our touch is joyous

©2018 Lawrence A. McFadden. All rights reserved.
its your love
i'm still thinking
of
its your touch
i want more
of
you let me do
everything that
pleasures
you
just say when
we can do it all
again
i've never had
more fun with
my tongue
you have the
strongest sexuality
i have ever seen
just like
me
i'll always remember
your face in
ecstasy


i always ask
may i touch you
may i touch you
like a man should
and you whisper
it feels so good
it feels so good
we smoked till we
coughed and you
wondered how i
got your clothes
off
and your lust
your crave has
yet to stop
i'm so glad
i can keep
up
i saw the light
when you said
lightly
the softness
the gentleness
there is something
in our hearts that
makes pleasure
an art
you had no doubt
when you reached
out
you said to me
i'm no fool the
older guys
rule
then you made
me the luckiest
man alive


may there be
sixty nine reasons
why you should
visit this time
around
now i crave
you both night
and day
i keep touching
you long after
you're gone
our water burns
our fire quenches
when is my only
question
our pleasure is our
ascension
you give my touch
lessons
our liquid love
our gift from above
i want to show you
the view of the beauty
of you
i want to give you
more pleasure beyond
measure


thank you for being
strong enough not to
be just another
maybe
you are so refreshing
you renew my faith
in a woman
you renew my faith
in a touch
i am blessed
now you know my
caress
you have given me
all you ever wanted
we did it all
we felt it all
in one night of all
our might
you gave me the kiss
of your bliss
you made my life
better forever


you are pleased
when you pleasure
me
please choose what
i may do to pleasure
you
i want my tongue
to be great
fun
i want my hands
full i want my mouth
full
i want the flood of
our liquid
love
it feels so good
to feel so
good
i want to do it
lightly nightly
i want to give you
the joy the happiness
the bliss
to say it doesn't get
any better than
this


give me
one more task
to make your
pleasure last
and last
i still hear your
laughter faster
and faster
your tear of joy
is all i'm
after
please see in the
mirror in me the
beauty of
you
you have
the greatest gift
of nakedness
i've had the greatest
fun with my
tongue
there ain't nothing
wrong with pleasing
you all night
strong
what you see as
weakness will become
your strength
don't be afraid
god made you this
way
you are one of the
few to understand
what i can give with
my hands to a woman
who needs a
man


no one knows
the secret of our
liquid love
the beauty of
you nude is a
dream come
true
may i lick
your nub till all
thats left is
love
please do the same
to my candy
cane
anybody can save
the day i can save
the night for
you
a midnight calling
we should we could
we would
it feels so good
to feel so
good


tell me
do my words
trouble
you
its just my tongue
trying to touch
you
its just my hands
reaching for
you
i just want to show
you the view of the
beauty of
you
i want you to see
the gifts you have
given
me


my caress
will not rest till
i pleasure you beyond
measure
you give me all
i want in a woman's
touch
the taste of a woman's
grace
the face you make
when i take away the
ache
my wish another bite
another kiss
i still want to do it
nightly lightly
you may have heard
it all before
i want to do it all
once more
just knock on my
door and hear me
roar


i'm keeping
my fingers crossed
you told me where how
what and why
please say
when
i praise you all day
my hands throb
i have to keep my
tongue tied
all i have is words
from my heart
to yours
i braid the flames
i am given visions
i take flight
to think you will
to think you might
come tonight


it just might
be my fantasy
but i'll study your
responses your
anatomy
to make my lick
perfect
i'll always remember
the ways you felt and
the ways i felt
blessed
keep in mind
the best caress
possible is always
possible
keep in mind
my constant plea
visit me


i was asked
if i was ever going
to understand
and i was told
no
i laughed and
laughed and said
i thought
so
i am living proof
if you ever need
living proof
may i whisper
have no fear
in your ear
we will pleasure
each other for
years and
years
make no mistake
you made no
mistakes
you can call this
scribble dribbles
is my lust a
disgust
or will you bring
me delight
tonight
may my love to
touch be your
love to be
touched


please
soak it all in
when you said
do everything
i heard the temple
bell ring
i love all i do and
i do it all for
you
so where ever my
tongue goes guided
and led by the crave
in your head
i feel so good when
you feel so
good
your body the temple
the vessel the treasure
of pleasure
i just know when
i want you you want
me
in ecstasy


there is no shame
there is no sin
to do it all again
and again and
again
i want to see your
miles of smiles
i want to hear your
love laugh
i want to give you
the tickle
giggles
may we never be
done having fun
with my tongue
which is it
do you want bliss
or do you want
bliss
your silence
my wordless
kiss
your silence
my secret alliance
your vision my
gift
all i feel
is nakedness
when i think of
you you smile at
me and say please
just you wait
and see


i stay high
but when i think
of you i
fly
wing spread
guided and led
in my head by the
feather of pleasure
i will wait for you
for forever
please one more
rhyme our
treasure
the future is not
the destruction
of us
the future is
glorious
the story of the
nights to
come
the bliss
i wish and wish
and wish
you smile at me
and say i'll be there
soon to bless you
to fly you
to the moon


never mindless
in my kindness
this is timeless
yes i'm given
visions
you smile at me
i feel your want
your touch 0f we
must
give me your silence
give me your empty
page
i hear you yearning
my words are
flames
i have the might
of what more might
i do
i just love to poem
touch you
my midnight calling
i would love
to


