Larzaffer

spirit of my love

my will
is still still
i have a might
that just
might
please press
pause
its not what
i do its what
i don't
do
thats all
i'm being
dragged kicking
and screaming
to the world
stage
me thinks i protest
too much
please press
play
i'm afraid i'm
not afraid to
lead the
way

this is the way
i chose to spend
the day
i am busy being
do you see i am
seeing
i am freeing
then i mend and
i ascend
again and again
i cannot just be
i must become
i must love every
one
i must be kind
all the time
i must i must
i must trust
my being being
a loving
being

why are the
blind all the time
kind
what makes a cripple
giggle
the crazies are all
blessed like
crazy
for all the things
i never had but
wanted all my
life
may i say i am
thankfull for the
sacrifice
may i endore a
thousand storms
more
every rainbow
a halo
i wanted to love
so much i was
given the gift
of touch
to heal the hurt
this is my worth
my work my
earth

something simple
something sweet
to be at
peace
even before i touch
i feel you feel
me
you said your name
is angel and i
fell
lady spread your
wings spread your
love
your gift is the grace
of our embrace
sent from above
we will not find
the end of
love

i am not
allowed to peek
into the
future
i am not
allowed to impose
my will
i am not
allowed to take
i must be
given
these are my
rules the jewels
of my heart
what rules do you
choose to rule
you
we shall see if you
have honesty
when i touch
i will know
yes or
no

i am scarred and
afraid but i swear
my crave makes
me brave
my courage is
courageous
all it ever takes
is one brave
heart
all it ever takes
is a crave to
save the
day
who will lead the
way who will find
the truth who will
work for peace
i will
i am a
who

do my words
attract you
do my words
attach us
do my words
touch
do my words
feel real
do my words
heal
i am attuned
to the earth to
the moon
my heart as big
as the universe
speaking buddha
verse my constant
search
i have not found
the end of love
love this stuff
god is made
of

its your eyes
that tell
me
its your touch
that tells
me
its your lips
that tell
me
its your tongue
that tells
me
don't stop
you flip and flop
don't stop
you taste like gum
drops
don't stop
tell me i must
and i will take you
to the mountain
top

i am told
to keep an open
mind in
mind
i know to keep
an open heart
thats the hard
part
what is your face
like when you
face life
the genuine me
journeys
free
are you up to
the real
you
the child with
the wild
smile
now a man at
god's command
take my
hand

once upon a time
i saw the beauty
of you the eagerness
the willingness the
openess
i admired you
i adored you in my
world you knew me
by my word
and now you reach
out with a happy
heart a hugfull of
love and a spark
from above
you give me
a hand to
hold
you give me
a woman's
touch
i'm high on hope
i have a love on
i have a might
every night
i'm glad i know
how to love
a heart of
joy
please enjoy
my joy
please enjoy
my gift of
touch
i can't love you
without loving
you
your happy heart
gives me happy
feet happy
art
i always knew
life could be this
sweet with
you

lady
tomcat
you like to kiss
me when your
drunk
i like being behind
your behind
i love how easily
you giggle
you smile at me
religiously
your tongue is
sacred your body
holy
you may give or
take my
ache
you bless me with
our embrace
and yes i want
a taste
we don't have to
do anything and
my heart will still
sing

i know you know
i am still loving
you
your lips were
god's gift
your touch was
perfect
i still see your
faces of ecstasy
i still feel you
feel me
free
those were your
darkest days and
we shared the
brightest
nights
still i just know
we will i just know
we might

the quote
i like the most
is life is full of
struggles and i am
full of life
the monsters on my
path want to destroy
me with my own
wrath
the wizards and
demons are still
scheming and
screaming for me
to impose my
will
but i know darkness
is too a gift
blessed be the insanity
the madness the
bliss
but goddamn
i've come out of
darkness with healing
hands

to open
your heart is
the hardest
part
follow your
art
to know the why
before you die
let it be said before
you are dead to take
your rest and find
your peace
just follow your
feet
i have no quarrel
with death i have
no regrets i've done
my best
i'm told to let the
spirit do the
rest
and this time i've
come out of darkness
with an open
mind
why cling to what
you expect why clutch
your luck
everything is
broken
the only way i can
stop my fear to rid
the dread in my
head to have
hope
is to lose my mind
life is a nobrainer
the mind is a waste
of time don't believe
everything you
think
a woman knows
she will give you
a wink
to have no idea of
what will happen
yet i know i will
have help
the open mind is
like the open sky
and yes
you do know
how to
fly

the thought
that always comes
to mind when i see
a hawk is trust
me
sometimes they land
in the tree above me
just to make me
wonder and know
i am not
alone
its not crazy when
its true
i don't ask how
i ask why of
you
this time i'm given
the task of keeping
an open mind all
the time
to the soul i'm told
the open mind is
the open
road

if you are my
queen then king
me
if you are my
spirit then show
me
if you are my
love then give
me
if you are my
god then bless
me
if you are my
woman then touch
me
my being is kind
and true through
and through
my reward
another psychiatric
ward i had to learn
i am not sick i'm
gnostic
i had to learn i am
not mentally ill
i am spiritually
challenged
blessed be the
insanity
i've been diagnosed
seven times seven
different
ways
no you cannot take
away my crazy
i've learned something
from every drug you
ever gave
me
i've learned something
from every crazy i've
ever met
i've learned something
from every voice every
vision and i ain't
stopped
yet

