with the gifts of
caress
its what i do
best just say
yesssss

where is nowhere
is it here or
there
i swear its always
somewhere
square
its everywhere
in the all of love
you are the one
i love
the one i give my
words the one i give
my tongue
may i offer my
bowl may i offer
body and soul
may i offer a
heart of
gold

please go bare
foot for
me
kiss the one
i love
my loving is not
only someone
my loving is not
only something
my love is being
loving feeling
loving
i beam in dreams
of loving
don't you see all
i ask is to give me
a hand
do your part with
your heart your
art
and you will
understand
why yes we
can

the shorter the day
the longer the night
of crave in the
coming
daze
the only thing wrong
is here comes the
dawn
the morning wisdom
the dream beam the
song
of the vagabond in
the journey in
babylon
i know its not the
last night alone
i smoke the sod
to live the day
in the grace
of god
i am not alone
when i think of
you
loving you makes
life worth living
and reliving
just know my nights
are for giving and
giving and
giving

i don't turn things
sexual i make all
things pleasurable
i am willing to wait
for those who
will
i'm happy to feel
old loves it makes
me young again
your smile brings
the sun again
i am blessed again
and again and
again
with a love with
no end
may i touch
you again

my treasure
is giving pleasure
the is no yes or
no
there is only please
and thank
you
if nothing but a
flower has the power
of love then be my
guest and get caressed
the best
to make a puddle of
cuddles to braid the
same flames to mend
my friends
my touch is pure and
true and waiting
for you

i can hear
why you are here
i see it in your eyes
i feel it in my heart
your spark
when may i touch
you again
this is heaven
funny how i want
to call you
honey
funny how my
tongue wants to
have fun
guide me with the
laughter of your
heart
a woman's truest
art
your giggle of
affection
god's
perfection

sister
i see your soul
i see your heart
of gold
i can feel how you
feel with my eyes
closed
my i encourage
your courage
i am ready willing
and able to
enable
but the best i can
do is to always do
whats best for
you
i love your bravery
the way you reached
out to me the way
you touched
me
i will keep you in
my heart and i will
keep you free
you'll see

when i say no
i think of when the
cold winds will blow
and fill my head
with what if i had
said yes
my heart makes
no mistakes and yet
i want no regrets
when you are alone
and stoned will you
know if your no
brought the
snow
or who you blessed
with a yes still gives
you the best
caress
when winter comes
to sleep next to me
i want to say no
vacancy

i am given
your vision
i sneaked a peek
and kissed your
cheek
i am so full of bliss
to see your happiness
i wonder what we'll
do when i touch
you
i'm not falling
i am soaring
and i will roar
for more forever
more

that
was you
i wondered
where
that kiss
come from
i should of known
from
the
perfection
from the way
the kiss blissed
my lips

i know hearts
and i know
souls
please share my
bowl
i will divide you
into whole
feel the
flow
no more no no's
just a yes
lets
caress
with love
and happiness

the spell
i'm under is
from above
its the call of
love
the wizards and
demons are scheming
and screaming for
me to impose
my will
just know
i never will
its hard to find
the words worthy
of you but when
i'm done with your
poem of
love
all i hear is a huge
stadium cheer right
between my
ears
and my joy
becomes
a tear

there's a point
in time in my mind
that you make
shine
and my heart is
the flicker of the
flame when you
call my name
but its my soul
where i know your
stone was thrown
to ripple my
tranquility
good god god
mercy me
what have you done
i am in love with
everyone
how do i make
love to you if you
don't make love
to me
see
touch works
both ways
and my hands are
always open
feel what they
have to
say

the drums were
the call
i heard a thousand
in one
then it was the love
of women
i felt a thousand
in one
then it was the
divine vine
a cup of a thousand
in one
then it was the sod
of god from the
goddess of us
all
saying i will help
you
then i realized after
a million tries and
a million tears after
thirty years i have
healed
and now what i love
so much is a woman's
touch
now i have the rocks
and hawks
now its the glory
of my story
a poem of a thousand
in one
if i bring you closer
to your god then i've
done my job
my love can be the
bridge to your heart
where god
lives

as we love as
we see as
we
some say one
love one heart
i say one soul
one bowl
talk to your god
with tobacco
feel the love of
god with her
sod
the question you
should ask and
answer is
are you bowl worthy
what are you able
to bring to the
table
do you know
what you have
done
are you kind to
everyone
the word from above
is the real revolution
is love
may we as we be
the wonder the thunder
bolts of
revolt

to rest in peace
the rest of my life
twenty more years
scares me worse than
death
it's not what i have
done it's i'm
done
what more can i do
after i poem you and
you and you and
you
i've been loving all
my life
my gentle hands
make me an amazing
man
and if there is death
on my breath then
let the spirit do
the rest

she winks
and i thank god
i'm given the
nod
i say the first thing
out of my mouth
what's your
pathos
she giggles and says
wanna dose?
so i know its right
because i would
feel what's
wrong
i spoke and said let's
smoke and ask
the holy
ghost
me i vote yes and
took a toke she
puffed till she
coughed and took
her clothes
off
yes she said with
a grin it's not
a sin
let's trip and go
on tour first my
heart then
yours
she took my hand
you're a medicine
man
it's always sacred
to get naked and
feel the wish
the gifts
of god

my fire
has no name
i am the embers
of the flame
my words are
at last my
ash
i am deep
insane
i threw away my
ego i threw away
my brain
all i have is a
heart of gold
and the treasures
of the soul
call me crazy to
want to give these
gifts
i think of you
and ask god
what
if

i get a glimpse
of your greatness
i see the love look
the look you make
looking for
love
i hear your heart
speak with every
beat
and there
there on your lips
a thousand poems
in every
kiss
you knew my hands
knew what to
do
you knew i would
find you
and now what are
you going to do now
that i love you now
that i loved you now
that i will always
want to
i am told the ladies
will come and
go
it's the women whose
souls i will come
to know

i try
and try and try
to gratify
and if not you
just say no
thank
you
for every two
who won't
there are three
who say please
touch me
for once and
for all
enthralled

am i
in time
am i
in tune
i want to tattoo
me to
you
so you can do
it too
i know where
to touch so you
can feel it
too
have fun with
my tongue after
i poem
you
yes you can deny
my love but you
can't deny its
true

when i hear
your call i do not
fall in love
i soar
when i touch
you as much as
you want to
it's not a chore
i soar
you will see
all you need
is to ask
give me a task
and i will soar
once more
and oh my lord
i want to tuck
you under my
wing and just
roar

all roads lead
to the same
soul
share with me
my bowl and tell
what you've been
told
i will listen with
a thousand ears
i will see with a
hundred eyes
me my god
and i
the holy shit
of our lives
i ask if this is as
good as it
gets
and i'm told you
ain't seen nothing
yet
i am proud to be
bowl worthy
if you have a soul
you have a name
you have the flame
we are the
same
i gave my soul
to christ and some
how my life always
turns out
right
and some how the
goddess is being
my wife

may i unite
us with the touch
of tongues with a
touch of
fun
perhaps three of us
if you know some
one
may i unite
us with the art
of the heart
chalice and
phallus the
spark
may i unite
us and be blessed
the rest of our lives
with the best of
our lives
this is my quest
this is my kindness
this is my
caress

"The End"

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