my pearl
even when i am
alone and
stoned
and i think of
you i still must
say i love
you
i still must
touch
and hope that
that makes two
of us
may these words
reach your
heart
may we reach the
peace of just
us
the power of two
i love yous
our might
may i take you
home and make it
right
will you come
tonight and take
flight
out of the darkness
and into the
light


i think all i need
to do is show you
the view of the
beauty of
you
what the night
wings can bring
i tremble at your
touch i want you
so much
i throb
and you have the
smile of a woman
who has just pleased
a man
my goofy grin
lets do it
again
you don't say a
word and i know
what word you're
not saying
i'll always say yes
because i know
you won't say
no
its not just sex
its the best
its not just a
touch its a
caress
its not just a need
its the love of the
gift of the beauty
of
please


i don't give a
shit make me a
myth
i've made poems
love a thousand
different
ways
i make poems
touch a thousand
different
times
nude in my
solitude
its my ache that
makes me create
you will love where
my nose goes
i would love to
give you a hand or
two may my fingers
linger
i don't give a damn
i am who i am
a gentle
man
the legend is this
i built a bridge to
where god
lives
i healed myself
and was given
the gift of
touch
it took a life of
sacrifice
all i did was
become and all
i became was
genuine


i close my eyes
and see
when i think of
you i make love
to you
i work words
hard i feel real
hard i'm given
visions my wild
card
you keep smiling
at me and i keep
feeling blessed
i wonder when you'll
see me again and i'm
told soon
it just feels so good
being in the
thoughts
of you


is there a way
to touch you
today
i'll feel what you
want i'll see what
you need
tonight is only
a day away
may you stay
or may you stay
away
just say when
you want to come
again have fun
again
phallus and chalice
and a tongue
with no
end


you don't want
my touch because
it turns you on
so much
it makes you yearn
too much
you can't say yes
to my caress
without
sex
everything stops
you but its true
you would love
to
you are one of the
few who know what
my touch can
do
all you want is to
be loved and i would
love to
all you want to say
is a kiss on my
cheek
i sentence you
to the giggles
to the laughter of
happily ever
after
you have loved me
for years do you
hear the stadium
cheer
have no fear
god made you naked
sacred and free
i am in your heart
waiting for you to
touch
me


i think i said
it a thousand
times
with a hundred
different tongues
and all i can say
is i said it
all
i can't believe
what god has
done
i am in love with
everyone
and when i get
high i wonder just
who the hell
am i
and i am touched
on the tip of
my nose
thats how
i know


nevermind where
i drop my drawers
nevermind where
you lift your skirt
only god can judge
us and i know god
loves us
for every two women
who won't i know there
are three who
will
and in the wink
of an eye you say
so will i
the wordless kiss
of acknowledgment
the sacred caress of
nakedness
all i can say is
god bless


my power
is the shower of
love
a kindness at
any hour a kiss
any minute
now
here comes my crave
here comes my
crazy
we are still not done
from the last time
we had fun
i'm amazed at how
you've stayed
away
i'll always ask
can u come out
and play
come and be
pleasured be
tongue lashed
at last
for forever


to follow
the feather
is a path of
pathos
you must be
crazy
the rewards are
the psychiatric
wards
it is a madness
it is a grace
it is a
gift
what the hawks
do to my thoughts
what the geese
speak
my medicine
brothers the
buzzards
i've rhymed feather
a thousand
times
blessed be the insanity
when you can shatter
reality
when you know the
truth has set you
free
when you live
in ecstasy
but you can not take
you must be
given
you must survive
your deepest
desire
and learn what
makes life worth
living
may the feather
take you to the
other side of
forever


you ripple me
warble me wobble
me
i close my eyes and
see you smile
i know it would
pleasure you to
pleasure
me
i want to rock
you nightly
lightly
hang on to my ears
dear i'm taking a
dive between your
thighs
you giggle like a
hidden riddle
you keep it hard
and i keep it
secret
the end of my poem
is not the end of
my tongue
you can still feel my
touch when there is
distance between
us
the beauty of us
two is we have
to
may i get but busy
the weness of my
penis the tongue
remembers our
fun
nut to but
nut to but
the temple of fuck
and the steeple of crazy
people


i was shown
the most beautiful
view out my
but
the back door to the
universe
shine your light
on me
this is the gift
of holy
shit
i asked to see
and damn was i
shown
i closed my eyes
and started to cry
my heart told me
why
i will always have
help and to trust
in the beauty
i felt


i see
the beauty of the
divine through
you
it does my heart
good to see you
happy
you are the mirror
of my prayers
you are the being
of my love
you are the laughter
of my heart
you are heaven and
all else is hell
do tell
you took my hand
and made me a
medicine
man
you have no face
no body yet i know
you are the glory
of god


speculation
is like claiming
you're a shaman
because you took
a pill and climbed
a hill
you need to go
beyond the question
beyond the answer
throw away your
brain and follow
your feet
you will always find
the strength to find
the truth
don't pick and choose
the answer you like
you have to find the
truth and it might
take the rest of your
life
you need to learn to
love and be loved
and it might take the
rest of your
life
our paths are the
steepest when we are
the weakest
easy answers have
no strength
when i have a question
i must find my own
answer
it takes a lot longer
but i am a lot
stronger
its not the knowledge
i seek its the wisdom
come
and i walk my talk
truth to truth to
truth
just ask me what
took life
and what took
root