the older i get
the more i get
why i didn't get
you
do you now i do
believe in make
believe
if you think some
thing is sacred
it becomes
sacred
the gifted ones
can see your
gifts
but you can only
see me when you
look for
love
may your love for
me shatter all
reality
i will keep you
in my heart
and i will keep
you free

you are just what
i need just what
i want just what
i know just what
i feel just what
i heal
guess what i can do
guess what you can do
guess what we can do
i was an emotional
cripple so what
i've been suicidal
a lot so what
i'm a chronic
undifferientiated
schizophrenic
so what
my dick don't work
right what now
i talked to god a lot
what now
i see hawks a lot
what now
yes i know who what
where how and why
just say
when

i'm afraid to let go
not that i'll fall
its that i'll fly
away

but first
you'll love where
my nose goes
but first
let me get behind
your behind
but first
you don't beg
to differ
but first
you are the salt
of the earth

i want to spend
night and day
between your
thighs and
legs
i want a handful
a mouthful
a lifeful
i am better than
any man in the
moon
you are better than
any woman of the
night
i have a love
on
there's nothing crazy
about our love
crazy
we delight in the
beauty of our
touch
we delight in what
we can and cannot
do
we delight because
we got this thing
right
its called love
and we have the
greatest
might

i won't take
its my faith
to be given
even the divine
cuddle is a
struggle
we are the pearls
of the world
have you been told
i have a heart of
gold
have you been
touched truely
touched heart
and soul
i know you know
i know you see
i found you looking
for me
i can take away
your ache
i can give you
the giggles
i can give you
the gift of
touch
you love so
much

i know you won't
sleep with me
we would be way
too busy
the only thing wrong
with my touch is
you'll always
want my
touch
words are not
enough
tell me i must
i hear the laughter
in your heart
through my
art
please don't let
me chase you
away
you fill my cup
with grace all
day
i have the great
strength of a man
with gentle
hands
may we smoke some
holy smoke to bless
our caress
please share with
me the intimacy
the intensity the
ecstasy
share with me
please the grace
of your embrace
may i give you
all my love
in every
hug

i have tested
positive for love
i have all the
symptoms of
intuition
my mind cured
and kind
and i know you
will kiss me
perfectly
i know you see
me with a
clarity
my hands are
majick and you
have a womans
touch
i would love to
love you
too
lets do this bliss
right
may i touch you
with all my
might

its not that
god is saving
the best for
last
its just that you
are the best and
we are meant to
last and
last
all i can say is
we have a beautiful
path and we'll make
a glorious
past
my only want is
for you to be
genuine and
true
you give me the
charm to fly through
the flame with no
harm
a purity that shatters
all reality and leaves
our future bright
and free

i'll know what to do
when i touch
you
you will see when
you feel
me
to be sacred and
naked blessed with
caress
use me my muse
welcome my tongue
the flame of love
and fun
may we become
lovers of the wisdom
come
its not crazy
if its true
we'ed be crazy
not to share in the
beautiful ways
we care

theres something in
my heart that makes
your pleasure
my art
theres something in
my touch that says
i must
theres something in
my life you make
right
theres something in
my mind that makes
you shine

i need to hold
more than just a
thought
i need to touch
more than just a
page
i need to hear
more than just my
heart
i need to love
more than just a
dream
i need to see
more than just
reality
all i need to feel
is your gift of
grace
the gift of your
embrace
to take away
my ache

i clink with you
bottoms up
you give me the
most beautiful
view of you
bottoms up
i ask for another
touch another
cup
bottoms up
do you want bliss
or do you want
bliss
bottoms up
i'm in the mood
to kiss all over
you
bottoms up
i will man up
i will power up
i will touch up
bottoms up
and i will love
you all
up

the blind girl said
the sun is shining
why are you
crying
i said again i can
not find the end
of love for the
one i love
and she sat down
and she cried
too

i can tell
how to guide you
through the hell of
being you
yes its true there is
great beauty when
i touch
you
i am the man
with gentle
hands
i've got to find a
way to love you
today
may we share a
holy smoke
my i bless you
with my i love
you
i ache to take away
your ache
i ache to make your
pleasure my
art
you are the bliss
of my heart
and this is only
the start
feel my feel
how strong how
long how
real
may you always
want my caress
to never
end
without the
laughter to end
happily ever
after

i am the baby
of my love
my wife
life
may i be worth
the pain of my
birth
i've been in love
all my life and all
my life i've been
alone
she has no face
no body yet i know
she is the beauty
of god
funny how just a
simple smile a
wordless kiss
makes it all worth
while
it took me thirty
years to heal and a
million tears
i needed a womans
touch so much i was
given the gift of touch
for women who
need touch
the blessing of
caressing naked and
sacred
the women who know
me the women who
see ask me for a
need
i ask what the hell
has good god done
i am in love with
everyone
you must be looking
for love to find
me
and i keep finding
you are sent from
above

you've been rocking
my cock in my thoughts
mabe you feel me
licking you off
it feels so
real
i know my greatest
bliss will be our
first kiss
i may shed a tear
when you are
here
think about my
hands at your
command
think about our
might all
night
our lips and
tongues when you
c0me
and cum and cum
and cum

now look
i ain't no saint
three miracles
is just a good
day for
me
all you'll see is
the mirror in
me
my god lives in
the love in my
heart
you can hear her
through my
art
yes i have healing
hands i am her
medicine
man
my only church
is in the woods of
my soul under the
rainbow
the church of constant
kindness constant
search
her kiss of constant
bliss
she has no face
no body yet i know
she is god's
gift
she makes love
to me in my
poetry
i see her in every
woman every
man
she calls me
ucandoit
i am one of the
chosen few
if you have a belly
button then you
are too
may the spirit
of love always be
with you
too