talk is senseless
if you are not close
enough to
touch
words only work
if you do the
work
i can't stop seeing
the beauty of a
woman
i can't stop being
in love
i can't stop dreaming
all day
i can't stop feeling
this way
my constant plea
visit me
i close my eyes and
still see the vision
of we


when i pray
it doesn't happen
at least it stops
my dread
remind me i'll
always have
help
remind me of the
beauty i
felt
remind me of that
stadium cheer
between my
ears
remind me of my
courage
remind me of my
crazy
i'm old fat dumb
and lazy
because thats the
way god made
me


my hands cup
your breasts
i am behind
your behind
i feel blessed
when i caresss
nakedness
i want you to
know i'll touch
your very
soul
i want you to
feel perfect
tell me i
must
my crave makes
me brave
lets let my tongue
lead the way
our pleasure is
beyond measure


she picked me
to giggle
with
she held my hand
and said larry take
me to lala
land
i will please you
with every if and
or but
i will pleasure you
with every would
should and
could
i treasure you
you are the being
of my love
a love with no end
lets touch tongues
and ascend


does the sunrise
faster than the
sunsets
who can save
the dew
you can't rush
dusk
i have nothing
to do and all day
to do it
i got nowhere to
go and all night
to get there
i occupy my day
finding ways to
show you i love
you
tonight
i will save the day
and make you come
with all my
might


love is the greatest
strength and strength
makes all things
possible
the strongest man
has gentle
hands
i have the gift of
touch so i
must
let me work my
words and i'll be
all yours
let me kiss let me
nibble let me
lick
your eyes grow wide
with surprise and
amazement
i feel blessed when
you say that was
perfect


all it takes
is one brave heart
to make the flicker
of the flame
heart to heart to
heart to
art
the wordless kiss
the wink of the
eye the secret
happiness
the moment of bliss
you will feel all
your life
this is my
gift
i will keep you
free
i do not ask for
your belief
tell me what you
seek we can find
peace
may i keep within
reach


do i have to
choose between you
and solitude
i want the we of
happily
i want to do it
nightly lightly
i want to feel more
than thoughts
but i am still told
to be still
i see she waits
for me
i have the strength
of one but i want the
power of
two
i always thought i'd
have a wife but you
know thats
life


you have the smile
of a million
flowers
i have the words
of a thousand
loves
i only need one
reason to
touch
and feeling so
good is so good
enough
may you have
a happiness
may you share
a kiss
may we be spirit
may we be bliss
in our nakedness
in our sacredness
our touch is
joyous


some one is sleeping
next to me in their
dreams
if i find out who
maybe i'll find out
when too
you need me to touch
i'll take away the ache
with the fun we
make
i will heal you
with giggles
i will fix your head
mend your heart
and polish your
soul
i maybe old but i
know how to love
a heart of
gold
and you need a
man with my
hands


you have my crave
i am amazed at the
way you are able to
stay away
i know the craze
i hear everything
you say when you
think of
me
i feel you when you
feel the feel of
me
i still see you smile
at me
i know you run from
me i also know you'll
run to me
when you lust for
touch
when you need
pleased


what do you need
to love me what will
make you say
i would love
to
i know if i have to ask
you'll say
no
how much touch
would be enough
are you not blessed
with my caress
what will you take
to love me
what may i give
to love you
i know i wouldn't
have to ask i know
i wouldn't have to
guess if the answer
was yes


do my words
reach you
do they teach
you peace
do i bring you
closer to your
god
then i've done
my job
i make it look
easy but its the
hardest thing
you'll ever
do
i love you too
much to tell you
what you must
find alone
every time i think
of you i make
love to
you
you are in my heart
you are in my
solitude


i am not
lost in lust
i thank god
i can't get
enough
from head to
toes you'll love
where my nose
goes
why are we not
having fun with
our tongues
why don't you
want to come
i know how you
feel as i touch
you
i know why as i
look into your
eyes
my pen becomes
my penis
just say
when


i'm into the dark
blue you the part
that is true the art
between us two sacred
enough to tattoo the
virtue of you
out of the blue comes
a i love you
my constant plea
i would love
to
i want to i need to
i have to
i must
our touch is joyous
the glory of our
love story
the treasure of our
pleasure


i work hard i love
hard i cry
hard
i have the strength
of gentle
hands
i cannot say i see
i must say i was
shown
taught not to connect
the dots there is a web
of what i thought
and what i
said
there is a kindness
in my head
i found you looking
for love i found you
looking for
me
we are both genuine
and free
how do i state this state
of bliss my body is
electric
you have turned on
everything inside
me
i get so high
on this
vibe
you have made my
life better forever
yet we have yet
to kiss
we have yet to taste
the sweetness the
openess of our
lips
i have yet to touch
you as much as you
want to
soon so soon
kaboom?