yes
you see me
goodie goodie
come out come
out where ever you
are
olley olley in come
free
i found another
from above another
looking for love
another looking
for me
knock on my door
and open your heart
to the world
may i touch you and
take you to the land
of lala
where my hands
are at your
command
and we'll see
what god has
planned

i have no strategy
to get what i want
all i can do
is ask
i'm not scheming
i am dreaming
when i say i love
you
i just want to cherish
you the beauty of
you
the touch
i do not think of today
i think of every
day
i'll want your love
all my life
i know there will be
a time when whats
in my mind will be
in my hands
when the love in my
heart will fill your
life with
art
for all the world
to see we are naked
and we are sacred
and we are
free
we could rule the
world yet i see to let
it be let it be let
it be
and thats where
i am always a friend
always a brother
always a
lover

do you feel
how real my love
is how true my words
are how blessed i am
with craziness
i know how you feel
when i touch
i'll know what to do
when i touch
you
i'll see you when
i feel you
its not crazy
if its true
may i give you my
word may i bless
you with caress
tell me to touch
tell me i
must

all i can do
for you is my best
i will not impose
i will not
take
i'll just let the spirit
do the rest
i want to get lost
in your caress
i want to find myself
in your eyes
i want you to see
all i do when i say
i love you
i want you to feel
how i feel when i say
i would love
to
all i want is the we
of intimacy the we of
happily

i love the simple
little rhymes i have
a simple little
mind
you tell me more
than when you talk
when you have a
simple little smile
a simple little
thought
i am simply
simple
i don't live in time
i live in moments
and i love your
presence
these moments
become monuments
of my love
my poems become
a paper path a
talking trail
a tear of
joy
a moment of forever
a word from above
some days hawks
some days doves
some poems burn
a hole in the
page
some poems touch
some poems
hush
if you don't go crazy
i know you'll go
crazy
you've done the hard
part you've opened
your heart
we are all scarred
scared and sacred
because thats the
way god makes
us

there are those
that don't survive
their inner most
desires
suffer unto jesus
the only ones burned
by the flames are the
ones that try to put out
the fire
suffer unto jesus
when you learn to
navigate your love
no storm on the
horizon will be as
powerful
suffer unto jesus
life is full of struggles
and i am full of
life
suffer unto jesus
the sum of all worth
is peace on
earth
suffer unto jesus
blessed be the insanity
suffer unto jesus
if you want to stop the
tug of war with the
devil just let go
of the rope
suffer unto jesus
the crave to be touched
suffer unto jesus
the want to be loved
suffer unto jesus
be thankful for the
sacrifice
jesus jesus
help us find the love
of our lives

i look
right past
masks
you would cringe
if you saw how
i see you
and how i've seen
you since
you cannot hide
from my
eyes
i can look at you
and know your
very soul
i won't hear your
name i will hear
your heart
no matter what you
do i will see the
genuine
you
in the end if you
walk your talk then
we will be
friends
i want you to see
the mirror in
me
i see you clearly
because i love you
dearly
when you are you
i see the true
you
i want to know is
your love sent
from above
please believe what
you see in me you see
in your
self
i see the best and the
worst the blessing and
the curse
just know i don't
judge i just
love

i have
no direction
yet i am guided
i have an audience
of voices yet i make
my own choices
harm none love every
one have fun
you can hear my heart
through my
art
our pleasure is beyond
measure our treasure
is being together
we are each a feather
on the wings of
forever
it is my way with words
that gives me a
way
i'm afraid to let go
not that i'll fall
its that i'll fly
away

i'm waiting for
the next
yes
for every two
women that won't
there are three
that will
with every no
i just want women
to know what they
are missing
if you don't believe
me then kiss
me
a fairytale begins
with once upon a
time
my life starts with
this ain't no
shit
when you say no
i know you just
don't know

i don't care
where my words
come from they
come from every
where
but mostly they
come from up there
some where
and when i do care
the words come through
my hands come through
my heart
i think of you and they
come through you
too
my mind is a world
of words my heart is
wide open i have
soul shine
i can touch you
from here
you have my word
its not crazy
if its true
with words i can tell
you with my hands
i can touch you
with my heart i can
feel you with my love
i can show
you
my poems are windows
and doors galore
listen to the voice and
the voices
the more the
merrier
the gift of a giggle
the gift of a nipple
you blush when i
say hush
do you hear it
talking to you
my love my spirit
do you hear
it

thank you
for wanting my
touch
you say i have a
gift and i say you
are the
gift
i can melt you
or fan the
flames
you choose
i'll know what
to do when i touch
you
you can feel my
healing hands are
real
and in return
all i ask is you
return
when i have
earned your trust
and you want
my touch

i want to give
you the beautiful
way i feel
may i pour my
cup into
yours
may you see it
took thousands of
years and millions
of tears to be
me
and you
its not crazy
if its true
the greatest gift
of all is giving the
greatest gift of
all
i can see clear
through reality and
what appears to be
i just let
be
i can show you my
love but i want to
give you my gift
of bliss
i want to give you
a beautiful
thought
i want to give you
the giggle
it seems so simple
but its the hardest
thing to
do
my heart sings
for you
kiss me before
you say
no
i am a gentle man
and yes i can yes
i will and yes i
do
i don't want to
use words i want
my touch to be
your sip from
my cup