i know when i am
thinking of you
you are thinking
of me
i do feel you
i close my eyes
and make love
with you
i have the grace
of a lovers
ache
i am a holy man
and you you are
sacred
i don't know what
to do until i touch
you
may i give you all
i want may i give
you all i need
you are the beauty
of please


the older i get
the more i want to
listen
the less i want to
break the
silence
silence makes
everything
heard
i love to leave
this world of
words
and speak only
in sounds
only in
touches
only in
verbs


i taste you
all day
i want to find
a million ways
to love you
a thousand ways
to touch you
with a word or
two
make me your
tattoo
king me
kindly
may i say good
god god
finally
whats crazy is
our love is not
crazy
we are scarred
scared and sacred
but i know we will
make it
home


you should be
loving me
you would be
touched by
me
you could be
nightly
i want to watch
you gulp the air
of sweet deep
ecstasy
my hands throb
to give my best
you'll never forget
my caress
i will not stop
we will only
rest
if you want strength
this is my might
you look so silly
in clothes
kiss me before
you say
no


all i touch
is just love
all i do
is please
this old fool
says thank you
for the drool
all i am
is one love
its just as hard
for me as it is
for you
all i am
is alone and
stoned
i have god's grace
of a lovers
ache
i feel you yearn
i feel you quake
i feel reality
break


i sense you
with my sense of
sense
i sense see
i know if i please
you you will please
me
women like you
i pray to
i am given your
vision
you make my life
better forever
you make my words
hard and heard
you have my gift
of touch
you are the wrath
of god and the beauty
of us all


i cannot take
i must be
given
i cannot just
be i must
become
i would not have
to ask if your
answer was
yes
lets caress
yes we are blessed
yes this is the
best
yes yes and
yes
the older i get
the less i say
no
i wonder whats
keeping you away
from heaven every
night and every
day


i have thirst
those who try to
put out the fire
are the only ones
burned by the
flames
i'm only a little
crazy from what
would drive you
insane
i have ache
you are within
reach yet i cannot
take
i want to give
you the beauty
i feel and the love
i make
let me touch you
for god's
sake


my eyes
can't stop learning
about you
my touch
can't stop yearning
for you
my words
can't stop burning
a hole in the
page
the only two ways
to describe this is
holy smokes and
holy shit
i feel your sacredness
in our nakedness
no shit
i have the gift of
touch you love so
much
i know how you
feel when you
find this is
real


you have thankfull
eyes when you say
goodbye
your grin is the
biggest its ever
been
you just can't get
enough of my touch
of my lick of our
luck
you need it badly
you love it madly
i take away your
ache gladly
and it pleases you
to please me
too
you treasure the way
i treasure you
its really hard
not to
nude you are a
jewel
i can still taste
you


time fucks with
me all the
time
i am cast through
the past to relive
every moment of
my life
i keep finding the
end of time
i see no future
only the
light
i need to be told
when
i cannot take my
time
i cannot make time
in my mind


i go beyond
right and wrong
i go beyond the
psycho babble
you cannot judge
and love
believe me
the more you judge
the less you
see
there is a mirror
in the sky
what you see in god
you see in your
self
good god
god
my god is the love
in my heart the
medicine of my
touch and the talk
of hawks and
rocks
i will be the bridge
to the love in your
heart where god
lives
if i bring you closer
to your god then i
have done my
job
give me a wink
maybe or give me
a nod


i hear the calling
of the road up ahead
yet unsaid
i hear the calling
of your heart making
me art giving me
sparks
i hear the calling
of god laughing and
god crying
i am given the nod
i am blessed with
the sod of
god
i hear the calling
many are called
few are chosen
some fear it
the spirit
i am tapped on the
tip of my nose is
how i know how i'm
shown why i wonder
why i roam


i hear your heart
needs mending
i ache
i need to do three
things wait wait
and wait
to give to take
to melt you on my
tongue my snow
flake
we have the glorious
past now we have a
joyous future
i make love to you
every time you come
to mind
yes its hard
may this dream
of you come
true
i will always pleasure
you beyond
measure


its not a hug
its our embrace
its our vertical
cuddle
its the perfection
of affection
your touch says
so much to
me
nothing else matters
its reality shattered
you are all
my love
you are the
true you
you make my words
work you make me
pray what more may
i do after i poem you
today
when our lust when
our touch is
perfect


my mission
its your laughter
i'm after
you will love where
my nose
goes
the fun of a curious
tongue
to be blessed
with a caress of
nakedness
to see with my hands
and heart
i know how you feel
the majick is real
what a touch may
reveal
this is how we heal
when we love to
make love
we feel
ideal


have the human
beans visited you
yet
have you heard
the buddha giggle
yet
do you need
the weather makers
yet
do you have the
nod of god
yet
has the cloud people
given you a smile
yet
is the beauty of
a woman in a wink
yet
have i touched you
all you want to
yet
then lets


how clear
the vision
how true
the words
how pure
the love
how giving
the touch
these are my
rules for all i
say and all
i do
this is how
i measure
you


moon bright
my love
light
the twinkle of
the stars tells me
where you
are
i claim the flicker
of the flames
i welcome you
to the night
i welcome you
to my might
please ease my ache
love makes
please ease my mind
with what i find in
the bliss of your
lips
i pray to your
kiss
this is my
wish
some cast their spell
and say i will go to
hell
but you take me
to heaven our embrace
is the grace
of god
our nakedness is
sacredness
there is great beauty
in your face of
ecstasy
we make our pleasure
our treasure
the way i feel is a
gift
every breath is
blessed every touch
is true
there is no greater
jewel than you
nude


there is no math
to my path only a
single thread through
my head straight
and true
when i close my eyes
there are visions
inside
sometimes i say no
to letting go but i
know i must
i will always feel
your touch i will
always hear your
heart
yet i am not told
why you have come
and why you must
go
its not the days
its the nights
without
you
that leaves me
empty
i look god eye to eye
and ask why
i do not expect a
response i must wait
and see
what the grace of
god teaches
me
life is full of struggle
and i am full of
life
like the sailor in me
i am born through
storms
i am amazed with gods'
strength within
and then with a happy
end
god gives me a halo
of a rainbow
and i am given the
nod and i am given
the sod


the stories are
the same only the
words change
the song is thousands
of years long
you dont become
anything actually
you return to your
genuine
self
i'm always glad
to help
it takes longer
but you'll be a lot
stronger if you find
it on your
own
this is how the story
goes but that is only
the world of words
where time exists
there is the wordless
kiss that can make
life better
forever
there is the language
of love where touch
is bliss
yet the older i get
the more i listen
to silence
slip
there are so many
things that i have
heard that had no
words
all i have to do is
wonder why and
a poem comes
alive


there aren't many
who have been as deep
as me beneath
the sea
there aren't many
who are as crazy and
as gifted as
me
my reward
another psychiatric
ward
there aren't many
chosen to heal but if
you've been called
i'll give you my
all
ask for a task
god will give you what
only you can
do
be kind
kindness heals us
every time
may you find a woman's
touch loves
us
all men are holy
all women are
sacred
my you feel the wonder
the heart never
blunders
do you want bliss or do
you want bliss
all i need to do is touch
you as much as
you wish
there is no medicine
in your power
there is great power
in your medicine
and i can tell you this
with all those sent from
above there is no end
to love


i have been
in love all my
life
and i have been
alone all my
life
there is nothing
stronger than
my love
i've learned this
all life long
and now i know
solitude and now
i know peace
i do not have a
wife this is my
sacrifice and its
alright i am
thankfull
she has taken my
hand and made me
understand my love
is my might
my love is my
sight
she has given me
the gift of touch
instead of being
touched
when i am stoned
she always lets me
know i am never
alone
she has no face
no body yet i know
she is the beauty
of god
i cannot love
just one of you
i must love you
all


my weed
roots for me
a stadium cheer
right between my
ears
you took away
my dread and said
these two words
rest assured
when i struggle
you say to me
you'll see
i wonder whats in
our souls and i'm told
you'll know
some say a relationship
with weed is a pathology
that just means you
just don't see
the teacher the lover
the mother the we
of weed rooting
for me


i've had my struggles
its just as hard for me
as it is for
you
my gifts of giving
make life worth
living
i do word work
its not as easy as it
looks the only reason
i write alot is i will not
stop
i've got nothing to say
and that says it
all
some words talk to me
some times she talks
to you
and all i want to
do is bring a beauty
to this world to bring
a kindness to bring
a we to happily
ever after
to be the bridge to the
love in your heart
where god
lives
to see through the
eyes of god to feel
the might of your
life
there is no need to
believe me but i knew
it i knew it i knew it all
along


i'm given the sign
and again i cringe
the shit is going to
hit the fan
again
if i try to stop it
i will cause
it
i need to be a
hollow reed when
the spirit works
through me
i cannot hold on
i cannot let go
it helps me to believe
when I'm shown its
not about
me
it takes about three
days to figure it
out
and my god god
it is so perfect so
completely so
profoundly just
so fucking
healing
good god god
thank you may i
share your beauty
with all


i was just sitting
there stoned and
alone when all of
a sudden i look up
and the whole room
felt like i did one
time as a kid
holy shit
what a reality
shift i was in awe
it was like the whole
ocean cracked open
and poured all over
me
time fucks with me
all the time
i don't do crazy things
but good god god crazy
things happen
to me
i only broke my brain
from what would drive
you deep insane
i need to say what
you need to
see
i must shatter reality
to be me
my reward another
psychiatric
ward
yet the serpent became
my staff and we all had
a little laugh
my only wish is to give
you my bliss
i remember once more
what a kiss is
for


i did my best
the spirit will do
the rest
its what i didn't
do that will amaze
you
i hear the call
larry larry loves
front and
center
yes yes sir
i am willing and
able you know
what i bring to
the table
its always fix the
head mend the heart
polish the soul
next
fix the head mend
the heart polish
the soul
next
fix the head mend
the heart polish
the soul
what a great way
to grow old
i'm told you'll see
i'm told you'll
know


i am a cool
fool i am a cool
jewel i have a cool
rule
i will not impose
my will on any of
you
the only voice i'll
listen to is the
one that harms
none
its all about love
pure and true
drink from my
loving cup drink
from my
touch
all i need is a sip
of you to free me
from solitude


this is what the
world thinks of
you
why do you make
me cry
if you have no
heart you have
no god
why must you have
it all
you have no right
i hear the thunder
in the night
i hear the thunder
in the night
i hear the thunder
in the night
it is our love that
will teach you
it is our peace
that will defeat
you
it is our prayers
that will reach
you
we have the strength
we have the courage
may our brave hearts
lead the
way
good god god
the wisdom is coming
the wisdom is coming
to us all


women show me
what's impossible
is possible
i always find the
one who renews
my faith and bonds
with my fate
do tell i have found
angels in hell
my love for you is
strong enough to
live alone
i can mend your
love with love
you won't see what
i don't do
those that know me
ask me to please
i will give you all
you see in
me


some say laughter
is the bestest
medicine
i always have a
pocketfull of
giggles
my smile is from
sky to sky
i've made god
laugh i've made
god cry
may i give you
a tear of
joy
there is a tickle
to the truth
i will chase down
every chuckle
and may i whisper
in your ear
lets fuckle


its my heart
that gives me
art
my bridge to
where god
lives
there is no end
to my love
i keep finding
those sent from
above
i can learn how
i ask why
and i know its
my love that
keeps me
alive
kind words are
heard clear around
the world
they echo in my
heart this is my
art