just once
would last me
the rest of my
life
just a sip would
fill me with the
greatest
bliss
just a moment
is forever
just a touch
and our souls
will always
know
just a word
yes yes and
yes
just listen
you can hear my
heart through
my art
just then say
when
just now say
it loud and say
it proud

to heal you with
my hands i must
touch
to heal you with
your love i must
be in your
heart
this is how my
medicine
works
its ugly its awful
and yes it
hurts
the most painful
truths are our
own
please have faith
there is great
beauty in what
love can
do
the power of two
but its not me its
not you its the spirit
of love
fixing you head
mending your heart
and polishing your
soul
healing is not an
event it is a
process
love is not an
event it is a
process
if you got the guts
to man up you will
always be given
the strength to find
the truth
and if i do my job
right you will always
be given the light
to heal your
self
with might

i read
your thoughts
when you
talk
i scan your vibe
i look for whats
wrong in your
eyes
i'll know if your
smile is for
me
almost
instantaneously
i'll see your gifts
your blessings
and if you are
looking for
me
and if you're looking
for love you will
see me
i am totally amazed
the beauty of a
woman the
blaze
the love
are you sent from
above sacred sacred
love
lets get naked and
free love
a life long bond
almost
instantaneously
the struggle of
the divine
cuddle
we are vessels of
love our souls
already know what
to do when i touch
you

yes i will let her
she makes my life
better and better and
better
for fucking ever
do i stay sane or fly
into the flame
i've had a huge
love on since you
said larry you can
touch me all you
want
may i give you my
tear of joy
the power of two
we can do every
thing we want
to
good god god
how many times
have i cried how
many of my egos
have had to
die
there is no greater
hell than the blaze
of love
do tell
a love i must give
but i am not
promised
being alone makes
life a lot longer but
it does make you
a lot stronger
my touch is my
love
my heaven is making
love all over
you
every caress naked
sacred and
true
you knew that i was
the best and that
i am blessed
with your
yes yes
yes

she has spoken
to me when i've been
broken
the voice of an angel
with words from the
divine in my
mind
only god would know
what i've been
told
the voice of a mother
to the tears of her
child
the words mend
the sound soothes
telling me i am worth
the pain of this
birth
the voice of
encouragement
speaking to my very
soul the sacred words
only god would
know

my mind
is mindless and
timeless
the only two words
there are i
care
a brain deep insane
filled with kindness
like a cup
poured from my
touch to
yours
teach me i want
to learn your
yearnings
show me your love
i want to see the
me through your
eyes
touch me i need
to feel touch me
i need to
heal

i want no foolish
pleasure i want no
regrets
i do not want sex
when you are weak
and vulnerable
i want you strong
and willing
i have the ache
love makes
please tell me
i must touch
yet i know beyond
the point of
knowing
that your hands
can heal a man
please touch me
like only a
woman
can

my feet
know where to
go
my heart
doesn't make
mistakes
my touch tells
me what you
need
i have a hundred
eyes to see
why
i have a thousand
ears to hear every
tear over fear and
over joy
i look for those
looking for
me
i am told to be
a tree and you
will find
me

when i think
of you you make
love to
me
the intensity is
so real to
feel
you rock my cock
with just a
thought
its not crazy
if its true
all i can say is
thank you thank
you thank you
for the spirit
of love
we wished for this
bliss all our
lives
all i can say is
bless you bless you
bless you
when i touch
you

i hope
you live long
enough to see
your weaknesses
become your greatest
strengths
it just takes time
and you ain't
dead
yet
you will have more
control if you
just let
go
i'm not allowed to
peek into the future
but there is no more
dread in my
head
i'm not afraid to lead
the way into the
laughter of the
happily ever
after

i waited for you
all dream to come
true
my thoughts talked
me into the thought
that i'll be taught
i'll be shown
do i touch
your funny bone
or do i touch your
crazy bone
what can i give you
when i am alone
and stoned
i've known you can
hear my heart
through my
art
you can hear you
can see i just want
you to feel
me

i am the who
i am the what
i am the
we
may i touch you
right when and
there
where a kiss is
perfect bliss
you say yes i can
i say yes i
will
be brave what we
have craved for
years is only days
away
my hands want
a hand full my
tongue wants
a mouth
full
ha! at my age
i can still burn
a hole in this
page

you are my tear
of joy
i am at peace
when you are
within reach
i hold the love
of you in my
hands and
heart
to pleasure you
what my hands
can do is my
art
how i would love
to touch how you
would love to be
touched
and i want to keep
touching and touching
if you are my queen
then king me
lets live in the ecstasy
perfectly

please confirm
the softness or the
burn
lightly all nightly
pretty pinks or
deep purples
grab hold and lets
roll you'll love
where my nose
goes
may my tongue
tingle may i rub
you all over
me
we have struggled
for our cuddle
together our nude
interlude will last
me forever in my
solitude

i want it said
until i am dead
my hands will know
what to do when
i touch
you
i hear your heart
i hear you plea
make love to me
larry
i want to feel the
strength of a gentle
man
i want the touch
of majick
hands
our test is time
you are the greatest
love of my life
for a day
or two
yet i know in our
souls our pleasure
will last forever
our love is
true

where did all
this forever come
from
why am i naked
and sacred
our intimacy truely
amazes me
you come so hard
in my hands and
when you're gone
i come so hard
in my head
the intensity is
crazy
only a divine love
is this kind of kind
love
to put years of love
in a day or two
our might in only
one night
and the night waits
all day and the day
is god's bouquets
of crave
we love body and
soul thats how
we know