do you mind
if this time
i take my
time
seems like i'm
always in time
in love and in
rhyme
why do i see
so endlessly
i am from the
other side of
forever
i am one of a
million suns all
rolled into
one
may i give you
a moonbeam
may i light the
night
these are my
dreams
this is my
might


there is more
than i can
tell
i can crack the
prose to the beauty
of poetry
but the language
of love is not
spoken
its the world of
words that is
broken
the words for bliss
are both sexual and
spiritual
your kingdom come
is my wisdom
come
but the words that
chain link only
fools
what you think will
divide us
what you feel will
unite us
the words we must
leave behind so lets
write peace on every
leaf
all we need to do
is keep the words
true
i can make words
work on the tip of
my tongue
but i have not written
you until i touch you
until my fingers
linger
until my heart tells
the story of our
glory


i do not hear
the whisper
i heard the
thunder
its not a voice
its a wonder
a god awful feeling
of holy shit
i still cringe with
a headfull of
dread
i am the bridge
to give and give
and give
but personally its
not about me
i'm just blessed
to be shown stoned
and alone
here comes the
trouble here comes
the struggle
all i need is to let
it be
and i can do nothing
perfectly shit happens
so profoundly it like
a gift
and then there is always
the kiss the nod the sod
the bliss
when you completely
see why the hell did
that happen to
me
my art i laugh my
art i cry knowing you
will be happily ever
after
how do you love?
i say
with all my
heart


life is twice
as big as the
door
the sky is only
as wide as your
mind
the madness of
monsters they hate
me for what they
are
if you have no heart
you have no
god
they want control
because they just
don't know
their only strength
is to harm
mirror mirror
on the wall who has
the greatest power
of them all
god gives me a wink
and a nod
love is the greatest
power of them
all


only god could have
taught me
this
only god could have
taught you
that
the kiss
and the kiss back
our gifts
if you are my queen
then king
me
there is a silence
no one has heard
of
i am lost in love
i am lost in bliss
but i found you and
you and you and
you
we have all come
true


what i have
to say just won't
go away
the words are
always the same
and some poems
are better than
others
but all i need to do
is follow my heart
to bring a poem
to you
fresh and new
my poem is my
bouquet of i
love yous
is there a poem on
the tip of your
tongue
give me the gift
of your
lips
when i see you in
motion i am in
motion
and i hear god laugh
outloud when i find
my head above the
clouds
this song is thousands
of years long and i've
waited this long
for you
i know i will find
you waiting for
me
but my words are
worthless when
i touch
i have the best
hands
please say
i must


you drink my
touch all
up
it feels so good
to feel you
respond
i will learn the
way your body
yearns
i will give you
all you give
me
i will only take
my time
you make my life
better and better
and better
forever
we are right here
where we belong
to come together
is our life long
bond


it takes a lot
longer but you'll
be a lot stronger
if you find it on
your own
follow your feet
listen to your
heart
this is the church
of constant
search
this is a life
of art
this is being
being blessed
and this is only
the start
may i give you
my tear of joy
may i give you
my god of
love
and know i am
giving you every
thing when i give
you nothing


make me
a better poet
make me
word worthy
use me my
muse
i have nothing
to say
i write better
that way
and that says
it all
well not quite
my heart is a
light in the
night
my love gives
the night
might
i make love
poem
i get stoned and
crack the prose
alone
yet i know me
you the sun the
earth the moon
the whole fucking
universe is in my
heart
this is my art
and this is only
the start
i have been writing
for years there has
been a million
tears
i get so tired
of love poems
i write loving i write
being i write seeing
i write living
it sounds so profound
because its so simple
yet so hard so
touching yet
so far


am i going
to touch you
today
i pray
a little intimacy
goes a long long
way
i feel love when
i feel you
every time i think
of you i go down
on you
may i say please
nipple me
feel how hard
i am
when i touch
you will see
me
perfectly
you will love
where my nose
goes
are you ready
to giggle
so lets go
god and all
y'alls


i asked to see
and goddamn was
i shown
i wanted to feel
every vibration
no no no no
some need to be
left alone
i have the strength
of many broken
dreams
i know how to love
a heart of
gold
the older i get
the less i say
no
my name was called
and i opened the
door to the
world
do you mind if i want
to be kind all the
time
i love the way you
give me love in our
hug
you understand my
hands
you hear my heart
throb
we will touch
tongues
god gives us the nod
and says you're
welcome


i feel you
feel me
may i listen to
your sweet
heart
you are my being
being loved
can you withstand
my hands
you make me king
and give me
wings
when you say take
me to lala
land
there are no more
words only a
kiss
my gift is seeing
the corner of your
lips make a tiny
grin
from the most
beautifull bliss
within


i see the beauty
of every woman
i am one of the
luckiest men
alive
i know how to
touch you and
i know why
i give you my
word but you are
not sure
the only thing
wrong with my
touch is you'll
always want my
touch
i am pleased with
your want to
please
i know you feel
my might i know
you'll feel its
right to touch
you
all night


there is too much
medicine in
me
i feel with it i touch
with it i heal with
it
the hum
to rid the dread
from my head
the hum
to soothe the ache
the break of my
heart
the hum
to give me the
powers of the flowers
the hum
to find where you
are in the twinkle
of the stars
the hum
there is no end to
love i am not ever
done
the hum
there is a high
there is a drum
i must become
the hum
to touch the sun
with my tongue
the hum
i can stop the worry
the hurry the scurry
the hum
i can overcome
i just know how come
when i hum
the hum
the wisdom
comes


the words are all
the same like flames
flicker in the still
night air
my hands are always
the same yet like the
words i touch you
fresh and
new
i speak with my heart
i see with my hands
i touch with my
tongue
your eyes
reply
i want some too
take away my ache
take away my
blues
you giggle when
i say i would love
to
my palms will bring
you calm my peace
will bring you
peace
i want to see your
face in ecstasy
i want to make love
perfectly
every night every
day be brave
believe me i know
the way through my
hands through my
heart
let me give you
a night of my
art


i look for your
love in every word
every touch every
hug
will you stay or
will you stay
away
all i ask is do
what you
say
my only question
is a kiss
my only answer
comes from the
tip of your
tongue
if it was up to me
i would keep you
in my heart
i would keep you
free
when you find love
you will find
me


i am
a frayed
knot
the struggle
continues
it might and
it might
not
i fear it
will
i fear it
won't
i worry because
i have no control
i worry because
i must let
go
i'll only do what
is right no matter
what i'm
told
i'm not afraid
to be afraid
yet i fear
i have no
fear


may i give
to you my god
of love
i'll be the bridge
to where god lives
in your heart
the place where
god gives you
art
i'm living proof
of living
proof
you have my word
you have my
truth
i am a square
root
feel my feel
and you'll know
my love is
real


i shift
the shape
i will find
the exact
word
i will see
the true
you
its not a
voice its a
wonder
its not a
vision its a
touch
if i could only
give you how
i feel
i feel i must
share my bowl
share my love
share my
soul


the rattle
and the
hum
the vibration
the drum
the zippity doo
dah
doo dah
the square
root of the
truth
i can see
clear through
what appears to
be reality
there are those
who run away
so stay
away
there are those
who pray all their
lives for just a
simple sigh
i know this bliss
i was given this
wish
perhaps its just
another episode
from long long
ago
fresh and new
when i touch
you
my gifts are many
my regrets are
few
you know what
i am able to bring
to the table
its just as hard
for me as it is
for you
its my pleasure
to pleasure
you
does your want
want me
too


i wished that
and was given
this
god makes me
mortal with the
gift of foreverness
god touched me
with the gift
of touch
god puts words
on the tip of my
tongue
and good god god
don't tell me i'm
done
jesus jesus its just
getting fun
yet twenty more
years scares me
worst than
death
i know it will take
all my life
yet you say please
please take the
rest of your
life and
rest


TWEET TWEET
you just pissed
me right the fuck
off
with a bible and
gun you impose
your will on every
one
you hate us for
what you are
all you can do
is harm
all i can do is
show a mirror
to you
all i can ask is
why must you
make me
cry
you have not heard
our prayers
we will show you
the power of our
love
we will not destroy
you we will heal
you
if you have no
heart you have
no god
we are one nation
indivisible and
justice for
all
what you think
will divide us
what we feel
will unite
us
i am totally insane
but i'm not as
crazy as
you
but i declare
my independence
with a firm reliance
on the protection
of the divine
providence
we mutually pledge
to each other our
lives our fortunes
and our sacred
honor…..


heaven on earth
the church of constant
search
the birth of worth
the real heal
there is no need to
wait till i'm dead
just point me in the
direction of heaven
instead
god is the love in
my heart
some say i'm touched
to be given the gift
of touch
it all starts when you
open your heart
be kind all the time
here comes the
wisdom
come
again and again
if you want heaven
just say when
amen


i hear the flowers
i feel the april
showers
i could touch you
for hours
my poems are my
bouquets of
power
plant me
i grow like crazy
theres always room
for one more
bloom
i love sharing
the bud
i give you my beauty
my worth before i
wilt and return to
earth
and then again
my rebirth
i've done this more
times than i can
rhyme
my green thumb
my green tongue
here i come
i reach for you
like the
sun


there is an answer
beyond right and
wrong
we know its beyond
yes or no
it all starts when we
listen to our
hearts
its not what we think
its how we
feel
the reality is not in
our mentality
we must give we must
take
the heart never makes
a mistake
we are all broken with
a pain that cannot be
spoken
it is the love of us
that will heal
us
it is forgiveness
that will show the
power of our
love
may you feel the way
i feel
there is a healer in
all of us
we are blessed
none the less none
the wiser
its time to gather
for the evening
fire
and cry out to all
we are the hands
of god


i've caught up
i turned around
and found i've
never come
down
god laughs at me
and says even the
divine cuddle is
a struggle
but god gives me
the sod the nod
and the pause
to cause
love
i will lead the way
of our love
parade
when i seek i just
follow my
feet
i love not finding
the end of
love
love this stuff god
is made
of


a phrase came
to mind and gave
me a feeling
then the words
were gone
in my medicated
goo i think of you
in my heart and
there there is a
spark
may i seek to give
you what i
seek
you make perfect
sense all i want
is your presence
i am a square
root
and you are the
power of
two
i cannot math
the path of love
without
you