one night
makes my whole
life right
sixty four years of
tears disappears
there is no greater
fire than
desire
with your charms
i can fly through
the flame
unharmed
i feel forever blessed
with caress
the power of love is
the power of a flower
my duty is to be the
beauty there is always
room for one more
bloom
one night
is such a simple
rhyme one last
holy smoke and the
joke will be whenever
i think of you you
will be thinking
of me
and our fantasies
will be our
ecstasy
not like before
there will always
be one more one
more touch one more
kiss just the thought
makes me
soar

how much love
do you love
some say the first
is the deepest
i say the first is
the weakest
my heart has broken
until all thats left
in its place is god's
grace
your choice the course
of love or the curse
my heart is gone i have
been made strong
stronger than
most
i just know when
i smoke my bowl
it only takes one
brave heart to give
everyone strength
mirror mirror on the
wall who has the
greatest love
of all
and the reply rang
true why ain't it
you
if you want to prove
your power then
prove your
love
only the acts of love
are the facts of
love
and at long last
i have learned i have
many gifts to give
but it is not a gift
if you want something
in return
so please confirm

my radiance
i could write a million
books in anger
and a thousand more
of sorrow
but i would rather write
just one with love
for you
its my duty to show
the beauty
its my gift to write
you this holiness
my radiance
you can hear my heart
through my
art
you see me so clearly
you laugh at your
self
my radiance
keep within reach
our touch our peace
our release
when i think of touching
you i feel you respond
i see you grin
am i a mad man or
shaman within
me i just love
love
blessed be my crazy
blessed be my courage
my radiance
my grace
i can be your love
anytime any
place

i set sail
with the moon
and tides in my
eyes
my love has never
been deeper
she made me
a seeker
i soar
in my thoughts
of geese and
hawks
my love has never
been freer
she made me
a seer
i feel
i heal you when
i touch you with
my hands and
heart
my love has never
been more real
i feel her
and she made me
a healer

what a beautifull
way to start the
day
a poem my bouquet
a sip of coffee a puff
the words don't say
enough
its not what i know
its how i feel that
makes the words
work
i can touch you
from here dear
its not crazy if
its real
everything begins
with your grin
i come after your
laughter your giggles
your nipples
my tongue does more
than voice verse
you will learn the
secret of my
touch
how i love love
my pleasure is beyond
measure
and it all begins
with your
grin
just say yes to my
caress sacred and naked
blessed
i want to give you my
all thats
all
to make love
this stuff god is
made of

the clouds parted
as if some one
farted
i heard god laugh
outloud when i found
my head above
the clouds
i was given a sight
to see and made
a visionary
all walks of life
have this blessing
the spirit is
manifesting
all that is asked
is the task to do your
part and open your
heart
all that is asked
is the task to be kind
all the time
i'm told you'll know
i see you'll see
the love from the
wisdom come
and you'll be
truely
free
i too want to right
every wrong yet she
says to me let it be
let it be let it
be
she says love is
all i'll need for the
spirit to work
through
me

why do i give
because i know how
it feels to do
without
i didn't start living
until i started
giving
all i do is give
what i am
given
i give from the heart
the part where god
lives
make me make
more
all i need is the
opportunity to give
you what you
need
to plant a seed
to stir the ash
of the past for another
spark in your heart
may i give you courage
and take away the ache
the worry
i'll give you what
i wanted all my
life
anybody can save the
day i'll save the night
for you
the sun the moon the
earth the whole fucking
universe helps me
help you
and i'll know what
to do when i
touch you

i didn't know
what i was going
to do with all my
psychotic experiences
i call my paths
of pathos
my reward another
psychiatric
ward
then i looked at what
was healing me and
it was love
my journey through
my heart
my reward another
psychiatric
ward
i wanted to be
touched so much
i was given the gift
of touch
and i journey through
my hands
my reward another
psychiatric
ward
when i realized
i wasn't mentally ill
i was not sick
i am spiritually
challenged
i found myself and
i healed myself
my reward another
psychiatric
ward
so i know how to
feel how to heal
how to journey
spiritually through
love
my reward
the maddness of it
all and the grace
of god

a crazy once said
to me venus has a
moon in the shape
of a tear drop
and i know
he knew
the phrase still
wows me to this
day
venus has a moon
in the shape of a
tear drop
it makes all my talks
with hawks and rocks
fit in only a word
or two
venus with a tear drop
moon brings me to
my knees
spiritually
i always find a prayer
there for all the
crazies
and to keep from
crying i repeat again
and again its only
a metaphor its only
a metaphor its only
a metaphor
there is great beauty
in what a crazy can
do with a word
or two

if you want to
compete with me
you have to go sit
on the bottom
of the sea
then you have to
go fucking
crazy
you think i'm fat
dumb and
lazy
what are you able
to bring to the
table
i have my art my
heart my gifts of
touch my wisdom
come my tongue
of fun
please don't compete
with me you'll
look silly
because all i want
to do is empower
and praise
you

why do the waves
wave to me
why do i clutch
the moon
why am i not
going to
die
i will learn how
i want to know
why
our hearts are
scarred scared and
sacred
i guess thats the way
god makes
it
for all those who
question my madness
question my grace
do you think i've made
it this far on my
own
i had all the help
in the world
god's nod and god's
sod
i do my best to put
this success into
words
it is my duty to show
the beauty
i must keep reminding
my mind i'll have
help i'll have
time
only a few know what
my hands can
do say i
only a few know what
love can do
say i
and i want to
ask god
why