12:12 11:11 10:10


the beauty of
zen
right time right
place right
person
it just might make
your life better
forever
i love the hugfull
i love a mouthfull
i must touch the
you of
you
may i give you
what my hands can
do
it sounds like a
sneeze to touch you
to touch you to
touch you
i always sneeze
in threes
may i have the grace
of your naked sacred
embrace
it sounds like a
prayer
may i have a
taste
what better question
than a kiss
do you want bliss
or do you want
bliss
yes it is a simple as
this
yes it can be done
and undone
i see it in your eyes
i feel it in your touch
please say
i must


the older i get
the more i listen
the more i
hear
i have a hundred
eyes and a thousand
ears
i'm learning to hold
silence dear
and my touch knows
words are never
enough
i have the strength
to be alone
the only thing i've
missed is the
affection
thats the hard part
of my heart
i have a love on
may i take a
kiss
my life doesn't start
with once upon
a time
my life starts with
this ain't no
shit


not every thing i do
is brilliant
its just as hard for
me as it is for
you
you say thank you
thank you thank
you
i say this is what
i do
and it pleases me
to pleasure
you
we have the love
to heal us
it all makes sense
in your presence
take my hand when
you know i can
whats crazy about
us is theres nothing
crazy about
us
whats crazy about
me is i've been
to sea
whats crazy about
me is you have to
be looking for love
to see me
it took a thousand
years it took a million
tears
all this vagabond
wants to do is tag
along with
you


the kiss
my greatest gift
is the genuine you
and the true
me
my most unique feat
is following my
feet
i have the strength
of gentlenessesss
i heal when
i touch
our love becomes
the artwork of our
tongues


may i give to you
what i can and can
not do
may i give to you
my word my bliss
my god of
love
may i give to you
a wish
you make me want
the want of
you
you make me feel
when i touch
you give me the
power of
two
take my hand
i am a medicine
man
take my gifts for
god's sake
take
it all it all
comes from
god


theres a rattle
in my head
a drum beats
in my blood
of love
a flute loops
in the song
of bongs
jerry i swear
you played that
just for
me
perfectly
sisters and brothers
like flutes and drums
to one another
lets march
gimmie your left
your left your left
right left
i wave our freak
flag banner high
i ain't never gonna
die


i hear the thunder
call i know i'm going
to be a part of it
all
i hear all
say
the spirit is
manifesting
in every
way
i will only do
what harms
none
you must be
chosen
no self imposed
halos
just do your best
and let the spirit
do the rest
i am touched on
the tip of my
nose
thats how i
know


give me an hour
and i'll give you
the power of my
hands
open your heart
and i'll give you
the power of my
love my
art
touch me and
i just might
every time i think
of you you make love
to me
every thing is easy
to do when i think
of you
your power is your
presence
there are no words
for the intensity
there are no words
for the perfection
there are no words
for what your kiss
means to
me
the bliss is purely
sexually the ecstasy
is purely spiritually
you feel sacred and
i heal when i
touch
i am at peace when
you are within
reach
i love when the words
end and we touch
tongues and
mend


we think different
but we feel the
same
i am flesh and you
are flame
my tongue has
touched the
sun
once more i cry
out once
more
i soar
and my reward
is your smile
your grin
knowing you will
always want me
again
i need you right
here right now
i want to come
with you some
how


i want you
so badly i don't
want you any
more
so easy for you
so hard for me
i have a love
on and i burst
in fantasy
and left
empty
the wizards and
demons are scheming
and screaming to
take you any way
i can to make
you
but i will not take
i must be given
is my want a
mistake
i am a flame
in the
rain


do you need us
yes i do
we need you
too
we have work
to do
i hear the thunder
clap i feel every
drop of rain
i'm getting stronger
than my doubt
i threw away
my brain
my whole life with
out a wife is my
sacrifice
i'm getting old
and i've always
been told i must
touch
and every hawk
i see says trust
me


i not only know
what to do when
i touch you
may i make you
laugh at me
seriously
my hands are
your biggest
fans
i know you must
defy me i know
you must ache
but god doesn't
make a mistake
in the madness
and in the
grace
just so you know
i know how to love
a heart of gold
body and
soul


you are nothing
but sweat
you say that was
the best sex
yet
the way you smile
at me the way you
clutch
i know i must
not stop
you taste like a
dew drop
i make you flip
and flop
you always wind
up on top
i see your face
in ecstasy
my reward is you'll
always want more
you'll always want
me to
please


do i have to
say i have nothing
to say
what is my sentence
worth when i make
words work
read me and
see hear my plea
touch me
please
this is my sentence
to give all i am
given
you did the hard
part you opened
your heart
tell me i must
and i'll tell you
its true its
fun
i would love to
come sentence me
to the tip of your
tongue


my reward
i love you more
and more
i see clear through
the depths of
you
i've wandered
clear through the
hell of
you
i've wondered
clear through the
love of
you
i worship your
command of my
hands in la la
land
you want it real
but i know its
unimaginable
what love can do
with the power
of two
endless and true
unimaginable
the majick of
touching
you


i think too hard
i love too hard
i cry too hard
i have a hold on
a come on a love
on
to be fully blown
and stoned
i remember your
heavenly soul
you are a blessing
every turn is up
every word is true
the touch of
i love
you
the crave burning
a hole in this
page
my god i rage
do i stay sane or
do i fly into the
flame


the first word
that comes to mind
everytime i try to rhyme
is how
my first thought
is now
a simple vow all
dressed in
brown
a sacred
cow
yes how now
brown cow
yes a poem of
wow
done with just a
flicker of my
tongue
the wish and the
sacred twists the
sacred kiss the sacred
bliss all in a poem
like this


my world gets
rocked a
lot
yet the love
does not
stop
just another lesson
of the oughts
and ought
nots
i give it
all i
got
there is medicine
in every
drop
i am still waters
and then the
plop
i'll know when
i reach the
top


"The End"