time fucks with my
mind all the
time
its never how much
its always how many
more million of
miles
more million of moons
and suns
more million of
drums
another million years
another million tears
alone
and all i can do is
live in the moment
and all i can do is
keep you in mind
the last time this
time i touched
you
i've lived a long time
and i know of many
last times
will time give me
time this
time
i know it is god
its not some clock
on the wall
that fucks with time
this time in my
mind
perhaps another
million cures and i'm
sure not one second
more

i'm taught a lot
about love when
i feel the power
of a flower
bloom bloom
kaboom
compare a petal
better than
metal
a stem to a friend
a thorn to a
storm
we are all born
to reach for the
sun
bloom into beauty
and love till we're
done
and then we dry a
lovely death
having blessed every
eye and every
breath

the distance
of time the instant
of touch
i don't want it all
and i thank god
i can't get
enough
do i stay sane
or do i fly into
the flame
i can fly clear
through if my love
is pure and
true
i come from the
other side of
forever
thats why we're
together
its not that i just
want to its just
that i must
i want to bless you
with caress
i want to teach
you to touch
my i give you my
gifts of bliss
i want to hold
hands with you
to feel again our
naked embrace
may i turn your
love on
you come so hard
when we touch
and i come so hard
alone

embrace
the spirit of the love
of the hope of the joy
of touch
may my fingers
linger may i bless
you with caress
may i take away
your ache
my fantasies of
you are strong and
true when i ask to
please you
i do
i wouldn't say much
you know my caress
is best
my hands and heart
become one with
my tongue
and your pleasure
becomes my
art
and together we can
make our lives better
forever
the more i write
the less i say
today the words are
burning a hole in
this page
and you are the
flicker of the
flame

chicken soup
for the soul my god
give me a bigger
spoon and i'll go
pack a bowl
you can see me
in the dark with
just a spark i'll
light up your
heart
i have a mirror
for you
i am helpfully
hopeful and hopefully
helpful
please say yes to
my caress
i would be overjoyed
to taste your tear
of joy
i want a mouth full
a hand full a night
full a bowl full a
love full
may i have seconds
when you come
first last and
always
i feel you feel these
words are good for
the soul
and once more
i can make
more
tell me i must
also touch
i love to see your
face of grace when
we embrace
*****
i know
i'm doing right
you are in
my life
when we are in
the same place
we are in the
same place
a place of
grace
and when you are
away i make love
to you every
day
you have my word
i will always do
whats best for
you
my love my love
is true
what the hell has
god done
i am in love with
everyone
and i hear the
stadium cheer
when you are
here

may i give you
what i needed
may i give you
all i want
how am i going
to make love to
you if you don't
make love to
me
may i please
please pretty
please
my bended knee
plea of please
please me
all i can do is
shine
all i want to do
is touch
i want this crave
this craze makes
me strong and
makes me
brave

when i think
of you life seems
right my thoughts
go from darkness
to light
i feel the power
of two squared
i feel the divine
there i feel the
might on the mid
night air
i swear i'm being
watched closely and
carefully
i swear i'm being
taught thoughts
the oughts and the
ought nots
i swear everytime
i think of you i say
i love you i say i
would love to i say
what more can i do
after i poem
you
i must touch you
to do all i can
do
you must love me
for me to do all
i can
do
but its what i don't
do that will wow
and amaze
you
the heights and
depths of love sent
from above
my constant plea
visit me

i know how i know
why i know where
i know what and i
know who
just say
when
and i'll touch you
again our
perfection
i love your body
because you are
in it
i love the way
you feel
feeling the healing
in my hands in my
heart in my
art
feeling you feel
me just feels so
awesome in
me
you tell me to touch
you as much as i want
to
and i want to touch
you once twice and
all my life

there is a path
to the past i walk
to talk to
you
to have had all we
had and now i just
lust for you its
true
but i thank god
i can't get enough
i have a love on
i must touch
i know you take
every word to
heart
and every time you
could you would
bless you for
touching
me
i hear your
laughter and know
we will always be
happily ever
after

guide me
with your seeing
eye
tell me with your
touch
make me your
truth
root for me
right here next
to me
i love the way
we share our
crave and you
have my
craze
you are a jewel
when i feel you
nude
my hands blend
right in to mend
your whole body
yearns and turns
into bliss
this is your gift of
love light and
happiness
you know what
my hands can do
with every i would
love to
our eyes have
touched our hearts
have become one
with our arts of
love from
above
our caress is blessed
and we will not stop
only rest
you are the grace
of god and the best
of all

the strongest
act of faith is to
surrender
if you want to
prove your power
then prove your
love
love the greatest
power
some say wow
crazies build castles
in the clouds
i built a palace of
chalice and phallus
in my heart
and i have the hands
of a gentle
man
if i want to touch
you i hope you
understand
my heart and your
heart hand in
hand

i mend myself
with the beauty
i felt
a woman's hands
are a blessing to
every man
when i touch you
i see when you
touch me i
believe
in the beauty of
god i feel the beauty
of it all
i am on bended knee
to receive the
ecstasy
the best caress a
man can get
yes i must have
a woman's
touch
your gift of
madness and
bliss heals me
from head to
toe heals me body
and soul

i am seeing
you
my eyes can't stop
learning my heart
can't stop yearning
i am feeling
you
my hands are at
your command
taught by hawks
a madman
can
i give my all to all
who give
my quest the best
caress my gift
is bliss
the sacredness of
nakedness
the blessing of
caressing
the reflection of
a kiss
of
perfection

i serve my purposes
my duty is to show
the beauty
god gave me a job
only i can do
if you have a belly
button then you
have your job
too
my work is to make
words work
to make love
poem
i have been asked
to do many tasks
but it's what i don't
do
i am a human being
not a human doer
i am being i am
seeing i am touched
when i touch
believe me all i am
given is given to every
man and every
woman
can
i welcome every
thankful heart and
every grateful
soul
those who know
what love can do
in the hands of a
gentle man
the right hands
to be left in
love

to sum up
my life with only
one word i say
yes
knock on my door
when you are
sixty four
it's not about living
large or living small
it's all about the
simple life
that grows and
flows
the simple life
of a heart of
gold
the simple life
has the time to be
kind all the
time
the simple life
of a humble
soul
the simple life
i light my
bowl
the simple life
is all i know
the simple life
of a simple man
alone

we bond
in our heart
songs
we rhyme
in our soul
shine
we love
from the heavens
above
i ask for your
woman's touch
bless me yes me
caress me
i am worthy and
you are forever
forever
i want you in my
life all my
life
to go beyond yes
and no may we
always say
always
my majick hands
your loving
tongue
i feel our might
has just
begun

you brighten
my day you lighten
my load you heighten
my love
i welcome you to
the weness of my
penis
i welcome you
my hands are at
your command
it's always been
my pleasure to
please
do you want bliss
or do you want
bliss
i want you body
and soul i know
how to love
a heart of
gold

the palms can
see us when i touch
you you touch
me
i close my eyes
and see what my
hands can do
what my love can
do
i touch you and
know your yes yes
and yes
i can heal the way
you feel with the
love of
us
we can reach peace
peacefully with the
strength of
us
i give i do not take
my heart never makes
a mistake
your pleasure has
become my treasure
my fine
art
and all i want to do
is keep in touch
with you
tell me to touch
tell me i must
and i still
will

i want your touch
its true but what
i want most is to
pleasure
you
i see you smile
at me when i think
of you pleasing me
me me
me
its not a question
anymore its a
quest of the best
love fest
yet
yes i want this
bliss yes i want
your gift
you are the best
a man can get
caressed
bless me with
your yes
i want to bless
you too its
true

wish your lips
upon me
even the divine
cuddle is a
struggle
to give the greatest
gift is the greatest
gift
indeed
how pleasure becomes
the art of the heart
the pleasure to
please
perfectly
when i close my eyes
i see you smile
there is not a no
in your heart
and all i feel is
the joy of
you
its not crazy
if its true

warm your heart
with my hands
may i buy your
book of love
read to me
feel me
quake
take away my ache
for god's sake
i call to you to
please give me
your all
i feel the softness
of the gentleness
of a whisper of
a gladness of
your lips of
art
and please have
fun with my
tongue my
art
i will keep you
in my heart and
i will keep you
free
i want you to
read to
me

do you see
what pleasures me
is just a moment
of eternity
a memory of
intimacy the intensity
of forever forever
a reality the
ecstasy
pleasure beyond
measure
everytime making
my life better and
better and
better
together
the power of two
the medicine
of you
i would feel what
is wrong is why
i feel its all
right
its the majick
of the night
nurse
the jewel of you
nude
it is our might
your yes will bless
me the rest of
my life

women
make life worth
living
women
make love worth
giving
i strive to thrive
with you alive
inside
are you seeing
what i am seeing
my heart is in
this
mend me with
your wisdom
mend me with
your kiss
you can heal
healers i feel
this
your gift is the
grace of my
madness
you fill my heart
with gladness
feel the majick
of the word
please
please me

i no longer have
a heart
its been broken
apart from the
start
in its place is the
grace of god
the embrace
of all
thats all
i ask god what have
you done i am in
love with every
one
the biggest clue
you always smile
at me when i
think of
you
mirror mirror
on the wall who
has the greatest
love of all
and i'm told its
true
why is it not
me and
you

i close my eyes
and see vividly
why you are not
going to sleep
with me
we would be
way too
busy
anybody can save
the day i'll save
a night just for
you
i know it will be
worth it
i know it will be
perfect
when i touch you
i'll know what
to do
you say lightly
larry lightly
my want of you
nightly
you are the
brightest light of
my life
i see your vision
and raise you two
"i would love
to's"
yes be your best
please bless me
yes me
i want to see vividly
your faces of
ecstasy

my power
of many loves
flowers
spread my mind
tuck in under
my wing
the answer no
longer matters
its reality
shattered
its how we pleasure
that incites
us
its how we touch
that insights
us
its how we feel
that unites
us
it doesn't have
to happen to
happen
no matter how
you see it so be
it
i'm strong enough
to honor every
no
but yes there is
a lifelong ache
deep in my heart
i truely need your
deeds i need your
sacred arts
take away my ache
i plea on bended
knee
i light my bowl
may i love you
body and
soul

may you discover
me your lover
do you know the
secret of my
touch
why i must
you will only see
me when you look
for love
your no just lets
me know you just
don't know
but i will find you
looking for
me
may you love
my hug
may you see my
hands will give
you what you
need
what you want
and all that you
love
just you wait and
see how you feel
will make you
wonder
will help you
heal
will bless you and
caress you
you'll see what
your yes can
really
be

once you let go
you see there's no
need to hold
on
i let go of every
thing that is not
love
i let go of every
thing that is not
free
life is not yes or
no life is not wrong
or right life is not
good or bad happy
or sad
life is sweet
when you follow
your feet
keep your will
still
love don't
judge
and when you're
crazy enough to
rule the world
every hawk rock
and tree will say
let it be let it be
let it be
i've taught myself
to simply become
me
and i bow to thee
taller tree

i love the thought
of you you are the
divine kind always
on my mind
kind
i close my eyes
and see you
smile
i hear your
laugh
imagine
that
i give you my word
i give you my
touch
to bond
us
i will have no need
no want no
ache
the medicine of
you the power
of two
the majick of me
and you
nude

i believe
in all beliefs
i listen to every
voice i am given
vision
i am from the other
side of forever
i am one of a million
suns in one
tongue
my biggest feat
is following my
feet
and finding
peace
all it took was a
thousand years and
a million
tears
all it took was a
woman's touch
all it took was the
nod and sod
of god
all it took was love
and mostly dumb
luck
my bitchin
intuition
and now all i want
to do takes
you
i'll fly through the
flame if you will
do the same
it's not love if it's
not crazy
it's not love if it's
only maybe
kiss me before you
say no to my gifts
of bliss

i love
your affection
i love our connection
i will love you best
for the rest of
my life
naughty and nice
you make my life
better forever
i cringe
twenty more years
scares me worst
than death
i want to feel your
breath upon my
chest
i want to give you
a delightful mouth
full
you'll love where
my nose goes
my hands want to
be glued to
you
may i lick off all
your tattoos
it's not crazy if
it's true
how can you be
so far away and
make me so hard
and happy
you make it worth
it and i'll make it
perfect
i see women clearly
dearly sincerely
and through the
grace of god may
i love you
all

the older i get
the more i say
thank you
the less i say
no
the older i grow
the more i want
you to know
i love you
and yes when i
touch you i see
clear through
i do not want
kingdom comes
i want wisdom
comes
to have great fun
and hear the drums
all say you're
welcome
when we touch
tongues
to hear you're welcome
when the night is
done
to hear you're welcome
when the spirit comes
to say the sum of all
worth is peace on
earth
knock on my door
when you are sixty
four
show me what life
showed you
tell me what love
told you
come with your
wisdom and bring
your drum
don't forget it's
fun

every thought
of you is a lesson
i can't stop my eyes
from learning
every woman i've ever
known taught me some
thing about
you
every woman i have
ever touched
touched
me
i have fun with the
crazy ones
i am crazy
too
men only pretend
to be wise
women know every
how when and
why
if you have to ask
the answer is
no
if you have to ask
you have not been
listening
all men are holy
all women are
sacred
even the divine
cuddle is a
struggle
i thank god for the
goddess in my
head
i believe i am spirit
led
i soar with your love
wingspread

monsters
want to destroy you
with your own
wrath
if you do not harm
yourself or others
the demons cann not
hurt you
you give them their
power
to stop the tug of
war just let go of
the rope
they want you to
fight because if you
do you lose
hate is their bait
to trap your
fate
but if you thank
them and respect
them for their
darkness
you can shut them
the fuck up with
just a little
love
and when they scream
with horror and
fright
that just means you've
done something
right
and no matter how
strong they are
today
love will always take
their powers
away

i trust my touch
i will know your
honesty i will know
your ache
i will feel you laugh
i will feel you
quake
all i have for you
is praise all i want
to do is please
you
and i see here comes
your want here comes
your need
just know your
empowerment
is heaven
sent
yes i feel the madness
yes i feel the
grace
its the intensity of our
intimacy that makes us
believe
our love is the truth
that heals us
i am living proof of
living proof
i can heal with my
hands i can heal
with my heart
the art of love from
above
sometimes a hawk
sometimes a dove
always the truth
always the root
of love

my duty is to show
the beauty
my power is to
empower
i will see your
praise and raise
you two "i would
love to's"
i still feel the way
you feel
i know beyond the
point of knowing
how life crosses the
i and dots the
t
i must promise love
but i am not promised
love
woe is me
i'm happy and free
in my spirituality
woe is me
i am happy and free
in my sexuality
woe is me
happy and free in
the intensity of my
intimacy
woe is me
i must let it all
be
i know your no is
just because you just
don't know
i don't take chances
but i'll say yes to every
chance with
you
my woe is gone
when you say
come along

picture
me with madness
picture
me with grace
i am the bridge to
the love in our
hearts where god
lives
i am one of the many
i am one of the
few
i am looking for the
power of
two
i close my eyes and
see you
you have no face no
body yet i know
you are the
beauty of
god
i am given the nod
i am given the
sod
i am given the
wonderfull hands
of a medicine
man
you need me for
my courage
you need me for
my crazy
the healer in me
is the healer
in you
it is our love it is our
art it is our spark
that heals
us
all we have to do
is get the fuck out of
the way of the
ray
that shines clear
through me and
you

i want to find
i'm behind your
behind
i want to see your
face in ecstasy
i want to feel and
feel and feel and
feel
its not crazy
if its real
i know my words
once heard ramble
on inside
yes its hard
to write a poem
worthy of
you
yes its hard
you have given
me what money
can't buy
yes its hard
i am told i must do
three things
wait wait and
wait
yes its hard
i ache
yes its hard
there is great beauty
in what you can
do
touch me and
see
i ask for your
yes please bless
me i'll bless
you
yes its hard
its sacred naked
and true

"The End"

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